No time. That is how I feel. No time and no money. Every time I turn around it seems that I am constantly behind. I guess that is mother hood. I other news little Aisling has been crawling for a week! AND HER SISTER IS OKAY! Little Virginia has been doing little kicks but nothing felt to the outside world or seen :). We finally got her bedding which is called French Toile :). Now we just got to get Aisling's bed, a dresser, a swing and an umbrella stroller. Little Aisling does the cutest things everyday including learning how to blow and wave her hand :) It is sooo much fun watching her grow!

5.6.08

Alot has happened the past two nights that has my world spinning. Last night I got a call from genetic counceling saying that they wanted to talk to me. And that was it. After 4 hours of crying, racing heart, I was told that it didn't look like much. Well this morning after talking to genetic counc. it does seem like SOMETHING. I am hoping that it was just a glitch in the u/s but they are suspecting that little Virginia has a hole between the two chambers of her upper heart. Of course it could have been WAY worse, but I am just praying for the best and hoping everything is good. Little Aisling is still trying to crawl her hardest but not going anywhere :(. I feel for her cause she really is trying but her little legs wont go lol. too cute too cute. Well hope all of you are well!

4.16.08

Just when you think that no one would care if you were gone you learn that it really is not that way. Tonight I learned that someone at one of my works died. He was an older gentleman who was always telling me that I shouldn't work there because of the chemicals and such. I really just took it as fatherly advice and went along my day. Well two weeks ago he was having a conversation with me how short life is and how the money is not worth it. We said goodnight to each other, I found out today that he died a couple hours after that from a heartattack :(. Sigh, very sad. On another note, Aisling is now 8 months old :). AND tomorrow stephen and I celebrate 4 years together! YAY!!!

4.13.08

Nothing special today, I was feeling a little dizzy for a little bit but then it went away. Aisling looked soo sweet today in church with her green dress. Stephen is still doing an incredible job with the house and everything...Well off to bed for me, take care everyone!

4.11.08

I felt the baby today :). I was cleaning the floor at my work and I felt a thump thump thump :). It was great :) As for little Aisling she is giving me smiles and mocking the noises I make. I am pretty sure that she said mama today :).

3.17.08

Happy St. PATTY's DAY! Ahh another St. Patty, without any green beer :). Everything is going well here, just really busy with things. Stephen and I got a house for rent now YAY!! And little Aisling now has TWO TEETH!! WHOA! In the evenings I am pretty busy at work OR I am busy with my little one so sorry if I have not been in touch with any of you. As for the other little bean, besides being HELLA tired, and having some morning sickness I really can't tell that I am yet. I am growing way faster than the last time BUT thats it :). I have an appointment March 28th, so we will see how that goes. Catch you all later

2.24.08

Nothing much to update today, got some chicken for little Aisling to try out :). Man had morning sickness in the middle of Walmart parking lot :(. The coughing from being sick just irritates my tummy :(. OH we also got Aisling her little pool floaty thing so when it gets hot she will have it already to go :). Now we just got to get her a little swim suit and sun block :). She is SOOOO SPOILED!

2.23.08

I am super super busy lately. With the little one, my little bean, new job and being sick the past week I have not even been on to check email that much. Life of a mom is pretty busy work. I did tell my new job that I am pregnant. She was pretty surprised but said that we would find ways to work around it. I am due Sept. 13th :) Just like I thought. So now it is just a matter of waiting till May 1st to find out if it is a boy or a girl.

1.18.08

Okay, its been awhile. BUT EXCITING NEWS :) I am pregnant again! I am about 5 weeks. I have to say though I think I am dealing with more depression this time because of everything going on. I have alot of stress at work that I wish would just go away but it isnt :(. I feel horrible. Anyways, wish me luck, I am hoping for a boy this time around and his name will be Stephen Theodore Griffin. IF NOT :) then we will be blessed with another girl, her name will be Virginia Sue Griffin :)....So another griffin is coming, time to sharpen my griffin sword LOL (joke for the old chat people checking up on me).

