2/26/08

Today we went to the doctor for my 20 wk visit....It's a little girl !!! I wanted a little boy but hey you take what God gives you and thank him. Any suggestions for little girl names?

2/6/08

I don't appreciate it when ur husband begins to treat you with disrepect when your pregnant like you're so crazy or confused just cuz ur pregnant. It's makes me wanna get violent because I can see and hear just fine. Don't tell me I'm overreacting or sensitive, that's some damn bullshit and I don't like it. And they're the main one begging you to have their child only to use it as an excuse to treat you bad and act like "oh sweetie it's cuz ur pregnant that me calling you a stupid ass bothers you"....yeah alright you bastard...if it wasn't for the safety of my child, I would slap the shit out of him and not give a damn about getting into a fight!!!

12/5/07

I went to the follow up app. yesterday. The tear healed itself (didn't God create your bodies well !!!) That is bomb when you really think about it but I still need to take it easy. I'm so happy the semester is damn near over and I just wanna pass and move a.s.a.p :) I'm probably going to cry when I see my old doctor....I love him as much as I love tacos...LOL...mmm tacos....I want some, it's too late though...all well. Today I had moring sickness for the second time and a killer headache but it's all good....7 more months to go...Hooray!!!

12/3/07

I tried to have sex...I shouldn't have!! I start bleeding afterwards and it was pretty heavy. One thick blood clot that felt & looked like tissue...so I went to the ER and was checked out. They did an u/s and checked my hcg levels. The baby was fine and he measured at 8 wks 5 days. They also did a pelvic exam and my cervix is closed...so it looks good for now. I'm not doing it again, my husband will just have to be mature and chill out...shoot!!!!

Anyhow it was so freaking scary. During the u/s they noticed a tear in my placenta...OUCH and put me on pelvic rest until further notice, which sucks because finals are up next week and we need to be packing to move....All well...I just have to do what's best for my lil' baby and not worry about anything....it's all in God's hands

***babydust covering my belly** :)

11/30/07...

Well it's been hard the last two wks. I just feel so tired and have no energy plus a lot of motion sickness. I got the ok from my doctor to take something to help with my sour stomach. I'm going to be moving to Cali...Thank you Jesus...I'ma do one room @ a time and pace myself. Things are going well, Can't and Won't complain!!!

11/20/07...

I had an ultrasound today...the baby's heartbeat is strong and he's a good size for 6 wks....I lost 4 pounds. After the app. I got some ensure to help with my appetite and two sport bras....

November 19, 2007

Well today was the first time I had morning sickness, it wasn't that bad and I'm happy it didn't return during my morning class. My appetite is still funny. I can eat more stuff though. I tried cucumbers today but it didn't work. My little baby is so picky like me...can't wonder why!! It's been about 2 wks since I had sex, I'm good but my poor husband is like "Ericka, we gotta do something". I scared after the bleeding last time...shoot..he better sit down. Ain't no oral going down...hmmm...I really just don't know but I understand he needs some ...so I'ma do the dance today and be extra careful. My app. for my ultrasound isn't til the 26th so SHOOT...I'ma just pray cuz I'm surprised he made it this long...with nothing...nothing...I've been so tired and sick ...what can a pregnant woman do ....anyway...I'm eat and lie down....babydust to you ALL...xoxoxo

Oh boy...at 5 wks I don't remember feeling so worn out and tired. I just don't feel good. I don't have much energy and my appetite is gone. I look a mess and dread doing the smallest things...not in the mood to wash my hair (weave) let alone blow dry and flat iron....lol...well I got my second hcg levels...@ 17,000...i know super high but I'll be going in for an ultrasound on the 26th just to make sure everything's fine. I have 3 yr. old who drags me out of bed daily which makes me feel so sick and dizzy. He's excited about the baby wondering when he'll be coming out (we want a boy). My issue is for some reason in Logan, Utah....pregnant women don't have their first visit til they're 10-12 wks...pisses me off...I have 3 children and never heard of something so dumb. So basically I have to make app's for concerns that I have but it's all good. God willing I'll be moving back to Cali in a minute and I will be so happy to see my old doctor...Dr. Jonathan Tam...he's so sweet and he's awesome. It's so important that we (women) find doctors who ensure us and take care of us. I never been worried so much during pregnancy...but hey that's life..things can't always be the way you want. But I trust God to make it RIGHT