Well, I'm 21 & expecting my first baby in Feb.--so that puts me at 9 weeks. I'm 21, very scared-but excited at the same time. This is an unplanned pregnancy, I'm still in college and I had a very good life with all the going out, drinking, and dancing with my girls! My boyfriend and I have been together for only 10 mos. and had a lot of trust issues and insecureities (mostly his). But we knew that we loved eachother and wanted a relationship, then he kept saying that I was pregnant and to take a test. I was wondering how he knew before I did. Obviously it was positive!! It was big news and news I was not expecting!! He was not so sure about the pregnancy and that still hurts everyday, but we have to make the best of this and see that it is definatly a blessing and meant to be even if its a little hard to see at first.

July 21, 2007

Well I didn't really think I was going to be adding any updates, but I had a pretty big scare last weekend. It was my best friends wedding and I was one of the bridesmaids. So of course I was not doing a lot of sitting down like I should have been doing! It was a vvery long day and I went to the rest room with one of my girlfriends to see that I had started bleeding. And not just spotting. So I freaked out and my friend knew so she went to get some help. I freaked and started to cry. I thought I lost the baby and at my best friends wedding. My friend, the bride called my boyfriend-whom I asked to be there && was giving me soo much more stress than I needed by not just coming to be there with me!-He came when he got the call and wanted to take me to the ER. But I wasn't in any pain and it was 11 pm and I had no idea what to do. Well remember I hadn't told anyone in my family and my older sister was just leaving and my girlfriend's told her that I was bleeding, she thought it was AF, when she came to the RR I was in tears and my friends told me that I had to tell her. So I did. I was scared to tell her, but not afraid of her reaction. She cried and said nothing. Just told me to get off my feet. It was such a dramatic night! My boyfriend and I were so scared that I had lost the baby, we were very sad and didn't know what to do. I went to see my doctor on Monday with my boyfriend, and she told me everything was fine. I was still pregnant and the heartbeat was going strong!!! I was so happy to let him know that it was not a MC like we thought it was.

I realized though how much I want to be pregnant and have the baby. No matter how scared I am to tell my family or how scared we are to be parents. I can't wait to hear the heartbeat in 3 weeks! And have a wonderful pregnancy!

August 1, 2007

I've still have had some more bleeding again, but again the baby is still doing great! I think someone wants me to really wants me to know how much of a blessing this baby really is going to be and how much I want it!! Still have not told my family yet or his. Don't know if its a bad thing or a good thing.Its just hard to get it out...i need some advice!

August 17,2007

I was able to hear my baby's hartbeat about a week ago! I was hoping we would get to and at first it was hard to find and my doctor was saying that we might have to wait another week, there it was!!! I was soo happy! And my boyfriend couldn't believe it! It was wonderful to hear and I'm so happy everything has been ok. Still haven't told the news to my parents. And I have no signs of pregnancy, not even I can see a tiny bump, but I know he/she is there and I can not wait to meet him or her!!

Pregnancy Survey
About You
Name?: grace
Age?: 21
Height?: 5'8"
Pre-pregnancy weight?: 13_
About The Father
Name?: Raul
Age?: 29
Height?: 6'2"
Are you still together?: happily together
About Your Pregnancy
Is this your first pregnancy?: yes
When did you find out you were pregnant?: may
Was it planned?: no...
What was your first reaction?: scared-but I think I new I was already
Who was with you when you found out?: just me
Who was the first person you told?: my boyfriend-then my bestfriend
How did your parents react?: stillhaven't told them.....
How far along are you?: 8 wks
What was your first symptom?: sore breast
What is your due date?: feb 20
Do you know the sex of the baby?: not yet
If so, what is it?: ....
Have you picked out names?: can't ever agree
If so, what are they?: ....
How much weight have you gained?: none
Do you have stretch marks?: no!
Have you felt the baby move?: to early
Have you heard the heartbeat?: no but I want to
About the birth
Will you keep the baby?: yes!
Home or hospital birth?: hospital
Natural or medicated birth?: MEDICATED
Who will be in the delivery room with you?: baby's father
Will you breastfeed?: yes
Do you think you'll need a c-section?: i really hope not
Will you cry when you hold the baby for the first time?: can't say-but I'm pretty sure I will
What's the first thing you might say to him/her?: nice to finally meet you!! :)
Would you let someone videotape the birth?: nooo
Are you excited about the birth, or scared?: both!!

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