HEY LADIES... MY NAMEIS CHARLII IM 18 AND I JUST HAD MY FIRST SON JARRETT JR. ON APRIL 1ST BY EMERGENCY C-SECTION. MY LIL MAN IS A SOLDIER HE WAS 2 MONTHS AND 28 DAYS PREMATURE AND WEIGHED LESS THAN 2 POUNDS. IT WAS THE SCARIEST TIME IN MY LIFE. BUT 5 WEEKS LATER HE'S DOING VERY WELL AND WEIGHS IN AT 3 POUNDS.YAY!!!!!!! I CANT WAIT TO FINALLY BRING HIM HOME. ME AND MY SONS FATHER ARE NOT SEEING EYE TO EYE AND ARE NO LONGER TOGETHER BASED ON HIS LIES AND HIS SECRET MYSPACE LIFE. IN FACT WE DONT SPEAK AT ALL. I CAN DO BAD ALL BY MYSELF I DONT NEED SOMEBODY WHO'S NOT HELPING ME IN A POSITIVE MANNER. SO I CUT HIS ASS LOOSE. BUT I CANT HELP BUT LOVE HIM. I WISH I COULD BECAUSE I HATE HOW HIS DISHONESTY HAS ULTIMATELY F***** MY SON. MY MOTHER RAISED A STRONG WOMAN AND IF I LET HIM GET AWAY WITH THE SMALL STUFF THEN HE'S GOING TO KEEP TESTING ME AND I'LL END UP IN A HOLE TO DEEP TO CLIMB OUT OF. BOTTOMLINE HIS LOVE WASN'T UNCONDITIONAL AND HE HAD NO RESPECT FOR ME AS THE MOTHER OF HIS ONLY CHILD OR AS A PERSON SO I HAD TO LET HIM GO. IT HURT LIKE HELL TO DO BUT IT WAS THE BEST THINGFOR ME AND MY SON BECAUSE IF IT HAD'VE HAPPENED WHEN MY SON WAS OLDER I DONT THINK I WOULD HAVE THE STRENGTH TO DO IT. YOU CANT MISS WHAT YOU NEVER HAD AND MY SON HAS NEVER HAD A FATHER BUT HE WILL ALWAYS HAVE A MOTHER WHO LOVES HIM AND WOULD ANYTHING TO KEEP HIM SAFE AND HAPPY.
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1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 Nextamari -
9.9 hours ago congrtas on your little one and my prayers are with you. 1stTimeMommy18 -
11 hours ago ohh...lol..urs is the day after mine... leonna -
29.6 hours ago aww thank u!yea but more weight and u eat alot..... newMAMAtiff -
32.3 hours ago he is beautiful.....how are both of you doing?? mommie dia -
35.7 hours ago awww i remember those times....how is he? hes getting healthier yeah? andreanicole -
37 hours ago
He's beautiful!! nomsbaby -
41.7 hours ago Im feeling good, thanks...and you? Yeah almost there...Im having a boy! damaurigirl07 -
Wednesday, 14 May I hear that girl and if he does decide to come back around, make him prove to you that he's worth your time through his actions because words don't mean anything! pregnantegyptian -
Wednesday, 14 May
He may be small but he is very adorable...Congrats and my prayers go out to you. *Baby-Mine* -
Wednesday, 14 May it was nice. my hubby got me a dozen white roses, a shirt of my fav. band, and a cute little sailor onesie for the baby! it was so sweet. then he took me to dinner. it was very nice. how was yours? teresaw -
Wednesday, 14 May oh n u had him 2 months early aw not to be askin to many questions but how many pounds is he now damaurigirl07 -
Wednesday, 14 May Yup. Your son is truly blessing and he deserves 100% of your attention. I know that it hurts not having him there. But, god has a plan for you. Trust me. britrenee89 -
Tuesday, 13 May thats cool. yeah, im really excited and bored of being pregnant i just want to have the boy. moincashaveingaboy -
Tuesday, 13 May
my goodness he's so little...congrats he's goregous! lorijuan1024 -
Tuesday, 13 May awww he so cute and tiny :) congrats on your baby boy busybeemom -
Tuesday, 13 May Wow stand strong mama!!!! mommy23gurls -
Tuesday, 13 May congrats on the baby boy hope you had a great mothers day Brickale18 -
Tuesday, 13 May I understand dat, its a girl tenaysia -
Tuesday, 13 May you'll get over it ....he ain't worth the stress.....my day was fine me and my cousin..another soon to be went for breakfast....it was okay because im not officially a mother yet teresaw -
Monday, 12 May aw so how many pounds was he when he came out Leave a message for iLoVeMyJj in the right column where it reads `Add comment`