I'm 19 Years old and I am excited about being pregnant but am scared because i think i'm too young. But my fiance is helping out alot with dealing wit everything. He's very excited that he say he will now have "a permanent playmate".

Week 6

It's official mourning sickness and fatigue are kicking my ass. I was dealling with them pretty fine up until now. I was up from 3 am till 8 am last night because i couldnt sleep because of the neausea. Justin was very good he stayed up for a few hours with me till at 5 am i told him he needed some sleep. Another thing that has really been bothering me is my arm. When i went in to the docters last week to confirm what i already knew by taking a blood test. The nurse did something wrong because within an hour it looked like i had a tenis ball under my skin where she had taken the blood. So i called the docter and told them about it and they said apply heat and wait it out. Now a week later i am bruised from 4 inches above the spot down and around my elbow and my whole arm is soar. Which really sucks since it is my right arm and i can do nothing with it. I dont know what to do because everytime i go there they just tell me to wait it out. Now i am waking up it the middle of the night because my arm hurts and cant fall asleep again because of the mourning sickness. So it pretty much sucks but I know i will be so happy when i hold my angel in my arms so every bit of suffering will be worth it. I have my first prenatel appointment on tuesday and am very nervous about it, but excited to ask all my questions too.

Week 7

So this week i am still having alot of problems with morning sickness, or as i like to call it every second of the day sickness. But it is getting alot better. I went to the docters this past week and he answered alot of my questions. Told me that i was doing very well everything seemed to be very healthy and that as i hoped i would be able to have a natural birth. I was really scared Aboout this because everyone told me because of my size (I'm 5'1 and about 100lbs) that i would probaly have to have a c section but he said that my hips a placed well and i will be able to have a healthy 7 lb baby. I also told my sister about me being pregnant. Not sure if it was the best idea because i am not so sure on how well she can keep secrets but i trust her. I' ve been really moody and really tired and feel bad because Justin has to deal with me. But he has and he has been amazing about everything. Last night before we went to bed he was rubbing my stomache and telling me how happy he was going to be to have a little him running around. I dont think he realized how happy this made me. I've been so worried about how we are going to handle this all but in that moment when i heard him talking about our child it made me realize that every thing is going to be alright...

Week 8

I am now 8 weeks pregnant and praying for this first trimester to end. My mourning sickness basically went away for a week. (or at least i could keep it at bay by eating through out the day) Its back again and worse than ever. Now i cant keep anything down for the life of me. And last night when i was at my worst i got into a fight with my fiance and he left in my car for the night. I have problems with anexity and this made me worse i couldnt leave the toilet. So this pretty much sucks. I just keep telling my self that its only 4 more weeks, Ive already made it through 8 so i m way more than half way there. so wish me luck. I'm also extremly sad all the time and miss my fiance even when hes sitting right next to me. i feel like im going crazy ...

Week 9

I feel horrible, im so nervous and anxieous all the time i dont know what to do. I feel like Anxiety has taken over my life. I need help i know i do but i just dont know where to find it. I threw a fit last night and while crying i told my mom i was pregnant. She says shes not mad, i think she expected it, idk my life is not going any way that i planned it and it sucks. If anyone is reading this please help...

Week 10

This week has been very eventful. Still no sign of this whole mourning sickness thing stopping. I feel that i will be one of those lucky women who get to deal with it through out the whole pregnancy. I'm tired but still going. I am having a horrible time with my anexity. It has doubled if not trippled since i have become pregnant. Justin told his family so the only people who dont know now are my dad and his wife. i have no clue how they will react. Im nervous bu ti have to tell them soon because i am starting to show. My friends that know are amazed everyone around me doesnt know. I dont think im that big be exspecially after i eat i have a stomach that deff was not there before. Till next week.

Week 11,

I've told all of the imediate family and now am moving onn to my friends, mourning sickness is better. or at least i think it is im not quite sure, idk if i've just learned to deal with it better. . . Everyones ok with everything. i guess... i'm tired and sick i'll write more later.

Week 14

Wow ... It seems like forever since i'vebeen on here... I have been so busy planning my wedding 2 weeks ago justin and i decided that we wanted to get married on april 12 so i've been living breathing and sleeping weddings stuff... its been so fun but so stressful at the same time... i love justin more than anything in this world and if you had asked me a year ago if i would be pregnant and getting ready for a wedding in a year i would have called you crazy ..but i am so excited ...words can't even explain... i've got a cold and it sucks... o well till next week!

Week 36

It has been forever since i have been on here I've just been soo busy. Justin and i got married on april 12th and It was amazing the wedding was beautiful. Married life is a amazing Justin has been the greatest and he is sooo excited about our son coming. Everyday he talks about how he can't wait to play with him. He talks to him all the time . I can just tell that he will be an amazing father.