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Hi everybody! My name is Jennifer but I go by Jenn. Anything but Jenny...lol : ) I am originally from New Orleans La. And, yes I was there for hurricane Katrina. She is the reason I am where I am today. Good things did come of it though! I am now married, stepmom and pregnant : ) I am around 28 weeks prego today. I have a few different due dates. I'm going by the one in the middle..August 15th! This is my first baby : ) The baby was shy at the first ultrasound but the dr thought she saw a boy part (60 % boy). My next ultrasound is next week!! : ) I was hoping for a boy...especially b/c I have so many boy things already.

I married my high school sweetheart on Jan. 30th. We took a cruise w/ 28 family members from New Olreans to Cozumel Mexico. We were married at Playa Mia on the beach. It was soooo beautiful and lotsa fun. I still had a blast even though I couldn't drink. My husband has a 6 year old daughter...Aubrey-Anna. She had a big part in the wedding. She is so excited about being a big sis! I tried to get her in to take the sibling class but she says that she already knows everything (just like her dad)...lol.

March 22, 2008

I'm happy to announce that i'm pregnant again! Gabe is going to be a big brother!! The babies will be 15 months apart...so i'm gonna be one busy momma!!

May 24, 2008 :I'm finally over the ms! Thank god! I lost a few pounds but i'm back to my regular weight. I gained 45 pounds w/ my son. I ate anything and everything. This time around i'm going to watch what I eat. Plus chasing a 9 month old will keep me busy busy. He is into EVERYTHING right now. I still can't believe he's going to be a big brother. He was actually a twin and we lost the twin in the beginning of the pregnancy. I'm just happy to have one perfect baby and another on the way! I can't wait to find out the sex on June 2nd! Hopefully baby is not shy. I have a feeling its a boy but my step daughter said its def. a girl. Either way i'll be happy! : )

Its been a few months since i've been on this site. I lost the baby at 17 weeks back on May 27th. It was very devistating and still is. I know God has his reasons and one day i will find out why he wanted my angel up in heaven w/ him. THe baby has another brother/sister angel up there and a cousin. At least i know baby is in the best place!

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Wanda - Wednesday, 11 June
hope this little story will help u though the sad times, knowing your little one is in good hands...

Wanda - Wednesday, 11 June
She jumped up as soon as she sa w the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: 'Ho w is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?'
The surgeon said, 'I'm sorry. We did all w e could, but your boy didn't make it.' Sally said, 'Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care any more? Where w ere you, God, w hen my son needed you?' The surgeon asked, 'Would you like some time alone w ith your son? One of the nurses w ill be out in a fe w minutes, before he's transported to the university.'
Sally asked the nurse to stay w ith her w hile she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. 'Would you like a lock of his hair?' the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, 'It w as Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might help somebody else. 'I said no at first, but Jimmy said, 'Mom, I w on't be using it after I die. Maybe it w ill help some other little boy spend one more day w ith his Mom.' She w ent on, 'My Jimmy had a heart of gold. Al w ays thinking of someone else. Al w ays w anting to help others if he could.' Sally w alked out of Children's Mercy Hospital for the last time, after spending most of the last six months there. She put the bag w ith Jimmy's belongings on the seat beside her in the car.
The drive home w as difficult. It w as even harder to enter the empty house. She carried Jimmy's belongings, and the plastic bag w ith the lock of his hair to her son's room...
She started placing the model cars and other personal things back in his room exactly w here he had al w ays kept them. She lay do w n across his bed and, hugging his pillo w , cried herself to sleep.
It w as around midnight w hen Sally a w oke. Lying beside her on the bed w as a folded letter. The letter said:
'Dear Mom,
I kno w you're going to miss me; but don't think that I w ill ever forget you, or stop loving you, just 'cause I'm not around to say 'I Love You'. I w ill al w ays love you, Mom, even more w ith each day. Someday w e w ill see each other again. Until then, if you w ant to adopt a little boy so you w on't be so lonely, that's okay w ith me. He can have my room and old s! tuff to p lay w ith. But, if you decide to get a girl instead, she probably w ouldn't like the same things us boys do. You'll have to buy her dolls and stuff girls like, you kno w .
Don't be sad thinking about me. This really is a neat place. Grandma and Grandpa met me as soon as I got here and sho w ed me around some, but it w ill take a long time to see everything. The angels are so cool. I love to w atch them fly. And, you kno w w hat? Jesus doesn't look like any of his pictures. Yet, w hen I sa w Him, I kne w it w as Him. Jesus himself took me to see GOD! And guess w hat, Mom? I got to sit on God's knee and talk to Him, like I w as somebody important. That's w hen I told Him that I w anted to w rite you a letter, to tell you good bye and everything. But I already kne w that w asn't allo w ed. Well, you kno w w hat Mom? God handed me some paper and His o w n personal pen to w rite you this letter I think Gabriel is the name of the angel w ho is going to drop this letter off to you. God said for me to give ! you the a ns w er to one of the questions you asked Him where w as He w hen I needed him?' 'God said He w as in the same place w ith me, as w hen His son Jesus w as on the cross. He w as right there, as He al w ays is w ith all His children.
Oh, by the w ay, Mom, no one else can see w hat I've w ritten except you. To everyone else this is just a blank piece of paper. Isn't that cool? I have to give God His pen back no w He needs it to w rite some more names in the Book of Life. Tonight I get to sit at the table w ith Jesus for supper. I'm sure the food w ill be great.
Oh, I almost forgot to tell you. I don't hurt anymore the cancer is all gone.. I'm glad because I couldn't stand that pain anymore and God couldn't stand to see me hurt so much, either. That's w hen He sent The Angel of Mercy to come get me. The Angel said I w as a Special Delivery! Ho w about that? Signed w ith Love from God, Jesus & Me.

