Saturday, 29 Mar

Well AF finally came to visit 6 weeks to the day of my m/c. I am feeling much better and hopeful. Like I mentioned before, I believe everything happens for a reason and all we can do is keeping moving forward. I take this as a life lesson. I feel I am a stronger person from all of this. I know my hubby and I are also closer. I am now on day 15 of my cycle. We have been BD quite frequently. I am not 100% sure of my ovulation day. Before I got preggos last time I charted my cycle and the days ranged from 31-35. The cycle before I got pregnant on was only 31 days. I have been trying to monitor cm. I really do not want to stress over getting pregnant right now. All we can do is try and when the time is right it will happen, being God `s will.

Monday, 14 April

We just got a BFP two days in a row! I am so happy but also on the other hand I am very nervous. I will try and take it easy even though in the back of my mind I will always have that fear. To top it all off, Sat. I woke up feeling HORRIBLE! I had a fever, body aches, sore throat, etc. I went through the day hoping to feel better. It never happened. I went to an express care. Doc said does not look like strep throat but tonsils really swollen. Possibly a sinus infection. I did ask before he gave me my scripts if the meds would be okay just in case I was pregnant. He said yes. So here I am feeling horrible, not going to work today and trying to be excited about being preggos again. I am though :) ! please keep your fingers crossed for us and add us into your prayers that I carry this little blessing to term!!!

Friday May 9th

Well I have made it 8 weeks today!! I am feeling very nervous of course but taking it one day at a time! I am almost driving myself crazy checking my symptoms. I am really trying to relax though. I think I will feel better after my 1st appt. It is not for another 10 days though

Wednesday May 14th

Today I am 8 weeks 5 days. That is how far along I was when I m/c'd. Very scary and hard day, but really a relief! So far so good! Keep your fingers crossed for me! The good Lord might actually be getting tired of hearing me pray for the same thing over and over (along with counting my blessings)!

Friday May 16th

Wow! 9 weeks today!!! I can't wait until Monday when I have my first scan and appt. I am still nervous. i am sure I will feel better once I leave there! I am keeping my fingers crossed!