More....

this is me i am 30 years old and have 1 five year old little girl who is my everything. i didnt really want more kids but what can you do?! i changed my mind for a week and poof! well it'll be good for my little girl to not be the only one (or so i am told kidding!).

yup thats about it...

so yeah i am somewhere either 15 or 14 weks along and i felt something weird in my tummy, now i have had a kid before but i didnt remember this one i felt the baby move for the for the first time (5/3/07) so now i feel pregnant (besides my belly) and maybe now i am a little more excited about the whole thing.....

(6/11/2007) ok so lets see here apperently my daughter (shes only 5) has flet the baby kick, i havent felt it from the outside but she has, i dont know if she is just saying so or if she really did, she did know i was pregnant before i did so i guess you never can know when it comes to kids....

(6/14/2007)

so we went and had an ultra sound today and got to find out that we are ahving a boy, i kinda figured cause this pregnancy is SO different than the last time and i am not getting as wide as i did the last time either. apperently everything is just fine and dandy. thank goodness its a boy cause i dont want to physically have anymore kids and i wanted a girl and a boy like me and my brother weird cause my dad and his sister are 5.5 years apart and so are me and my brother and now my kids will be too..... maybe its one of thise unexplained things.....

(7/31/07)

ugh i am so tired i can even stay awake~ i wake up early with my daughter so she can get used to waking up for school and then by 9 i am on the couch sound asleep untill 10:30 EVERY DAY i need to get over this napping in the morning deal. so so so tired. man i sure cant wait till i am not pregnant anymore.

~birth story~ (4 months after the fact)

after being a week over due (i so wanted an october baby) i told the midwife that he needed to come out now cause i couldnt handle being pregnant anymore and cried (i was only dialated to 1!) so she said OK lemme check the hospital she came back and said we will start you on cytotek at 9 tonight you will get 3 doeses and them probably pitosin the next morning be ready to be in the hopital for a long time...(oh yeah and i was going to have ABOUT an 8lb baby according to how big he felt keep in mind i was measuring a month bigger than i was)... so that night we had a nice dinner did a little shopping (since i was going to be in bed for a long time) and headed to the hospital. at 9:00 pm i got my first does of cytotek (not sure really how to spell that) and took an ambien so i could get a good night sleep (yeah right i dont sleep like normal people on that anyway) and settled in to watch a movie and sleep after 3 hours i got a second dose and sort of fell asleep 3 hours later i woke up with SUPER BAD back pain and asked my husband to rub my back when he did it felt like a zillion knives stabbing me so we got the nurse to call in an OK for pain relief then she came back and told me to go to the bathroom so she could give me another dose (you cant get up for 3 hours after they put the pill inside) when i got up to go to the bathroom i felt like i had to push so i told my husband cause i didnt wanna tell the nurse for some odd reason well she heard me anyway and told me to get back in bed so she could check me out, well 5 seconds after she got on the call button and told the nurses she needed help STAT and 1 minute later she called again, well apperently johnnie wanted to come out NOW i was SO not ready the nice nurse told me it was time to have a baby, i in turn told her i wasnt having a baby yet cause i didnt have an eppidural, she very nicely told me there wasnt time, i told her i needed a gun then cause I WAS NOT HAVING A BABY WITHOUT AN EPPIDURAL! well then i had to push and i would cuss my brians out durning the pushing while batting away the oxygen mask then appologize to everyone for saying bad words hahahahaha then push again and start the whole process again, i realized my midwife wasnt there when the deck doc said rudely to the very nice nurses "if you want me to deliver this baby then set up the stuff right" he was a jerk, but it was fine cause i only saw him for like 5 minutes after about 20 minutes of pushing out popped my baby boy who was rushed to ICU since he was "floppy" they came back and asked me how much i thought he weighed since i was in an ambien trip and hardly remember seeing him i said 8 lbs very proud since my daughter was 7.5 well it turns out i had a 10.1lb baby with NO eppidural and in 1/2 hour of pushing (ISNT THE BODY AN AMAZING THING!) well the baby was fine it was just a precaution to put him in ICU sine he pushed off the oxygen box himself (i told you hes a monster!!!!!) he was there for 5 hours where i visited him about 4 times it was ODD to see a huge baby around babies you could almost fit in your hand... anyway i am happy about the no eppidural thing now that i have forgotten the pain and i was pretty happy that i could walk just fine an hour after having a baby and my back didnt kill either. so now i have a 20lb 4 month old who is happy and silly and perfect. all is well that ends well i guess (isnt that the saying?)