About me:

Well i am a military girl and wifey... go USAF. i am happily married to the love of my life. This is our first child. we are so happy. i am new to this site and looking to meet new soon to be or already mommies:) we had complications getting pregnant but God is still good. When we thought the odds were against us he still made a way. this child is truely a blessing to the both of us. we have such a good support system. i am in love with the fact of being pregnant. this is so AWESOME!!!!!

JUNE 3

WELL TO DAY AF CAME!!!! At least my cycles are 31 days apart now. i am so upset. i just knew that this month was my month. i am going on clomid. i did O off of it. i am still hopeful and i would like you to keep me in your prayers. it seems that every time i turn around someone i know is expecting but me. this hurts so bad. then i read on the news of women just throwing there babies away. that hurts so bad. we are wanting this so bad. i am going to stop trying and release it in Gods hands. thank you all for your kind words and keeping me and my family in your prayers. Depression is so bad.... i know this can cause you not to conceive also. i am trying not to stress but it is so hard when i feel a cramp or see AF. this sucks!!! ok ok enough venting. i am off this site for a while and will rentun later. Good luck to all the women trying and for the ones that have a bun in the oven have a H&H nine months!!:)

PEACE

May 18

Hi ladies... i am so excited. today i am on cd16 and i got a peak reading on my CBFM!! yeah. this is awsome for me. i an happy. i will be entering my TWW soon. this is so crazy. hopefully i will have my 2009 feb baby!!! i have been having some tugging feelings on my right side. so i think that it is ovulation pains, anyways keep me in your prayers!!! i know that i God will bless us in due time. Come on baby dust i need you now!! lol! i will keep you posted!! XOXOmuah!

May 12

well today is a stepping stone in my life. i finished taking the clomid and now i am waiting to ovulate. i am so nervous. i want this so bad. i keep asking good to keep me and bless my body. even though today i have a bad headache and stuffy nose. i am currently on CD10. time is going by so slow. God is good though. i just found out that someone else i know is pregnant. eveyone but me!! booo!!!! i try to keep that negative vibe away from me. i know there will be a day that i get my BFP. DH is fine. he is enjoying the fun. lol! i am ready though. enoguh of me how are you ladies doing. i see i have some friends expecting congrats and to those trying i am sending alot of baby dust your way! i will up date you ladies later! sorry i just been MIA for a while.

April 25

Hello ladies. i went to AZ for a little while. havent been on here in a bit i see. well here is the update. i went to the DR yesterday for my check up after the MC and normal AF. he wants me to start back on clomid 100mg for the next AF. i am little nervous about this, freaks me out a little. the side effects were bad for me and to think he upped my doasage is killing me. i know it is for a good reason. i just put it all in god hands. we want our lillte blessing so bad. that is all that is new with me. just waiting on af to show up so we can start TTCing!!!! miss you girls so much:)!!!!!

APRIL7

hello ladies!! i know i havent posted in a while. well here is your update. AF showed her head. i am now on CD5. so i am starting to use the CBFM this month. so hopefully i will get a positive this month. i must say that i am excited to try again. how are you girls doing. i hope this month is the month. TTC is so much fun lol!! Hubby is doing well with it all. i will update you soon!!! baby dust to all!!!

MARCH 14

well ladies i went to the perinatologist on the 3rd and they couldnt see anything. I went to my OB on the 4th and i definatly m/c. i cried my eyes out. i know that God is a good God and things happen for a reason. i am sorry that it took me so long for the update but alot of emotions have been going on with me right now. This experience has made me realize that life is so precious and it can be taken from you in the matter of seconds or days. Hubby wasnt doing well about it andwe both went home for some motherly healing. nothings like a mothers love and touch. we are going to try again. i will let you know when we are successful. we both are doing ok. keep me posted on your buddle of joys and prayers are definatly needed. peace and love

Hopefulin08!!!!!

MARCH 2

I am sooo frustrated but like i said God i still good. Friday i had some bleeding. called the dr asap. he told me that b/c my levels were so low that there wasnt anything that he could do. that i would just have to wait it out and still go to the perinatologist on Monday. i am so scared right now. this is my first and i am very concerned. i hope and pray that my little butterbean is still growing and doing well. we will see tomorrow. keep me in your prayers that all is well. i know some women have bleeding but it is very scary.

FEB29

Well the first appt was horrible. i found out that i was 5 weeks and 4 days. my blood count is horrible. HCG level 293. that is very low. i am at risk right now of loosing my butterbean. God is good anyway. i love butterbean anyway. i have to go see a perinatologist on Monday. keep us in your prayers i know all is well i have to much faith. love ya girls!!!!

FEB22

Hello all... i am now 5wks prego and my first appt is the 28th. This is my first bundle of joy. i have so many feelings going through my head right now. i cant wait to meet the little on growing inside me:)

Hubby and ME!!!! :)

me in Hawaii (1 month)

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