Hey Everyone!!!!!!

My name is Tammy. I am 31 years old blonde hair, blue eyes & average build. I enjoy life and live it to the fullest. Family is the most important thing in my life......

I met my husband on July 25 1998...I was currently doing my time in United States Army Reserves and was going to a party for one of my soilders who was leaving for boot camp. When I first saw him I melted and I had to meet him..(I was 20 yrs old) I have never felt like this about anybody. Well we hit it off after the introduction and we wanted to continue the relationship so we spent the next two days together played mini golf went to the beach and then it was time to go home. ( I was an active softball player and I had a game) Well he dropped me off and that night he called me and told me that he really liked me but I lived to far away and wanted to know what we were gonna do about it.... Well the next day he was at my doorstep and we packed all my stuff and I headed up to his house( he lived with his mom) The move was not so bad for me I was living with a friend and working at Mcdonalds so I really had nothing but the clothes on my back two duffel bags and my box of pictures. Anyway we got along great and then his dad was like my roomate is moving out why don't you two come stay with me at my condo. Well the days turned into weeks and the weeks turned into months and the months into years and one day he asked me to marry him. Of course I said yes.........the only prob was he had already had three children two of which in the time together we had gotten custody of and the other he was not seeing cuz even though he said she was his the mom was saying she wasn't(because he was with me and she did not want another girl in his life). Anyway my point...he was not wanting to have anymore kids cuz the two we had custoday of were a handful from the upbringing they had with thier mother (many trips to counselors, to the principals office and any other thing you could think of) I simply agreed to this because my heart was with him and I just went with the understanding that his kids were my kids and that was that....Well we married October 26, 2000 and I was in heaven. We bought our first house in February 2001 and next thing you knew we had custody of his third child(guess mom liked me after the fact and i was finally good enough not only to see her but raise her too..there was a dna done). Things went from bad to worse with his second oldest child and DSS stepped in and removed her from our house. So now there was the four of us living our life. Well the years went on and I started having the feeling of wanting to have a baby.....I went to my husband and shared my feelings with him and he turned me down. Well eventually another year went by and the hubby said we could try. Still not sure what changed but we found out in September 2004 that we were expecting......I was estatic and I believe the hubby was even though he really showed no emmotions. During the first few months was like a dream. The Red Sox won the first world series in 86 years and then we decided to make one of the biggest moves in our relationship and that was moving from Massachsetts to North Carolina. I was 6 months pregnant when we made the move......I was very unhappy but looked forward to the birth of our baby.............

Well on June 24, 2005 Joseph was born and what a day that was. I thought that marrying Rich was my happiest day I was wrong. Everything that I was feeling went out the door and I looked forward to going entering this new chapter of our life.

Two years went by and those two years were very eventful and full. I finally had settled into our new home and started meeting people and making friends and finally getting my life back on track. The longing for another baby feeling started creeping up on me again and I could not shake it and I knew that it was not even a chance that Rich would even listen to me but boy I was wrong he was up for the idea so that Joey would have a brother or sister his age......Well it did not take long and in March of 2007 we found out we were expecting again......

On October 28, 2007 Zackary was bought into this world and for the first time in my life I felt complete. So much so that i had my tubes tied.

Well now it is October 24, 2008 and Zack is about to be a year old, Joey is 3 and the hubby and I will be married 8 years on October 26. Can I say my life is perfect no (honestly who can) but can I say it is complete YES!!!!!!!!!!!! I look back now and remember back all the hell I have been through in my life and realize everything happens for a reason and where I am right now is where I honestly feel I should be.....

Joseph

Zackary

HOLIDAY 2008 PICTURES

My cousin took thier pictures for me in her little studio she had(it was a nightmare cuz the boys were tired but we got a few good ones)

This one is my favorite that my cousin took on the beach

we buried the boys in the sand(it was so cute)

Water play.....at Navarre beach and a place called The Sound