Well i have not been on here in a very long time. My son is growing up very fast, we have moved into our own flat which was finished being built in February 2009.
This is my story. Me and my Bf had our first daugther when we was 15 years old then we had our second child Brandon when i was 19 now if i fall pregnant this time again i will have my third child by the time im 20 years old. My little family is perfect.
24 August 2009
Me and my partner have now decided to extend our little family into a larger size family tehe. Our little boy is 1 years old in 10 days time and we want to give him a brother or sister to play with. We have been trying now for 3 days but i do not find out till middle of September if things have worked out.
I am very scared about becoming pregnant second time around as i know there is not just me to look after but my 1 year old son. I know that i suffered from PUPPPS which was dreadful. My partner is going back to college to try again at a career for himself. But i know him doing part-time college would be easier for me carrying his child than if he was doing a full-time job, which means he wouldn't be here half the time, but i know he is going to only be away 3 days a week. We want to prove to people we are independant and can do things on our own. I am old enough and wise enough to look after a child and be pregnant. I am not hopping for love and joy, i am going to set my expectations to be the worst, so then if things turn out so much nicer than expected i will be ssoo happy.
26 August 2009
Well we still be trying for another little bundle of joy and a Brother or sister for our baby boy Brandon. I have been feeling a bit of pressure down there recently so not sure if it is happened already, i just would'nt be surprised if it had already happened. I am so excited about it all, just cannot wait to know the results in september and meet the little bundle of joy. I know it is going to be so hard, but that is what i want, i know it wont last forever.
5 September 2009
Not long now till we find out whether or not we going to be having our second gorgeous child. Find out around the 13-16 September. Just gonna do a home prego kit. My breasts have been very sore and heavy which is the same and i got when i was trying for Brandon. Feeling very emotional too, not sure if that got anything to do with it. I be so gutted if it not worked first time, but gives me more oportunities to keep trying.
10 September 2009
Well i am totally and uterlly really tired. Jamie laughed and said "you did that with Brandon"! I did a pregnancy test last night and there was a faint but visible line, Jamie is convinced that i am pregnant as that is what we got with Brandon, but i gonna wait a few days and do another one on Saturday Morning. My BB are heavy and very sensitive and i keep needing the toilet a lot. I prepared myself though i am talking folic acid and Iron tablets already.
16 September 2009
I had my first Midwife appointment yesterday and i forgot how exciting and nervous you feel about it all. I was told i am 5 weeks pregnant. I am so excited about having our second baby, midwife said that we already look like great parents with Brandon so she thinks that the second baby will be just as easy. I suffered from really bad Postnatal Depression after i had Brandon so i not have a Antenatal Check Up to book at Hospital, i don't have Postnatal anymore so i not sure why i have to do this, guess it is to help try and prevent me getting it again after second birth. I hope i make it past 13 weeks and then i will tell my family and friends we are expecting our second baby.
30 September 2009
I am feeling awful with so much morning sickness going on. I am not physically being sick but i might aswell be as i cannot eat or smell any types of foods. I have been feeling like this for 46 days now. I am still enjoying being pregnant and have just got my Consultant appointment on 2 November so they can monitor me during and after pregnancy due to having a unwell baby and getting bad Postnatal Depression. I then got a letter for my Dating Scan on the 10 November so i dead excited but it is a long time for me to wait. Just defo hope i only got one baby in there this time round too....