July 26th.... BFP.....OMG....

July 7th, 2008

My Very best friend and I are doing a walk for MS. This has caused her some issues and she has not been able to have children. Please help support us.. and I am doing Clomid this month.... we will see.

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July 5,2008

This is day 3 of clomid. Not sure how well this will work this month. Because of travel I have one shot during my O. That is one day during ovulation to hit the mark. I guess I have to leave it in gods hands this month. Next month will be better. I am not giving up hope though it only takes one shot. So I will keep you updated. I will be in NYC working next week. And I love the city. I have worked there so many times. I just love it there. Good Luck and Baby Dust to all...........

June 29, 2008

Well this month I did not try to think about TTC much. I was so busy and just trying to get everything done. I have a ton of travel this month so only hit the end of my ovulation. So who knows. But it is still possible. I seem to ovulate early in my cycle so I don't want to get my hopes up to much. But every time I look at my other 3 children it reminds me how much I want a big family. I don't mind the extra work, or having my hubby be a stay at home dad. I just love them so. They bring me so much joy. Well I will expect AF tomorrow. Don't want her to come. And I will do a round of clomid next month if AF shows her face. Good luck everyone, as long as I have hope I can not ask for much more.

May 24 , 2008

Well I am in the waiting phase now. CD 18 and it looks like I can test on June 4th. So it will be busy the next 2 weeks and that will help me keep my mind off of testing. I have some cramps but you know how that goes... who knows .. PMS or pregnant. I will be hopeful and just pray if this is the right month it will happen... If not I will try again next month. Keeping my hopes up. I have a few months in a row to try then it gets busy again. I hope this month is my month.

April 9, 2008

Well AF came today. I am really sad. I really wanted this to be my month. I was really hope for another baby. This is sometimes so very hard. I am up and happy then down and sad. I want it to just be easy and just be like "oh look, i'm pregnant" ...lol.. I guess thinking life is like a movie. You think I would know better by now.

April 3, 2008

Hello Everyone, Please make sure to check the blog section for new posts. I do most of my writing in there because it is so easy. I am in the waiting game stage and it is killing me. Next week I can test on the 9th, which is a Wednesday. I am to scared to be happy, I am afraid of the BFN. There is so much going on in my world, with Job and the house and the other 3 kids. It is not bad stuff just tiring stuff and Just to see that BFN .. gosh.. I think it would just break my heart at this point in time. I just need something so good to lift me up. But like all you wise girls say.. everything happens for a reason....

MARCH 31, 2008

Well here I go again, I want another baby.

My Name is Jennifer, I am 29 yo old. I have a 13yo girl, Katherine, she is so grown up, smart, loving. My token male John is 8yo, and he is such a big help to his dad, always fixing cars and things around the house, and our Isabella, 5 months, she is our princess. We have the farm 100 acres for the kids to run and play. John (my wonderful husband) quit his job before I got pregnant with Bella and he is a wonderful stay at home dad. My job has decreased my travel and I am home more now. We are hoping to add number 4 to our bunch.. gosh never in my life would I have thought to want 4 kids.. or be able to keep my sanity for 4 kids. But I love them so and would rather have to budget and be together than have a lot with out them. So here starts my journey. We tried this month but I will not find out till the 2^nd week in April. Here is baby dust to us all………..Jennifer