About me

Hello Ladies, I am so glad that I have found this site, this lets me know that I am not the only one going thru the bad times and the good times.

It took me sometime to figure out if I was going to write or not. This is the first time I have ever done anything like this so bare with me. God has already blessed me with 2 wonderful kids. My son will be in High School in the fall and my daughter will be in the first grade OMG, where does the time go?

Here is my story:

3Jun

Found out that I was expecting, very much excited after my first lost back in Oct07. They did some blood work on the 5Jun to make sure everything was looking good and my number were going up. But they put me on the prometrium because of my previous lost.

26Jun

My first sono they was not so good they told me that I have a blighted ovum, but she wanted me to come back next week to have another sono :(

3Jul

Went to a different location with it being the 4thJul week short week they could not get me in the dr office, and there was my baby very lil heartbeat was only 98bpm, which seems like a lot for something so small, I was 5wks and 6days.

11Jul

My Dr. wanted me to have in her office where she can look at right away, so there was my baby, but only they messured me at 6wks 1dy, which I was shcock seeing that it was a whole week later and the baby hearbeat was lower at 67-82bpm. That sadden me right then. I was thinking that this could not be happen. I cried so much because it hurt and there was nothing that can be done, so the sch me another sono for 18jul.

15Jul

I started to spot so I called the after hrs, the on call dr told me to relax the rest of the evening, so I did. Woke up the next morning a lil more spotting called my dr to see what she wanted me to do, so I went in the office and they gave me another sono, my baby had grew 7wks 1day, but he/she heart was not pumping.

18jul

About 130a-6a my baby was gone and that was the worse feeling ever.

Keep me in your thoughts and prayers

21Jul

Well I called the Dr to change my follow up appt to a earlier date, since it happen faster then expected. My sweetheart brought me flowers today to cheer me up. I am in kind of a funk........one day at a time.........right

***************Breaking New****************

I have had a change of heart, I am going to try again 3rd time is a charm. It's not my plan it is the man above plan. So lots of baby dust to me :). No charting, no kits. Just no prevention. Talk to you girls soon

It's been a long time I hope everyone is well and making babies :)