She's Here!!!!!

Happy Birthday Cloe!!!

Clovia Marie

July 30th, 2007

8 Pounds 2 Ounces

10:01 a.m.

20 inches

birth story below.......

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I am expecting my third daughter around July 28th, 2007. Even though I've done this twice before, I still can't wrap my head around it. THREE!!!!!! What in the world were we thinking (well we obviously weren't thinking at the time!).......I mean, life with two works so well...car for four, table for four, I only have two hands........how will we cross the street? Even booking a vacation will be hard, most hotels only offer rooms for four!

Obviously , I am starting to be nervous. After two misscarriages two years ago, I thought I was done with my two girls. Then I spotted with this one and figured another misscarriage, but after switching doctors and taking progesterone, this one stuck! I was too afraid to feel excited, then morning sickness kicked in and was too sick to feel excited. And right about the time I could eat human food again, this wierd (never experienced before) sciatica kicked in and again was in too much pain to feel excited. NOW I am 31 weeks pregnant and to scared of Labor (again!) to be excited!!!! besides the fact that we are in the process of moving (needed a bigger house, right?) Who wants to pack up and un pack in their 8-9th month of pregnancy while watching two kids in the middle of summer....I can't breath in the heat!!!!!

Obviously, I have joined this website just to vent!!! On that note, I really REALLY HATE it when people ask what it will be,

"Oh, Do you know what it is yet?"

YEs, it is a girl!

"ANother Girl!" said in high pitched voices, with these scary frozen smiles on their face.

Yes, I am like the fricken Little House on The Prarie family with all these girls and no boys (my husband can adopt a boy from the street just like Charles did or Angelina Jolie) Seriously, I am so grateful to be blessed with ANY children, much less give a damn about their sex. I am also so used to lil girls, I wouldn't know what to do with a boy....BUT WHY do people feel the need to be so wierd about it . Why do people feel the need to comment on PREGNANT women, their weight, what they eat, drink, breast feed or bottle feed, co sleep or family bed.....DUDE its not your BUSINESS and I didn't ask for your opinion.....I DON't even KNOW YOU!!!!!!

WHEEEEW/.......I feel so much better now, don't you? Now if only I could push this kid down a lil bit. She is pushing on my ribs and it is a lil uncomfortable.

At least my hair is REALLY shiny!

July 5, 2007

I have developed a serious Love/Hate relationship with my body pillow! While I mostly sleep comfortably with it, some days I hate it. This morning I woke up to pee, and couldn't fall back to sleep with it. Turning from side to side at 36 weeks is hard enough without flipping this gigantic pillow with me and No matter if the AC is on, I wake up drenched where my body is hugging this pillow, specially between my boobies. While I look foward to meeting my daughter, I really really can't wait to sleep on my back again!!!! ALothough how much sleep I will get for the first few weeks, (months? years?) is questionable, at least I will be able to snuggle up with the hubby again. The closest we get at night is when i push his leg off my body pillow or when i get back from the third bathroom visit to find him suggled up with it. We can't even cuddle anymore as, I am just TOO DAMN HOT!!!!!

July 28, 2007 DUE DATE!!!!!!!!!!

So I am now at my due date, as many of us are. I never thought to get here as this is my third and I (wrongly) assumed the more you have the earlier you will be! DUH! I guessed wrong....I am now under the assumption that the more you have the longer the baby WANTS to stay in as she has heard all the craziness that is goin on in my home and she has decided she likes it where she is...... I was induced with my first due to low amniotic fluid 2 days before due date. 24 hour labor. IT Stunk And I had my water broke for the second baby two days before due date...3 hour labor. STILL HURT. Well now my new Doc is all for for letting me go on my own. I complained about fear of big baby..last one was 8.9 but she said baby had PLENTY of room to grow and gave me an appointment for next FRIDAY! HELLO!!!!! who goes into 42nd week in this day and age?????