jenniferkr - Tuesday, 10 June
I'm sorry for your loss, like you said God has somthing else in mind:) Keep your head and be strong. My thoughts are with you and your family. God bless.

angieh - Tuesday, 10 June
Thinking of you - you and yours are in my prayers xoxo

heatherc - Monday, 9 June
hi there, i just read about your loss. i also lost my baby boy Carter when i was 19 weeks along. they told me he stopped growing at 17 weeks. i had just had a ultrasound only days before he would have died.
he seemed quite didnt move alot but the tech didnt seem to take much notice of it just said he must be tired.
its was soo hard. we held a funeral and everything for my baby boy. right away i went out and got his birthstone put on my mothers ring, i never wanted him to feel as if he wasnt considered just as special as my other children. to this day i cry over him , think of him and wish he was in my belly and growing.
i have since had another baby boy and i am pregnant again. each time i am scared and worried the whole time.
hang in there, i dont know if you can ever fully heal i know i havent , it has truely been one of the hardest things i have ever felt in my heart. I am 13 weeks now and worry to death that something might be wrong. i go to the doc this friday and worry there will be no heartbeat and that is worst feeling. Always talk to your baby, remember them and always the them know you loved them.. hang in there!

clairelouise - Monday, 9 June
Sorry to hear of your loss hun, hope your ok and your classes may help alittle, take care, xxxxxxx

claire

mkendall - Monday, 9 June
I am so sorry for your loss. I will keep you in my prayers.

dannii - Monday, 9 June
so sorry babe i know nothing anybody says right now will help!!! i hope ur feeling better soon take care and big hugs xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Hammergirl - Monday, 9 June
My heart is with you and your family.

brigidb22 - Monday, 9 June
I am so sorry to hear your sad news. I will be praying for you.

Wanda - Monday, 9 June
So So sorry to hear of your loss, i read your profile and know what you must be going through. My baby is also one of twins. I lost the one baby at 7weeks and 4 days, just after i heard both heard beats, i was shocked and in such a state. But after a while l relazed there is still one left and i have to focus on the well being of this little one. Again sorry for your loss, just know your little one is looking after you now and he or she is in good hands. All the best to u and your family. If u need to talk, i'll be here.

fruitymum - Monday, 9 June
I am sorry for your loss, heaven has gained an angel, i had 2 iscarriages last year, 1 blow and ten it happened 3 months later again, and absolutly shattered me, why me?? why my baby?? that is the question that goes round and round your head! 3 months after that i wa told that along all of this i had picked up an infection that had damaged my tubes and it was unlikly that they would work again, again my world collapsed, i got through this somehow and time healed little although every sinle day i would spend a litle time thinking what id lost and what wouldve been! 4mnths later i became pregnant- i am now 17 weeks this baby is a miracle baby, just wanted to tell you abit of my story so you might be able to see that even after loss after loss after los, that god will give you your baby eventually and your baby will be perfect and you will be ready for it and stong enough!!
I hpe this helps a little, when i lost my babies i wanted everyone to talk about it ad think about them too, i needed to tell everyone , but then when anyone did talk about it i wanted them to shut up-what right do they have!! he emotions you go though are every emotion going! and it used to really annoy me when people said to me, you will heal with time, but that really is the truth, time heals and you WILL be happy i promice , your baby is in good hands!
Please contact me if you need me, there are so many people who understand what you are going through!!xxxxx

redmama - Monday, 9 June
 Sorry to hear about your loss. I had a miscarriage a year ago. Unforunatly it is more common then we all would like to think. Some things are just out of our control. Hang in there, take time to let yourself heal and grief. We will all be thinking about you!

cherries - Monday, 9 June
I have had two misscarriages..its so hard and I am so sorry for your loss..there will be good days and bad days and it comes in waves but I promise it gets easier.. don't give up!! Don't blame yourself and try to focus on all the postivies in your life

vipbaby68123 - Monday, 9 June
oh homey I am so sorry. I know sort of what you are going through, I lost a baby at not quite two months, and had the D/C last June. If you would like to talk, I'm here. I'm jen.

elizabethf - Sunday, 8 June
I wrote you earlier, but wanted to share this quote with you. My sister sent me a card after I had my my first miscarriage and it said,
"What the heart has once owned and had, it shall never lose".

darlinburnett - Sunday, 8 June
Hi, I am so sorry about the baby. I had two miscarriages last year. My doctor told me the same thing he told you, that sometimes it just doesn't work out. My husband and I planted a tree for them so that we would always remember. I also have a friend who believes in reincarnation and thinks that when a person miscarries, it's because that little soul just wasn't ready to come down to earth yet, but that eventually it will. That was comforting to me for some reason. The good news is, I am now almost 17 weeks pregnant : ) I will be thinking of you....

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