my life is changed 4ever

i am a first time mom as of 9-13-09 and i am loving it. you never know what a joy it is to be a mom until you become one. i never thought that i would have children, i didn't beleive a child was in my forecast of life, but when i found out i was extremely happy. i am an auntie of 19 nieces and nephews so i had the experience of being around children and babysitting, but i could never imagine having a baby around 24/7. i never wanted to be a "baby momma" but i wasn't rushing to the altar for marriage either so i think God gave me and my friend of 16 years a blessing that we will appreciate for years to come, well at least i will :)