Hello everyone... My name is Sabrina. My husband and i got married on 7-7-07 and now we are expecting our first baby! I am excited and scared at the same time. This is my second pregnancy i had a m/c 2 years ago. I am trying to be optimistic bc every pregnancy is different!

12-6-07 (19 weeks)

I need to start on my journal sometime so why not start now. Today i def have more energy. I still get fatigue from time to time because i work in the city and the traveling and getting home late everyday kills me. Yelled at some lady..that was fun lol i was getting on the bus and she just skipped right in front of me...wtf dont you have some consideration?! Normally i would just brush it off but this pregnancy has made me more moody and nasty lol (Thats why i think its a girl)

12-7-07 (19w1d)

I am getting so excited. a week from today is our 20 week sono and hopefully the baby will have his/her legs open so we will get to see! lol I am not sure what it was but i think i felt the baby move at like 6 this morning. I have heard that it feels like bubbles and thats what it was. Cant wait to feel the real kicks though.

12-12-07 (19W6D)

OMG...so this afternoon im at work typing away when i feel little flutters in my tummy. I cant explain what it feels like. i myself didnt know what flutters felt like until it happened. It made me stop and think "is that the baby" nooo prob not. So two minutes later i feel it like 5 times. It had to be the baby. It felt like he/she was kickboxing lol cant wait 2 more days until my level II sonogram. Hopefully they will tell me if it is a boy or girl. I truly don't care as long as it's healthy!!

12-14-07 (20w1d)

Today was the big day! Went for my level II sonogram..My husband and my mother came in with me as we were all excited. We had the feeling that it is a girl the whole pregnancy... As the technician was doing the test she asked me if i wanted to know the sex..i was like OF COURSE... well to our surprise she said ok well with a 90% accuracy i believe this baby is a BOY! All three of us looked at eachother and was like WHAT?! lol We are soo happy.. although we thought it was a girl we are excited we are having a little prince. My husband is soo happy...I do have to go back for another level II because she said the way the baby was positioned she couldnt finish the test...when we go in another week i will ask again about the babys gender....

12-18-07 (20w5d)

This morning i woke up feeling like a ton of bricks hit me.. my body is starting to ache and my back kills me. Sleeping is getting harder and harder.. My body is also starting to get swollen.. Have to lay off of the salt. I am falling apart this week..lol For my little precious one its all worth it.. Hope you ladies are having a good week.

12-25-08 (26w1d)

It has been a long time since i have updated my journal. Alot of things have been going on. My husband was really sick for a few days with a fever and a cold. On New Years Eve he was getting worse so as soon as the ball dropped i took him to the hospital. Thank goodness i did because he had Pneumonia!! A few days later he was feeling better with the medication they gave him thank the Lord. As for me and Elijah.. we are great! I feel him kick more and more each day and i love it! It is so amazing..i am feeling very run down this week..hard to get out of bed and to be focused. It can also be from travelling so much to and from work. Hopefully when i go to the doctors next week he can give me an estimate date on which i will be going on maternity leave. I do have to vent for a few my fellow preggers..I figure why not say how i feel to you lovely ladies because you are the only ones who know how i feel..

ok so to start my sister and i are about 9 1/2 years apart.. She was my maid of honor at my wedding and will be Elijah's Godmother. We are kind of close but we have our moments where we are arguing usually because she doesn't like my decisions on things. You can kind of say shes a little bossy. To top it off ever since i was younger she has tried to take on the mother role because she would baby sit me most of the time while my mother and father worked. Let me start off saying that i appreciate all that she has done for me and love her very dearly..

With that said...last weekend 1/12 my sister wanted to plan a day for us to go to babies r us to do my registry. Now she didn't ask to come with me just said "when are we going". Now i was not planning for her to come with me. I just thought it would be me and my husband. The person that i am (too kind at times) just said ok we will go. Now this conversation took place in front of her best friend who also said "i want to go too". I was fine with things at this point. We had planned to go on 1/21 as it was Martin Luther King Jr. Day and i was off from work. Perfect. All week i couldn't stop thinking about going and i was soo excited. Come on ladies who wouldn't be?! Sunday night (the night before the day we were supposed to go) my sister text messages me saying "I just spoke to Glissette(her friend) and she said her daughters sick.. I will let you know if we are still going tomorrow". Without thinking twice i replied "ok well i still want to go. If anything i will go on my own." i did not receive a response. The next morning i woke up early and decided to call her to see if she was coming. She told me that my nephew was sick and she didnt want to leave him. i completely understood. I was concerned about my nephew feeling bad. I then said " ok well im going to go ahead and register at babies r us. Maybe next weekend you can come with me and we will go to target and register." I was in no way rude or nasty. I just explained to her that i wanted to go bc i was excited. Well ladies she was NOT happy!!!!! With a very nasty attitude explained that she wanted to go.. I said well i understand but you are not able to today so maybe next time. Oh no.. she wanted me to reschedule my registry to another date that was convenient for her!!!!!! Are you serious??!!?!?! Well she left off the convo very cold and said goodbye. Now here is where i begin to be pissed. Its not like you are going to pick out anything... i am the one who is... not to mention.. who the hell you think you are getting pissed bc i want to go.. I dont have to go with you.. I am not a child and especially not yours!! You know ladies things have not been the same and i havent spoken to her in days. When i did she sounded so cold and didnt want to be bothered..

Needless to say i did go on without her.. went with my mother and husband. We had a good time. My husband also was involved in certain things which he liked and probably wouldnt have been if i went with my sister. I am truly upset and dissapointed with her that she would act that way. Right now i am acting like the more mature one. Ladies please tell me what you think.. Would you be upset?

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