Hey you guys,

My name is Trish and I am 20 years old. I am blessed to be carrying my first child. Especially when previously I tried for 3 years and it never worked. I was with a guy who I thought I would be with for the rest of my life. I've known him since the 3rd grade. Our relationship went sour and I was blessed to meet the man I'm with now. He has been there for me through all of my many complications and I thank God for him. I know God doesn't make mistakes so him being the one I got pregnant for was not a mistake. He has 2 other kids and he takes very good care of them. He's a good man although he is a MAN sometimes lol but thats my baby. I am a high risk pregnancy. I have kidney failure. I was diagnosed with it last year and hospitalized last year with a pretty bad infection because of it but for some reason I have faith in God that this little angel is going to be perfectly healthy. And I'm already thankin God. Thank you Jesus that me and my baby are going to have a wonderful healthy pregnancy and delivery. So it is done. LOL!

10/9/08

WELL MY LITTLE ANGEL IS HERE! HE'S A WEEK OLD TODAY. HE'S GETTIN BIG SO QUICK. ALL HE DOES IS EAT. LOL! HE SMILES ALOT TOO. IM WONDERING IF HE MEANS TO DO IT OR IS IT JUST HIS FACE ACTIN UP. I DONT KNOW BUT I LOVE HIM SO MUCH. HE'S SLEEPING RIGHT NOW. LIKE HE'S GROWN LOL! I HA A C-SECTION AND RECOVERY IS GOIN OK FOR ME. ITS MOST PAINFUL IN THE MORNING WHEN I WAKE UP. ONCE I START MOVIN AROUND IT GETS BETTER. THEY SAY WHEN U HAVE A C-SECTION THERE IS A BIG LIMIT ON THE THINGS YOU CAN DO. I'M IN FLORIDA AND I WASNT BORN OR RAISED HERE. I KEEP A LIMIT ON FRIENDS AND I STAY IN THE HOUSE TO MYSELF. I LIKE IT THAT WAY. I HAVE SOME FAMILY AND SOME FRIENDS BUT EVERYBODY HAS THEIR OWN THING GOING ON AND I DONT LIKE BOTHERING PEOPLE. SO ITS JUST ME MY SON AND MY BOYFRIEND. AND EVEN HIM I DONT DEPEND ON. HE'S A ON THE GO ALWAYS KIND OF GUY AND THAT HASNT STOPPED SINCE I HAD THE BABY! I DONT BLAME HIM. HE'S WORKING AND IM STAYING HOME WITH THE BABY RIGHT NOW. WHEN HE GOES OUT AND HANGS WITH HIS FRIENDS I DONT COMPLAIN. THATS HOW HE WAS WHEN I MET HIM. IM NOT EXPECTING HIM TO BE CONFINED TO THE HOUSE JUST CUZ I LIKE TO BE. SO I DO EVERYTHING MYSELF. COOKING, CLEANING, DRIVING. I GOT OUT THE HOSPITAL LAST WEEK SUNDAY. THAT NIGHT IN PAIN I UNPACKED MY STUFF AND WENT DRIVING TO THE PHARMACY TO GET MY MEDS. I HAVE TO DO IT. WHO ELSE WILL? SO IM JUST PRAYING TO GOD THAT I HEAL WELL AND HEAL FAST! IN THE MEANTIME IM JUST HERE AT HOME WITH MY PRINCE!