My Story written on 8/31/2008:

In Spring of 2007 I had a miscarriage with my then-boyfriend Phil. It was hard but ultimately, since the pregnancy was not planned and the father was not too happy, it was a blessing. Since then I have wondered what-if and felt a sense of loss. I have since broken up with him and have been hanging out with someone nearly twice my age. Started seeing eachother in February. We are not boyfriend and girlfriend but do everything entitled to such. I want more, he is not ready as he had an engagement that had ended really badly. I can understand that but I am not her... Anyways, I was never on the pill and started it this month as per his request... However, I was unaware that taking antibiotics can reduce the effectiveness of the pill and we used no other form of protection. So basically I am in a wait for my period. If I am not pregnant... good things go on as planned but if I am... I don't really know how he will react. I'll be okay with it after some time I'm sure since I have already been through one miscarriage... Any advice? Here are the important dates....

August 12 - AF August 18 - started the pill August 24 - sex w/ condom August 29 - sex w/o August 30/31 - sex w/o