hello out there to all of you expectant, new, first time, and ttc mommies!!!

Pregnant... again

I never thought i would become pregnant again so fast! i dont even know what to think right now. My husband and i werent even planning on even trying to have another child until the boys were at least a year.

This is what happend: well im sure you ladies already know how this happend. I have been having cravings, my boobs hurt, i can smell everything, and Im almost 10 days late. I have taken 7 tests, and got 5 pos. 2 neg. Im def. pregnant. I have an appointment in a few weeks for an ultrasound, and when the baby is born, the boys will be about 1.

7/1/08

well ive told my husband the news, and hes excited. i guess he thinks hes "the man" now that this has happend again. i still havent even mentioned it to my mom yet, or sister in law whom im very close to. im assuming im a coupla weeks now, i dont even think its been a month yet. gosh im so hormonal. last night i cried because my pillow wasnt fluffy enough =/. my poor husband. im still trying to maintain being a full time mommy to two three month old boys. today was difficult. i guess because im so drained. one woman i know told me i should have an abortion! i would never, ever, ever think about that. God knew what He was doing this time. He wouldnt have given me this baby if He didnt think i couldnt do it. i just hope its not multiples this time!

7/3/08

well, its 12 am over here and i still cant sleep!! my husband was working late tonight, so i had the boys by myself. when one was crying the other was sleeping and then that one would wake up and cry and the other would sleep! im so drained i thought i was going to fall asleep as soon as i sat down. i think i need a spa day. no men, no kids. just me, and some tlc for myself. i told my mom about the baby today. she's so happy!!!!! i feel so much better. as for my step father, he has mixed feelings about it. ill take that reaction over getting judged first. im still shocked, but im starting to get excited. i had a dream last night that it was a little girl... not sure if that means something though. my mother says its a girl, and so does my sister. i have to find out. while most of u just finished a pregnancy, ive just started again! this should be interesting.

7/3/08

im a little more relaxed now. hubbie stayed home today and my family took the boys almost all day =). its was the best. i dont know what i would do without my mom. Brian and i layed in the bed until noon and watched scay movies.for lunch, we went out to hooters haha. as soon as we got home we talked. not about anything in particular, just talked. i couldnt have asked for a better day. im feeling alright right now, just sleepy. i was going to wait until 6 weeks to go have a u/s, but now im caving in and i might go at 4. i think it'll be more real to me then. my brother and sister in law are coming over for dinner with their 4 month old, so hopefully they'll all sleep the whole time =)

7/4/08

happy 4th of july everyone!! today is just a lazy, relaxed day. family time. its nice to see everyone again. already 5 members have asked if im preggo!! ugh. i have a dr that ive been friends with for a looong time, and she gave me an appointment for next week thursday at 8 am!!! im so excited.