Hello! I'm Amy, found out 3 weeks ago that i'm pregnant! i'm now 11 weeks & feeling very nauseated yet extremely excited & terrifed. Strange isn't it? I live at home so me & Adam are currently trying to find a place of our own. He's being great although i think he's more terrified than me! Well do be friendly, say hello, would be great to hear how everyone is doing, especially as none of my friends have children! I'm especially finding it very strange going out to bars and clubs & being the only sober one there and i really havn't got the hang of dancing when you're not under the influence of a million shots of vodka!!

This is me & my very drunken best friend on halloween! (11 weeks pregnant)

13th March.

Urgh 30 weeks today, can't believe how huge my belly feels, i surely can't wait till may to pop! my back will smap by then. Not been on here for a while anyway, lots of things have happened, We told all our family at christmas and MOST people were very happy and suportive. We also found out we're having a girl and i've been obsessivly buying pink girly things ever since! haha. I not had many problems apart from cronic back pain and ther've been times i've jsut wanted someone to knock me out so i can get some sleep as i can never get comfy in bed!

Still at my mum's house, it's really doing my head in, this house is not big enough for us all! urgh, i've become more obbsessed with cleaning than ever before but my lil brother is an anoying little twat and never cleans up after himself which drives me insane. I keep having to lock myself in my room so i don't get too stressed out.

I havn't seen my midwife in like 7 weeks? surely this isn't normal? I have no contact number for her or anything and i'm beginning to think she's forgotten i exist.

I have no social life, Everyone always seems so busy and i really amm not one for soberness in clubs anymore lol, i talk to my best mate kerrie regulary but barely see her and apart from adam the only people i see are my mum and bro and i live with them! When this one pops out hopefully it will get better!

Adam's latest temp job is ending at the end of the month, it's a stressy time, wondering if he'll find something else before it ends or if he'll be jobless for a week, hopefully the next job will pay better as we've barely been able to save a penny while he's had this one.

1st May.

Been getting alot of BHs lately, though now they've started to hurt i'm hoping it'll be over sooner rather than later! 3 weeks seems so long away yet 21 days doesn't. It's strange isn't it?

Can't wait till shes here now, i keep having dreams that she already is then i wake up and i'm still pregnant and i need to pee then i can't get comfy again lol, it's so anoying, i'm just trying to stay positive and not get stressed coz hopefully in a month or 2 we'll have a place of our own, adam will have started him permenant job and i'll finally feel secure.

On another note i really miss my brother, He's in the navy, me and Adam took him to the train station last week and i didn't want to get off the train and leave him on his own, i mean i know he's 19 and its only 3 months but it's his first time away and i really miss him and can't believe he's not gonna be around when she's born. I hope he's ok and stops feeling homesick soon.

Urgh i better go bed, this time last year i would have been getting ready to go out, drinking cheap wine and atempting to put false eyelashes on, now its warm milk and pjs by 11. How things change.

6th May.

Me & Adam are going camping on saturday for 3 nights in Morecambe Bay as a final little break before the baby comes just hopefuly it won't come while we're there! When i get back there'll be just over a week till i'm due, arghh! So close.

Luckily we have almost everything ready and all though it's crammed into my room i'm glad we have everything sorted!

Can't believe how swollen i am, it's so anoying how my feet constantly ache, still can't wait till saturday though, hopefully the fresh air will calm me down and i'll stop stressing out for a few days. Anywho gotta go off to buy a bigger tent as i don't fancy sleeping in a 2 man at my size ha.