4-24-07

Well yesterday we had an appt. and everything went good. We got a quick u/s to see the baby's hb and it was at 143. Very exciting! He is positioned with his head down already. I asked the dr and he said that its where he needs to be. I just love my son so much already! My bf and I are having a few problems (his fault mostly). But we will get threw them. I just hate arguying or feeling like if Im lonely. He's working on it. I think I want this relationship to move further and he's taking his sweet ass time. UGH! So besides that Im glad that our baby is doing really good. He's moving alot more since our appt. And my bf has felt him kick already. We were excited! Getting bigger so soon I will post more pix. Oh and also I dint realize that its harder to polish my toe nails. LOL! Now I have to go and spend money at the salon.

5-22-07

Hi everyone... sorry that I havent visited the site lately. I was focusing on my baby boy since his daddy ended our relationship. Im still extremly hurt and sometimes there's days where I feel crying so much. So I wasnt very motivated to be on the computer I just wanted to be in bed and cry. My son has been moving a whole lot more and its exciting. I love him so much. Right now what is important to me is that he is born healthy. I HATE MEN! I just cant believe this is happening to me knowing that our baby is going to be here very soon. I HATE HIM!!!!!! But there's Karma. What goes around comes around. I need a grown man and not a boy that feels confused! But like I said my son is my ultimate priority and I just love him to death. Hope everyone is having a good pregnancy so far as well. We get another 3D u/s at 32wks. I cant wait to see my beautiful baby.

5-30-07

Ladies well Im very hurt. My ex told me that he has someone else. Funy that the reason he didnt want to continue our relationship was b/c he didnt want a gf right now. They have both disrespected me. My baby doesnt deserve a father like him. I could be mom and dad to my baby. I told him to leave us alone. I tired of crying over him. He disgust me. I have a relationship with his mom so she will be updated on my baby. I have a dr. appt on the 18th of june and it will be my last for evcery 4wks. After that i go every 2wks. It hit me that my son will soon be here. Asisde from the baby daddy drama, my baby has been moving alot more. I definetly feel him above my bellybutton. Im so inlove with him already. Im having a 3D u/s at 32wk appt. Cant wait, 5more wks!

6-11-07~~ 29wks!

Yesterday was so exciting and scary at the same time. I got the crib yesterday! I look at the crib and think "this is my baby's crib!" But when my mom and I got back from getting it, I noticed that I was spotting. I got really scared. My mom took me to the hosp. and they had me in L&D for about 5hrs. I was being monitored but Nolen didnt like it. He kept on kicking it. LOL! Also from the monitor they said that I ws contracting a bit. That was scary. So I have an appt. today with my dr. to get my Rhogam shot and so Im going to mention it. Im just glad that my son is doing good. Im just glad to have my parent by my side. Without them it would be really hard. Wish me luck on my appt. for today.

6-13-07~~29wks2d

I've had the toughest couple of days! 1st I went to the ER on sun for spotting then today I went AGAIN to the ER. Yesterday I had a burger for lunch and since then Ive been sick with diarrhea. I feel horrible. I cant eat, drink and keep going to the bathroom (TMI). At the ER they did check the baby and he's doing really good. Which makes me happy. Going back to bed to try and get better.

6-18-07~~30wks!!!!!

Today marks 30wks! I cant wait til aug. Been feeling better and baby Nolen has been moving and feels stronger. Other than that things are going good. Cant complain. I have another appt next tues. 6-26-07. Its going to be a 3D u/s.

6-27-07~~31wks2d

Ok so I had my appt and 3D u/s yesterday and it went so good! Dr. said that he's prefect, which I was glad b/c the past couple of days ppl have been saying "OMG you look smaller that almost being 8months". I hate when they say that!!!! I feel like a cow, ok! But anyways Nolen weighed @ 3.59lbs and is head down. We got to see his lil privates and he's packing, LOL! Im just glad also that he's def. a boy since my baby shower is this Sun. Also I didnt gain any weigh in 2wks. I was the same. I think it was b/c I has food poisoning a wk ago and had a small breakfast. Im just getting excited to have it be Aug. and have Nolen here with me. But freaking out about going into labor. YIKES! So to make a long story short, things are going really good and just happy that my son is healthy. Thank God

7-2-07~~ 32wks

Today is 8 months! Its so hot here that I came home from shopping. I couldnt stand driving around. Yesterday was my baby shower. I went really good. I got everything I needed like a stoller, lots of clothes, car seat, bouncer ect... The only thing left is a Boopy, mattress and the crib bedding. And ofcourse more diapers. LOL! Ive been feeling good except for sat. I started having alot of BH and spotted. Dr said just to take it easy so I wont go into labor. Thats scary b/c I got 8wks left. Now I have to go pre-register at the hosp., prepeare my hosp. bag and the baby's bag. Time's flying by fast!

Taken @ 31wks6d with some of my baby shower gifts! I was tired!!!!!

32wks!!!! 8wks to go....

7-18-07~~ 34wks2d

Yesterday I went in to my dr. office b/c my little boy scared me with not moving as much like he does. Well they put me on the monitors and THEN he started moving like crazy. I think I was paranoid but didnt care as long as he was fine. I have a dr.'s appt next wed. I have his things ready so I think and also mine. So now its the waiting game. Lets see if he come exactly on his due date =) Other than that things are good but my only complaint is the heat here! Im so hot all the time and so bitchy too. I feel sorry for those around me.

8-1-07~~ 36wks2d

Well what can I say..... IM NOT DIALATED AT ALL!!!!!! Dr. checked me yesterday and I havent thinned out either. Will do lots of walking this week to see if I made some good progress for my next appt. on 8-7-07. On the good side, baby is doing really good. And he's still moving strong =)