"A baby will make love stronger, days shorter, nights longer, bankroll smaller, home happier, clothes shabbier, the past forgotten, and the future worth living for."

~ Anonymous

I am so happy I found this website! It looks like everyone is really supportive and it is great to talk to people who honestly understand you. I am so excited to start chatting!

4-17-08: AF came today! I am bummed but thrilled! I am not used to having such bad cramps since I had been on the pill for almost 4 years. I am happy though because I stopped taking my pill a little over a month ago and after hearing some girls didnt have AF for 3-6 months I got really nervous. I am so happy it came, but bummed I am not PG. Oh well, more BD with my DH! :-)

5-4-2008: CD17. I havent had any signs of ovulation today. I have had bad cramps the past couple hours and am not sure if that is ovulation or not. Does anyone know what that could be? My DH and I BD'd a ton this weekend so hopefully I was ovulating. Unless I ovulate late. Oh well...more BD to come! :-)

5-4-2008 UPDATE: I just took an OPK test and I am ovulating yay! My DH and I BD'd yesterday and today so maybe this will be the month!!!! Does anyone know if it is better to BD the day before you ovulate or the day of?? Anyways, I am so excited!!

5-6-2008: 2 DPO. Well DH and I BD'd one last time yesterday. We are taking a little break. We are pooped! Well today I noticed my nipples were very sensitive. My bbs dont hurt or feel sore but if I give my nipples even a little little squeeze they really hurt! I am not saying I am PG but I dont remember this ever happening to me. Oh well...11 more days until I can test!!! :-)

5-18-2008: 15dpo. Supposed to start today...I havent yet. I have cramps though so I am sure I will start. Huge bummer....I just wish and hope I dont start and am PG! :-(

5-19-2008: Well lovely AF visited me today. Stupid stupid stupid! I have some bad cramps and am really tired. I am disappointed but it will happen when it happens I guess. This is the second AF I have had since I have been off of the pill. I guess it will be a good thing because if I get PG in the summer I will have a spring baby. Anyways, I am bummed but happy that AF is on track!

5-21-2008: CD3. I am pretty light now. No cramps either. That will be great if AF is almost done right before the weekend! yay! Before I was on the pill I was usually 5-6 days, when I was on the pill I was 3-5. Weird. Anyways, I hope I O this month!!!

5-28-2008: CD 10. Af lasted 4 days. My DH and I started BD yesterday. I am really hoping this will be my month. I O'd on CD 17 last month so I figure we might as well start BD early just in case. Wish me luck!

6-4-08: CD 17. I am 99.999% sure I am Oing. I have HORRIBLE cramps and sometimes have a sharp pain that follows. My DH and I have been BDing since Sunday so we will again tonight. I hope this time around it works!!!!

6-8-08: 4dpo. Well I have been trying to keep myself busy during this lovely 2WW. I have no energy today, CANNOT get full ( I just keep eating and eating and I just cant get full), and have had on and off cramping. I really hope this means something! I know it is too early to tell but I am trying to stay positive this time around. Wish me luck!!

6-13-2008: 9dpo: Well hopefully this is not a Friday the 13th trick but because I have been crampy, moody and achy (bbs and body) I decided there is no harm in trying a First Response 5 days sooner HPT..well a second faint line appeared everyone!!! Can you believe this!? I cant! I am in shock and shaking!!!! I am going to take another one Sunday morning and surprise DH with a daddy card for Father's Day and wrap up the HPT for him to be surprised with!!! I am crying but need to stop because DH should be home soon! AHHHH Thank you EVERYONE for the prayers and baby dust. It worked!!!

6-14-2008: 10 dpo. Took another HPT with FMU and another second faint line! BFP! AHHH! I am going to take another HPT tomorrow morning, wrap all 3 up and give it to my DH for a Father's Day present. The look on his face is going to be priceless. OMG! YAY!!!!!! Thank you everyone for your prayers, baby dust and wonderful comments. I honestly appreciated it!

6-15-08: 11 dpo: Happy Father's Day! I took another HPT this morning and the line was much darker than the other two days I took it. This is a good sign! Yay! I told DH and he was so shocked. I dont think he expected it to happen this soon. He said he is so excited and cant wait. Yay! I cant wait to see the heartbeat and see the little baby growing inside of me. We are not going to tell anyone yet. We are going to wait as long as we can to make sure everything is good. Thanks everyone for the kind words!!