12.19.07
Early entry today. Little Aisling got her shots and is now down for a LONG nap :). I have work till 10 tonight so I wanted to sneak on here real quick before work and do my little blog. Everything is well, two days before my bday...Ready for this year to be over! Catch you all later

12.18.07
Its been a couple days. So been pretty done lately :(..I didn't get a job that I was really hoping for so back out on the pavement I go. It is hard to get a job in my area because SOO many people are graduating with science degrees that interviewers can be very picky about who they take. LOL tonight I came home and little Aisling was sitting up supported by the couch being a little couch potato. Very cute :). Tomorrow she gets shots so we will see how adorable she is then :). Well off to eating noodles..YUM

12.15.07
AISLING is now FOUR months :). You know, I use to think that my husband would be SO helpful and understanding. After four months now, I understand why they always say that child raising depends so much on the mom. I love my husband very much, but he doesnt seem to understand my needs at all. He pretty much does whatever he wants, not really noticing the house going down the drain. He gets home, takes a bath, relaxes afront of the comp. While I have been with Aisling all day. And he doesnt even ask if I would like a break, I have to call him and ASK HIM....It gets on my nerves, and the house isnt getting any cleaner...I guess I could just sleep less..but why should I always have to lose sleep? We both decided to have Aisling, not just me...Anyways, Aisling is now reaching her hands up when she wants to get picked up LOL and kind of tossing things to the side that she doesnt like. She wasnt the most pleasant today but I think it is because she has a tummy ache :(....Well time to go back and take care of her.

12.14.07

SALES REPS SUCK. The sales guy at my work is really getting demanding and annoying. Things are not really going right, and I am really depressed, but little Aisling seems to keep me happy. She has a way of looking at me that makes me forget my problems just for a little while. I took another pregnancy test tonight just to make sure that I am really not pregnant, and again, I am not pregnant :(. Oh well there is always next month. Next week I turn 26, sigh, closer to 30! AHHH. Well off to bed for me.

12.13.07
so I want to start writing in here everyday that way I can kind of wind down for the night :). Today was a pretty slow day at work until the end, sales rep came in around 630 wanting to discuss some things...EVEN THOUGH I AM OFF AT 7 errr. I never seem to get out of there on time.. In fact I seem to not do anything on time anymore. Little Aisling is starting to kick very hard, and she was having a blast tonight laying on the floor cooing away. I enjoyed her very much, except she stayed up WAY past her bed time LOL...
12.12.07
nothing really new today to report..did some overtime at work, and may have an extra whole day of overtime...PERFECT, just in time for the holidays :)...Aisling is now a size two diaper! Man what a little piggy LOL. The situation with the sitter is not getting any better, I really hope that I can get her a new one soon. Although, the brother is back at work tomorrow so maybe things will get better again. I was thinking tonight what do I like more--pregnant sex or TTC sex...I would have to flip for it LOL. Aisling was adorable tonight, she just sat and stared at me while she fell asleep, what a little ducky.
12.11.07
Well the results are in for the first test...BIG FAT NO...Oh well didn't expect things to come back positive so soon anyways. And we are very happy with our little one :)...She is starting to eat cereal, smiling, and having fun with some of her toys..Still bald as ever though :).
Work right now is kind of stressful because I am having to learn a new machine that I have never worked on before..and well my house could really use someones touch in it...really wish sometimes I had a maid :)...Other than that I can't complain.....I can't wait till Aisling is sitting up, she is trying REALLY hard LOL...oh and she LOVES the morning show for Sacramento..haha a news buff like her mom ;)...




11.12.07

WOW!!! I didn't realize how popular I am LOL...........WELL...I guess you are all dying to know:

Aisling was born August 15th 2:12pm by csection. She is perfectly fine, 20.5 inches, 7lbs 10 ounces, and total BEAUTY!!!! Mommy is still really sore and the run down is pretty much as follows:

went in August 14th for contractions at 430am, was told that i was in early stage and to walk around, then i was told that i going to be induced again because of protein in the blood, started induction around 9am, water broke at 3pm, but still only 2cm!! Went like that all night with pain, and infection starting to show up, so then they checked me at 5am where i was 3cm, and then at 9am 5cm..but that is where it stopped....I was whipped away for an emergency csection, I lost 1/2 my blood, and found out my bladder is actully VERY high in my body, cause it almost got cut open!!! Aisling is wonderful though and stays asleep most of the time for now...OKAY i will message all of you back soon!

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