LIFE AFTER BEING PREGNANT

UPDATES

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AUGUST 9TH

WELL, MY DAUGHTER WILL BE 4 MONTHS NEXT WEEK ON THE 13TH.

ME AND THE BD STILL ARENT TOGETHER AND HAVENT WORKED THINGS OUT.BUT IMA BIG GIRL AND IVE BEEN DOING GOOD TAKING CARE OF HER ALONE.IM WORKING,GOING TO SCHOOL AND SAVING TO GET OUR OWN PLACE BY THE END OF THE YEAR.

SHE IS MY WORLD AND THE REASON I WAKE UP IN THE MORNING.DONT THINK THIS SINGLE MOM THING IS A PIECE OF CAKE,ITS NOT BUT I BELIEVE ITS MADE ME A STRONGER WOMAN.

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GONNA BE A MOMMIE AND IM A LIL FREAKED OUT!! :] BUT IM READY FOR WHATS TO COME. I FOUND OUT I WAS PREGO ON AUGUST 6TH, IT WAS WEIRD BECUZ I THOUGHT I WAS GOIN TO START MY PERIOD BUT IT NEVER CAME AND MY PERIOD WAS NEVER LATE. WELL I TOLD THE BD N AT FIRST HE DIDNT BELIEVE ME, WHY THE HECK WOULD I LIE ABOUT THAT! ANYWAY..THEN I TOLD MY MOM SHE CUSSED ME OUT! SHE IS EXCITED NOW :] AND THEN MY DAD, HE TOLD ME 2 GET AN ABORTION AND OBVIOUSLY U GUYS CAN SEE I DIDNT, AND NOW HE WONT TALK TO ME AT ALL! [HIS LOSS]ITS BEEN A ROUGH COUPLE OF MONTHS, THE BD IS ACTIN LIKE A STRAIGHT ASS AND IM STARTIN TO THINK IM WAY BETTER OFF WITHOUT HIM. ALL HE DOES IS STRESS ME OUT; BUT BESIDES ALL THE NEGATIVE CRAP I CAN T WAIT UNTIL MY BABY GETS HERE, ITS ME AND HIM/HER AGAINST DA WORLD!! :]

NOV 13

UUUUUUUGH! I FEEL HECKA SICK THIS MORNING, I ALREADY KNOW ITS GONNA BE ONE OF THOSE DAYS BUT I GOT STUFF TO DO SO I GOT TO SUCK IT UP! :]....I HAD THIS HECKA WEIRD DREAM LAST NITE, MY MOMA SAID I WAS TALKIN IN MY SLEEP LOL [I GUES] BUT AT FIRST I HAD A SON THEN HE TURNED INTO MY DAUGHTER IT WAS TRIPPY HAHA ANYWAYZZZZZZ. MY BABY WAS MOVIN ALOT YESTERDAY IT WAS CUTE!

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NOV 14

HEY HEY HEY LADIES! I KEEP HAVIN DREAMS ABOUT THE BABY...FIRST THEY WERE ALL BOYS NOW I KEEP HAVIN DREAMS THAT MY LIL BEAN BEAN IS GOIN TO BE A GIRL....WHICH IS COO,BUT DANG I JUST WANT TO FIND OUT WHAT IM HAVIN ALREADY! I WANT TO BUY CLOTHES AND STUFF ALREADY! MY GRANDMOTHER SWEARS ITS A BOY AND ALREADY GOT IT ALOT OF LIL SHIRTS AND STUFF AND ALL FOR A BOY AND THERE IS ONLY ONE SHIRT THAT IS FOR A GIRL,THAT WAS FUNNY..BUT YEAH..UGGH! IM HUNGRY. IMA GET SOOO FAT!! IM 150! NO ONE CAN TELL,LIKE I DONT LOOK 150 POUNDS, IVE NEVER WEIGHED THIS MUCH I KNO ITS THE BABY, BUT GEEEEZ! LOL IM SO GOIN TO THE GYM WHEN THIS BABY IS BORN..! :]

LATER TODAY..

THE BABY IS MOVIN ALOT TODAY I SWEAR ITS DOING FLIPS AND SUMMER SAULTS IN THERE! CUTE CUTE! MY LIL BEAN BEAN...CANT WAIT

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IM NiNETEEN WEEKSZ TODAY!! [NOV.14]

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NOV 15

IM CRAVIN SO MUCH STUFF ITS CRAZY! TODAY I HAVE A FEELIN ITS GONNA ONE OF "THOSE DAYS". SOME FEMALES DONT KNOW HOW TO STAY OUT OF PEOPLES BUSINESS AND HAVE NO LIFE SO THEY LIKE TO MESS WITH OTHER PEOPLES, LOL NOT EVEN COO. WELL MY LIL BEAN BEAN IS MOVIN AROUND ALOT AS USUAL...HOPEFULLY I GET TO FIND OUT WHAT MY LIL BEAN IS AT THIS NEXT APPOINTMENT NEXT WEEK! YAAY! I REALLY CANT WAIT. HAHA.OOOO AND MY CHEST AND TUMMY IS ITCHING SOOOOOOOOO BAD!! SO FAR IM DOIN GOOD AND NOT SCRATCHING IT, PUTTIN ALOT OF TUMMY BUTTER AND COCOA BUTTER ON, IT HELPS......

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NOV 16

MADE AN APPOINTMENT THIS MORNING! MONDAY I WILL BE GOIN IN! HOPEFULLY I GET TO FINALLY FIND OUT WAT MY LIL BEAN BEAN'S SEX IS GOIN TO BE! KEEPIN MY FINGERS CROSSED!

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NOV 19

WENT TO THE DOCTORS TADAY! THEY DREW LIKE 80 BOTTLES OF MY BLOOD I ALMOST DIED LOL! THEY WANT ME TO COME BACK TOMMOROW SO THATS WHERE I WILL BE AT 11:00 TOMMOROW! GEEEZE I WANNA KNOW THE SEX OF MY BEAN BEAN...

OTHER THAN THAT MY BEAN IS MOVIN AROUND ALOT THE OTHER NITE IT PUNCHED OR KICKED ME LIKE 5 TIMES IN A ROW AND I SOFTLY PUSHED BACK, THEN LIKE 2 SECONDS LATER IT KICKED OR PUNCHED BACK IT WAS SUPER CUTE HAHA..UNTIL NEXT TIME LADIESZ

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NOV 20

I HEARD MY LIL BEAN BEAN'S HEART BEAT TODAY ! IT PUT A SMILE ON MY FACE...AND ON MONDAY I GO FOR AN U/S! YAY!

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NOV 23

YESTERDAY I GOT SOOOOOOOOO FAT..YUM LOL AND ME AND MY BEAN BEAN ARE DOIN GREAT IT KEEPS MOVING AROUND IN THERE..HAHA I LOVE IT..EXCEPT WHEN IT KICKS MY BLADDER AND I HAVE TO GO PEE ALL OF A SUDDEN...I FIND OUT THE SEX ON MONDAAAAAAAAAAY! CANT WAIT...

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