here we are...

jan. 21st , 18 weeks and 6 days

pregant and i love it....

i am so in love with my little baby girl already,

after losing 6 pounds i gain those 6 pounds plus an extra 2 back....

normal???

i also have problems finding maternaty pants that fit... actually none fit...

does anyone have the same problem?

where is a good place to shop?

by the way... i can feel her move like crazy now.

since two weeks, and ever after i feel her every day (=

beautiful sensation...

jan. 22. 2008 , 19 weeks

i went shopping for a few clothes and yeaaaaaaaa ... i found one pair of pants that fit.

miracle... i mean they have tons of cute shirts but pants are no where to be found.

and my best husband payed it all for me (=

what a nice man... i love him...

jan 24th. , 19 weeks and 2 days

today i am going to meet someone for a new job. hopefully God will guide me and show me if this is my next job, which is part of his plan.

we married one month ago and now we are moving an hour from where we are living now. so the area and everything is new. he has his job there. they transfered him but i am working and hour from where he is working at the moment, so it's kind of hard to find the right spot and right work.

lets see how it goes.

my little baby girl is so cute... she moves every morning when i still lay in bed and she continues till about 10am. she starts again at around 1pm for a while and sometimes at around 6pm and than later on at night when i go to bed.

it's so cute.

i am feeling great and i am about 116-117 lbs... it changes sometimes. (5.1 feet)

i believe my breast are still growing (was small B and now a huge C or small/medium D). ofcourse my husband is loving it, hehe

also i notices that my rips kind of got wider and my belly buttom starts pushing on one side out. looks funny to be honest but i like it.

does anyone still sleeps on there back? i do... i don't like to sleep on my left side. i used to sleep on the belly or on the side, but now i like to sleep on my back. its more comfi. it hurts me to sleep on my side. what do you do?

alright... starting my day...

GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR BABIES (=

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jan. 28th, 19 weeks and 6 days

ok... the last few days in week 19. i am still doing great and i gained some serious weight last week. i don;t know why but i did. i am at 120-121 lbs now... the belly is surly stretching and i try to keep up with applying lotions and creams.
i start feeling big. reaching forward in the car and getting stuff from the floor is getting harder.
but it's great.
emily hasn't been moving as much today and yesterday but maybe i don't notice it because i've been so busy.
we found a nice apt.... which i really liked and hope we will move too and i am almost 90% sure that that new job will work out.
God is helping us big time. we've been praying a lot lot lot... (= and it's going great..
this thursday we are going back to the hospital to have another us done by the doctor. they saw that the placenta is low and something else i think, but they didn;t tell me. so i hope we will go there this thursday and God will make a miracle and let this be a wonderful, problem free pregnancy.
please pray for us (=
God will bless you for it.
thanks and enjoy your babies

feb 02. , 20 weeks and 4 days

hey everyone. i am 20 weeks now, feel great physicly and the baby is moving a lot.

i went back to the hospital this past thursday to check on the placenta. it was fine now and there is not to worry about the placenta anymore. the baby massured 20 weeks and 5 days. so she is ahead and also weight 27ounces which shoked me. isnt that a lot? the lady said it's great and that she is in the 86%ail. not bad not bad. but now it comes. after all the good news a special doctor came in and told us that the baby still has the zyst on her head. which is comon for many babies but.... they also saw that she had only two vesels on her umbiblicalcord instead of 3... which is fine too, if it's found alone but they also messured the fluid behind her neck again and saw that it is higher normal close to beginning of upnormal. so they found 3 soft spots. if all of those 3 things where found alone, it would have been fine, but because all 3 things are together, there is a risk of genetic problems. i dont know how this chance could be there now, since i was tested for for downsyndrom and all the other things and all the test cam back perfect but thats what they told be. so now i have to come back on the coming thursday to meet the specialist, which will tell us our options and what all of this means. they put me in the highrisk pregancy slot and will give me the option to take the other test with the neadle... where they take some fluid out of my belly to see what kind of birthdefects there might be. befor that ofcourse they will make another us i hope to really check if all of that is true.

meanwhile i am praying for a miracle to happen and i ask all of you guys to pray too if you could. i believe that if i go back this week and check again, all those things can be gone and she could be totally healthy.

please pray for us....

God bless you all

Feb. 06th, 21 weeks and 1 day

i found this on another users block and loved it...

Baby's Conversation with God

A baby asked God, "They tell me you are sending me to earth tomorrow, but how am I going to live there being so small and helpless?"
God said, "Your angel will be waiting for you and will take care of you."
The child further inquired, "But tell me, here in heaven I don't have to do anything but sing and smile to be happy."
God said, "Your angel will sing for you and will also smile for you. And you will feel your angel's love and be very happy."
Again the child asked, "And how am I going to be able to understand when people talk to me if I don't know the language?"
God said, "Your angel will tell you the most beautiful and sweet words you will ever hear, and with much patience and care, your angel will tea ch you how to speak."
"And what am I going to do when I want to talk to you?"
God said, "Your angel will place your hands together and will teach you how to pray."
"Who will protect me?"
God said, "Your angel will defend you even if it means risking its life."
"But I will always be sad because I will not see you anymore."
God said, "Your angel will always talk to you about Me and will teach you the way to come back to Me, even though I will always be next to you."
At that moment there was much peace in Heaven, but voices from Earth could be heard and the child hurriedly asked, "God, if I am to leave now, please tell me my angel's name."
God said, "You will simply call her, "Mommy."

