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6/18/07 Hey! Im Heather! Im 22 years old! This is my 1st child! We are VERY Excited!! But Im also counting down the days too. LOL.. Still when I go shopping I get Med's shirts with out thinking! .. Evryone thinks Im crazy. I had a scare yesterday ( June 17th Fathers Day) Me and my husband went out to the lake house and I was getting in the Boat and well I went to step down and I ended up on my butt. I wasnt worried about me. I was SO worried about my lil girl. I just couldnt stop crying. Anthony keep asking me if I was ok . I said Im fine Im just scared. But She started Kicked after about 3 hours. The DR told me when you dont feel her to drink a Coke with ice REALLY fast . So I did but I left out the ice.. It took a while for her to wake up but we where in bed and she started moving . I was sooo HAPPY!! I put Anthonys hand on my stomach and said she's moving!! He go's yeah she is up just a gong to. She was just a kicking too. . I have to say she is strong. I landed pretty hard. My back is brused. BUt Thats besides the point. Atleast my lil one is ok. ANYWAYS, All and all We are very Thankful God gave us this blesing and we both cant wait to see her beautiful face!!

6/19/07...Week 27 and 3 days... I hope everyone is having a good day!! Im stuck here at work.. UGHH.. But Atleast Im not at home beening a worry wart.. ok I need to vent!!! Here go's .. Me and my boyfriend have been together Over a year. I say husband bc we are engaged and he calls me his wife. I know silly.. Anyways since I have been pregnant my moods have changed SOO much. I dont trust him what so ever. I think he's cheating on me I think he is talking to other girls. Just crazy stuff.. He tells me he loves me and would never do anything like that. But In the back of my mind I think differnet. Like yesterday one of his lil girls calls that he hasnt talk to in a year. Funny think is I have known the girl since I was 9 years old. She called him twice . The 1st time she left a message and then called again.. HELLO if you leave a message I think he got the picture!!! So that made me mad. Then when she calls back he answers and they talk for 6 mins!! ABOUT NOTHIN he saids.. What am I suppose to think!!! Im really to the point to where I just want to leave. If I cant trust him now How will it be when my lil girl is here.. OOOOO and when we have a fight most the time he throws " I'll just pay you child support" in my face.. But kind of Father does that. Yes I know Im the one that starts the fights and dont beleive anything he saids. But come on. If you REALLY love me dont tell me that... I have more venting but I will close with this.. Am I in the wrong? Im I the only one that has this problem??

Anthony and I one day after church. At this point we had both gained a lil bit of weight... LOL.