My name is Dennisse I live in New York I have been married to my wonderful husband for 3 years ( April 9, 2005) We have a relationship for almost 4 yrs ( June 13, 2004 ). His the love of my live! We had a very small wedding ceremony and hope that in the future I will have the wedding of my dreams.... The pics below were taken in the court house.

We have together 2 beautilful babies Joshua is 2 yrs and 9 months he was born on October 14, 2005 and Matthew is 9 months he was born on October 3, 2007. Were planing in having a large family. We love being parents and would love to have lots of children...

My parents are from Ecuador and my husband is Dominican. For now I'm at stay at home. I love being home with my babies full time. In a near future I plan to go back to work and also complete my masters degree in Finance.

My baby Joshua Daniel......

My baby Matthew Joel.....

Life today is so much different with 2 babies than 1. But I wouldn't change it for the world. Being a SAHM it's not easy. There are alot of challenges but thanks God everything is working out just great. My two boys and my husband are the love of my life. They mean the world to me.

<The above pic was taken on Mother's Day....>

So many things are going on in my house.....

We are still in the process to get the house...!! It's been almost 3 months and we still don't know if were going to get this home or not. Thank God the problem has not been we us getting approve but that the house did not appraised for the value that the house is for sale... Our bank appraised the property $60,000 bellow what the seller wes selling the house for!!!! After this happen the seller wanted to do her own appraisal and she's not willing to renegotiate the selling price.... We are now trying to get out the contract and start the house hunt all over agin..... We are so dissapointed about this. This is the second time this happens to us. We think we are going to get the house of our dreams and nothing seems to go through as plan. I think that God doesn't want to gives a new house yet.... Maybe is not the right time yet....

Besides this my father in law rents a room in our house and 3 weeks ago Carlo's mom and bother came to the USA to stay for good. By this time we were suppose to have the bigger house and they had to come because their green card was approve! So far everyone is staying in my house!!! We have no space for so manny people here!! We are all going crazy. We are desparete to find a new house that has a mother- law apparment and that it accomodates my brother in law he is hadicaped and is on a wheel chair.... This makes everything to difficult because my house has alot of stairs!!! I have faith in God that we will find a new home soon!

So far I'm getting along with my mother -in-law very well. This is the first time the boys and I meet her. She is in love with her gransons and she helps around the house! she is doing all the cooking and that is a great relief for me! Joshua is getting use to her but is taking some time. I tell her that little by little he will learn to love her. Matthew got used to her the first time. With Matthew is going to be easier because hes only a baby, but Joshua is a toddler that understands evrything and knows everyone around him very well.

About me and Carlos....

Our relationship is good now but we been so stress about the "house" issues that we were fithing everyday for silly things... I must confess that I was loosing my patience with him and my hormones were driving both of us crazy! So we both had a long and serious talk on Monday and decided that we couldn't continue like this.... we had to find a solution and a stop to our fighting.... We both love each other too much to act this way. So we are back to normal... He ask me to have moore patience with him and I ask him to learn how to lisen to me.....

Last Thursday nigh we had a scare..... we had unprotected sex and he didn't pull out on time! We alway have uprotected sex and the birth control we use is the he "pulls out" before ejaculation. This method works for us and we have used it since day one! Both of my pregnancies we plan. So it was up to me to take a morning after pill on Sunday night just 2 hours before the 72 hour deadline. Carlos told me that it was my choice that he supports me either way. He thinks that we should have our babies close in age and I agree but I'm not ready yet.... I nedd Matthew to be walking and be need to move to a bigger house first. I had mix feeling about taking the pill. That's the reason why I waited to the last minute to take it! But the pill is not 99.9% acurate if God wants to send me a precious beautiful baby I will be very happy!!!!! I plan to tak a pregnancy test in 1 month. After giving birth to Matthew 8 1/2 months ago I still don't have my period becuase I was breasf feeding Matt. My milk have not totally dried ot yet. So I'm totally loss with my menstrual cycle LOL!!

Everything is great with my beautiful boys...

Joshua is learning moore and more each day! He's so smart and is talking alot . Some new things Josh har learn are... To help me or daddy park. He's so cute he directs you when is time to pararell park! He learned from watching me and his daddy! He says go, go, go at the same time he moves his hands to continiue forward or backwards and when were getting to close to the car he say's stop and uses his hand too. He knows when were getting close to home and his learned how to ride the bicycle on his own! He bought him a big boy bike and he loves it! He's my little man. He knows how to count and sing a lot of songs in spanish and english! I'm teaching him how to potty trained this week and he's doing a good job so far.. He loves bath time and the pool. I love him so much!

Matthew is learning moore each day too! He's so smart for his age 8 1/2 months! He's sitting up by himself and when he's laying down he sit's up all by himself too! He loves to take a bath and play with the water! He' s crawling too! and He knows who is mommy and daddy! He loves to eat! I love him so much!

About me...

I'm so happy I made my weight goal 120 pounds!!! I was on a diet for 3 months and it work! Loosing weigh was a challenge for me but I did it! With Matthew my weigh before giving birth to him was 185 pounds and with Joshua my weight was 180 pounds at the end of the pregnancy! Carlos has loss 40 pounds also he's now at 200 pounds! We both feel better and healthier about ourselves.

I wrote this update of my life on June 20

Sunday, June 22

Today was a great day... We woke up early and got ready for church. At church I had a good time, I feel so much peace and I get the time to pray and sing to God...that makes me feel great. After church we had lunch at my house we all had a great time together. I had a "full house" my parents, my brother and sister, my aunts and Carlo's parents and brother! After that we went shooping! I love shooping I find any excuse to go out.... We went to Ikea and bough some things for the house. We had dinner out and now were home. Tomorrow if the weather is nice I have plans to the pool with the kids.

Welcome July!

Sunday, July 6

This past two weeks have been great... so manny things have happen.... we got the final word from the bank that the house did not appraised at the value the seller is selling for..... so we started the house hunt again!!! I have so manny mixed feelings about this situation. But we need to find something soon. Were running out of space and Matt is going to be walking soon!

Last week on wednesday we went to the Broox Zoo I had a great time! Joshua got to see the lions, tigers, bats, giraffe, monkeys, birds, snakes and much more... Carlos couldn't go because he was working, so I went with my parents, sister, brother, his son and his wife. We want to go back this week again!

Fourth of July was ok this year nothing exciting... we went shooping the entire day and at the end of the day I ended up in the er. I stepped on a rotten nail and had to get a tetanus shoot! the good thing was that I left the hospital on time just to see the fireworks with the kids! It was so nice!

This week I plan to bring the kids to the pool and next weekend we migh have a family bbq in our backyard...

Friday, July 18

This week has been great!! Mon and Tues I spend the entire day home.... I was cleaning and washing clothes. I love to wash clothes in the summer time because I wash in my washing machine and instead of drying the clothes in the dryer I hand in out in my patio and the sun does the rest!

On Wed we went to the pool!! We had an owesome time!! Josh really loves the water... after that we went food shooping....

On Thurs I went to my moms house. At night time we had bible study at my house. The day was really nice.

Today Friday was a very bussy day for me! I had to bring my truck back to the dealer because the had some type of mistake witht the inspection and due to that I have not receive my registration over the mail. After that I went to the mall with my mom and sister. Then in the afternoon I got a pedicure and manicure. Tomorrow sat is going to be exciting were going to the beach and were having a bbq. I can't wait. I will post pics...