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Tuesday, 22 JanTonight I went into a state of paranioa about miscarriage. Suddenly I decided my breasts had stopped feeling sore and were shrinking and I had some muscular twinges in my lower stomach. I am probably just being a hypochondriac and working myself into a state about nothing. Its difficult not haing anyone to talk to immediately about all of these things for reassurance. If I had a partner I guess that would be the person who would ease all those little anxieties. Mostly I think this all began today when I had my third battle with the hospital to organise a first scan date. They have managed to lose my records on three occaisions already not putting me into their system to go ahead with the usual process. Im anxious to have my first scan just to know that everything is ok and so I can start announcing this - especially at work so I can take it easy a bit more. Its difficult. I have to call them tomorrow morning and see if I can arrange an appointment Agh! The NHS in the UK is appalling - so far anyway. Fingers crossed it will get a bit better - I wont be holding my breath though.
Monday, 3 MarMy next scan is on the 31st of March - bring it on. Even though my belly is becoming more pronounced I now feel anxious to see that everything is ok again. Fingers crossed X
Wednesday, 5 Marhttp://s122.photobucket.com/albums/o266/cristafitzhenry/?action=view¤t=babescan.jpg
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