Hi my name is Dawn..I am happily married since August 19th, 2006. I have a 12 year old son from a previous marriage and a 6 month old daughter. We planned to get pregnant right away after my daughter was born because of my age. I love being a mom. I worked at a bank for 21 years as a branch manager and gave it up to become a stay at home mom and wouldnt have it any other way.. Its such a big change..

November 12, 2007

I FINALLY got my results back from my amnio. Everything is perfect and its confirmed, we're having another girl..

July 04, 2008

SOOOOO here we go again..I found out 6 days ago im pregnant AGAIN!!! Yes, thats 3 babies in 2 years.. Obviously this baby was a surprise but my husband and I are happy and excited. We are believers that God would not do this if he didnt think we could handle it. So I'll be 39 this summer with four children. If you would have told me this 3 years ago I would have laughed so hard. I will be adding updates when I have news. I've met so many great people on this site. Thanks for everyone who is so wonderful to me..you know who you are..You keep me sane and I love you for it!!

July 16th, 2008

...even a bigger shock than above..had my ultrasound today.. We have TWO babies growing inside me. I started to cry. I am so happy, yet so afraid if thats makes sense. I need to get past all the testing and then I'll settle down.. Still in shock and I dont know when this will sink in...maybe during delivery?? haaa So ignore my message above because now I'll have FOUR babies within 2 YEARS...holy holy!

July 29, 2008

had drs appt today. So I go in with my list of questions..because yes, I am a pyscho when I dont know whats going on.. She explained to me that the babies appeared to be in one sac according to my u/s 2 weeks ago. So I have read up on this and now I'm scared to death. The tech said she didnt see a membrane separating the two babies. At the time I didnt know if that was good, bad, or what because I was still in shock that 30 seconds prior she told me I was carrying twins. So everything else after that was just blah,blah, blah....So now I am scheduled for another ultrasound at the perinatologist in 3 weeks. My dr said that we were most likely looking at birth in late January or early February and it will most likely be a c-section...WHOA..what about March 12th??..did someone not read my chart? They are delivering my babies at a hospital that has a really good NICU so Im grateful for that. Im so afraid now...its so hard to be excited when there are so many things that can go wrong. I just pray that these little babies inside me are healthy..

August 8, 2008

I miscarried my twins. i found out on Wednesday that they didnt have heartbeats and I am crushed. I know that this happened for a reason but I cant tell my heart that. Ive never felt such emptiness and sadness in my whole life. Thank you all for your support and I hope that each and eveyone of you have healthy happy babies. you're going to make the best mommys!!