tomorrow is the day to find out weather my baby is healthy or not. i am a bit nervous but i trust the LOrd. lets hope all goes well.

i am starting to feel heavier and rounder. breathing is hard at time and even long drives bother me now. i am still eating normal. the only thing i really want all the time is smoothies. to save money and give them less calories i make them at home for me AND my hubby (= hehe. i just use frozen fruits and mix any kind of at least 2 different kind of juices in it. sometimes i put some extra crushed ice and a scoop of sherbet ice-cream. very very good. other than that i am really good about food i think. before i was pregnant i would never eat at night or after 6pm but now i eat as late as 9pm or even 10pm. i guess it;s ok. hehe.

today i am wearing for the first time maternaty pants xs ... hehe... they are pretty good but i am going good with my regular jeans and the belly band on top. so lets see.

i ordered a dress and a pair of jeans on GAP online. they are having great sales and shipping is only 6$. so i gave it a try. they should fit small people like me they told me.

ok thats it for now.

wish me luck and pray for us (=

21 weeks and 2 days

Feb. 08. 2008, 21 weeks and 3 days

so i went yesterday to the genetic counsler and they where super nice. i met this women before at my 12 weeks screen and i was just nice. she explained to me what are the chances and pretty much those marks are very soft and it's hard to say how high are the chances. the only way to find out is the amnio. my screen at 12 -17 weeks was 1:10000 which is as good as it gets. but because of those soft marks the doctor guessed it went down to 1:1500. so my chances where 50:50. i could either weight and be unsure till the baby is born or do the test... the test is 1:200-1500 chance of MC. the best doctor in the hospital offered me to do it. hehe they all new me already since i have been there every week for the past 2 months. so i did the amnio yesterday too and it wasn't as bad as i though. of course i was nervous and didn't even breath but it was very fast. like 1 minute from the needle being put inside, taking the fluid and taking it out. my baby was moving at the time but there was no problem at all. it hurts but it's doable.

so now i am waiting for the positive result on monday hopefully. and the full result i will get 7 days from monday. i am pretty sure she is fine (= but lets keep praying (=

thanks for all that prayed at this point (=

she looked so cute at the us yesterday and she is soooo big compare to week 12 when i saw her the first time

have a great weekend everyone

Feb. 13th, 22 weeks 1 day

so i got monday a good call and the first biggest part of the amnio result. which is for trisomie 13 and 18 and downsyndrom which cam out negative. i am really glad that we made this test. it wasn't nearly as bad as everybody said and we though and we feel much better now knowing whats going on with our little girl.

next monday or tuesday i will get the other half of the result. please everybody ... continue praying. i know that only because of your prayers she is fine. (=

other than that i am feeling good. my back is starting to hurt very bad now and i am feeling more ... uhmm... fat. haha. not directly fat but it's hard for me to go to the floor or pick things up and stuff like that.

we just moved and now we are putting things into place... hopefully soon all the boxes will be empty and we can start doing the babies room (=

we can't wait.

we are having a little pink church dress with a print out of her 4D pic in it as a head, which is hanging in our bedroom, so we can see her every day.

i am going back to see my doctor this thursday. by than i will start asking her about labor options. i think i want water birth... uhm lets see.

it snowed a lot last night and there is still snow falling. i got a loooootttttt of things to do.... now it's 8.11am, my husband is off to work and i will work at home today and buy some stuff for the house... after checking my budget online. haha

March 1st, 24 weeks 4 days

finally i have like 10 minutes to writte a little update. now i am already in week 24, can you believe it?

it's being great and i can feel the babies bones from the outside. it is soooo cute. i lay on my back at night or morning and massage it and feel her feet, hands, putt, head or body.... sometimes she doesn't punsh but just moves... it feels so good. i am really excited.

my weight is around 124-126 lbs, depending on what time of a day i weight and if i went to the bathroom, hahaha. so i gain about 8-10 lbs so far.

appetite whise i am doing great. i can eat whatever i want but i have no crazy graving besides smotthies and sometimes some chocolate.

we are still fixing our new place. we are going on week 4 now and it's looking pretty homy now (= . we got 2 carseats too for the baby and hopefully our extra king size mattress will sale soon so we can shop more for baby stuff. good tip here. walmart has great funiture for babies and very good qualitie and awsome prices. the best i've seen so far. but if you have better ones, let me know. i am always up for good deals, hehe.

i am back to work fulltime till june, till the baby comes. lets see how that goes. it's gonna keep me fit.

other than that i am getting bigger and the timples kind of stopped coming as fast. yeahhhh... my skin is gonna be pimple free again (=

oh... very important.... MY EMNIO CAME BACK TOTALLY NORMAL. (= SHE IS VERY HEALTHY AND EVERYTHING IS FINE. WE ARE SOOOOO HAPPY. THANKS FOR ALL THE PRAYERS. YOU GUYS HELPED US A LOT. MAY GOD BLESS YOU TOO.

ok thats it.

hopefully news soon.