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Well, our biggest fear came true :-(. After some testing and waiting, we found out at 15 weeks that our baby had turners syndrome, 2 weeks later(17 weeks) we went in for another ultrasound, and she didnt have a heartbeat. Im trying really hard right now to be strong, and carry on, but i just cant bring myself to do it. I wanted this baby so badly, and so did dh. I know shes in a better place, but i want her here with us. I miss having her in my belly. I feel so cheated!!!!! Good luck to all you ladies, and i hope to see you on here again soon!

Well, heres to the future, and happy healthy babies... cheers!!

I love you baby girl. Mommy and daddy will see you one day, take good care of us down here!! :-(

08/01/2008

UPDATE: BFP!!!!!!!!!!! My dh left on july 13th for another tour overseas, and a week later(July 25th) i got my BFP!! I am beyond excited, and am trying to keep a positive attitude. Have my first doctors appt. on the 20th, lets pray that all goes well. :-)

8/20/2008:

WE'VE GOT A HEARTBEAT!!!!!!!! 135 to be exact!! I was sooo relieved, it was soooo nice to see my little milk dud!! I wish DH could have been there, but its ok, he'll be here for the most important part. I have another appt. on the 5th of September, so im really looking forward to it!! YAY!!!!!!!!

8/31/08

8w5d: Feeling pretty good. I get some neusea in the mornings, and if i dont eat for a long time, but thats about it. I have my next appt. on tuesday, just for an ultrasound, im excited and nervous!! praying for the best.

9/2/08

9w: Had another ultrasound today, and it went great!! Saw the HB again, it was 172, so it went up from last time which is good!! Have my first trimester scan on the 24th and am beyond nervous, because that is the appt. we went to last time that we found out what was going on with the baby, I just pray that this little one stays healthy for me!