July 5-

Well this is pretty close to positive its CD 15, I hope this is it!!! The top one is from tonight, and the bottom is from about 2 pm today....

June 30-

Its like I have this huge secret drama going on. No one else knows how long we have been TTC but us,and a few of you here online. I mentioned it to my dad the other day and he freaked out and said I was too old. I'm 31. I have gotten my mom used to the idea of another child but she is not thrilled. She told me that 3 is a crowd. I know raising children is hard. Its the hardest thing I've ever done. They just take up so much time and energy, but I can't imagine my life without them. It is the only thing that I've ever done in my life that I felt I was good at, being a mom. I just feel like its what Im meant to do. My husband and I dont have much, and he works about 65 hours a week so I go at most of it alone. There are times when I really need a break, and usually I dont have anything left for my husband when he gets home, but I just take one look at my kids and know its worth it. My parents worry about the money and the toll it takes on me being with the kids day in and day out, but this is my life. This is what I want, so why do I feel so crappy about TTC. It just sucks when support is lacking. I can't be fully happy about trying to have another baby when my family does not approve. You figure by now I would have grown out of my parents need for approval, but I guess you never do. My parents adore my children. They are so in love with both of them that I know they will feel the same about another, I just wish it didnt feel so sneaky TTC another, and that my husband and I were not the only ones happy to see a positive pregnancy test( and my 4 year old son).

June 25---

Well Im on CD 5 and the ovulation strip is a little darker. I can't believe these are getting so dark, so early.

June 23---

So for all of you ladies who like to obsess like I do, I'm doing a little experiment. I started my period 5 days early this month which has me questioning what in the world is going on with my body,so I proceeded to Wal-Mart to but an ovulation kit. I came home around 2:00 p.m and decided to try one out-just for kicks....here are the results. I am on CD 3, meaning I've been on my period(5 days early mind you) for 3 days....here are the results: usually I dont even start getting a line untill around CD 12-15. This is weird. I'm gonna keep testing it out every day to see when I do ovulate.....I'll update everyday.

Friday June 13 08

Yet another TWW.....I doubt there is any success but you never know. Were not really trying hardcore but we did have sex once during the so called fertile time. ...here is the latest of the babies!!

Rotten #1...... Rotten #2.......