Hello!!

I'm 24 and am a mom to two crazy boys... they are the love of my life and i cant wait to add the third. I have a lot going on on top of being pregnant. I'm in school full time for my BA in psychology in human services. I just started this year and have it figured out to where i wont miss out on to much school once the baby comes....thank god for on-line classes!!! I'm getting married April 27th to my hubby Jacob. He recently started a new job, and its local thank god! He drove truck over the road for a few months and it was so hard to not have him around.

Were expecting a little girl this time around! Were naming her Ella Alisia Donald. I'm so happy. I love having boys there great, but i kinda had that itch of wanting a baby about a year ago and i don't think i would have had that so bad if i had one of each. It was odd yearning to want to have another child.....i suppose its kinda natural though. We had a difficult summer with conceiving. We had a miscarriage in July at five weeks. It was so un- real. We told every one the day we found out we were pregnant, and a week later it was over. Then in September we found out i was pregnant again. At about the same time, i called my doc. office with some cramping. They told me to calm down and i was just nervous because i had just had a miscarriage. Low and be hold i went to a different clinic to find out the baby was ectopic. I was once again devastated. i was beginning to think i would never again be able to have children. Then come December i got those two pink lines again. I went to the doc once again expecting to have low beta's and OMG thew were super high....and at six weeks found out the yolk was in the uterus!!! I cant explain how happy i was at eight weeks to see that heartbeat. It was a little difficult to be so happy cause hubby and i were in a tuff spot in our relationship, but by ten weeks into the pregnancy we decided that we needed to make our relationship a priority as well as growin a baby together. He is my other have and loved when he casually called me his soul mate the other day:) So here we are halfway threw this pregnancy and i cant wait to add on to our family with this little girl!!! This is his first child, but he has been a great man with my kids from my previous marriage with whom i have full custody of. They go with their father every other weekend Fri-sun, but other then that they are mien 24/7.

I'm wanting a natural childbirth again with this little one. Not that i think epidurals are bad, it just wasn't for me when i had one. I really wanted a water birth but now that i know I'll have to deliver at a hospital (due to insurance) it isn't an option. It was kinda funny though cause the mid-wife i just started seeing said that sometimes the women just "can't" get outta the tub fast enough. LOl, hubby said we can already count on me being one of those women. I suppose we'll just have to see how things go. I hope that since this is my third she'll come fast. Cant wait to see her!!!!!