Hello Everyone:

I am finally going to try to get my story up here;

Well back in December of 06 my boyfriend and I decided to try to have a baby. Well needless to say i found out I was pregnant Dec 28 of 2006.

On January 2 2007 I went to my gyn they took my blood to check hcg levels and also sent me for a u/s. Well I went for the u/s and I showed a sac no heartbeat. They said I should come back in a week it might be to early but by the dates I was giving them th e pregnancy might not be vialbe.

My dr called me the next day my HCG levels were going up, so he said go back for the 2nd. Well they found the heartbeat. It was a few days to soon i was 5 weeks and 4 days by the time I went back I was 6 weeks and 5 days.

Well all is great my dr keeps taking my HCG levels I am having u/s after u/s. At one point I was staining (brown). My dr said that can happen in the first trimester.

Well now I am at 10 weeks and my gyn doesn ot deliver babies anymore so he sent me to 3 ob's in one office.

I woke up one Sunday night i was 12 weeks and I was bleeding called the ob, she said stay in bed and come in the office tommorrow. So that is what I did. She said the baby looked fine. Go about your life.

Well sometine after Valentines Day I was at work went to the bathroom and was hemmorraging, so I called the dr's office went in. She looked at teh baby and once again said teh baby looks fine. I said it was notnormal the amount of bleeding that was going on. She said "well the baby looks fine" If you get clumps that look like liver (sorry if tmi) than letme know. I said THAT IS HAPPENING. She sent me home

On February 22 2007 my 40th b-day I started hemmorraging again worse than the first. I was rushed to teh ER, oneof my obs came immediatley. I lost so much blood thehad to start blodd transfusions. They told me I was m/c'ing. They set me up getme in the operating room put me under and then they wake me up. They did not take the baby, the perintologist said the baby was to healthy.

So I stayed in the hospital overnight they finally put me on bedrest and Ihad to go see the peri in 8 days. They wanted me stable

Well on March 4 I am at home I got to my borfirend and tell him my feet feel funny. And then I started getting cold. I go to bed not feeling well. On Monday the 5th I was fighting a fever starting at 100.3 going to 101.3. We call the ob's office at 6 PM they call me back at 10PM I feel better, she said it seems the worst is over,

Well now it is March 6 at 1;30 Am I wake my boyfriend I was freezing, we took my temperature it was 101.3 tehn 10 minutes later 102.6 teh by 2AM it was 105.7.

He called the ambulance I was rushed to the hospital they said you have a high fver, I said NO KIDDING!!

Well my fever was 105 then 101 to 99.6 teh back up to 103.6. They looked at the baby no heartbeat no fetal movement. I was 14 weeks pregnant.

They said tome you are very sick and we need to find out the problem. Well after bags and bags of fluids and blood being taken I cant even tell ya how mnay times I lost count, I wound up with e-coli in my blood it gaveme a blood infecton and almost shut all my organs down (septic)

They went from my D&E from 12:00 PM the nest day to pushing it to 9PM that night.

How did I get that sick well I had a polup they saw it tthe first time I was in the OR but did not take it out yet. So the polup kept baning into my cervix making me bleeed,. The polup got infected teh infection went through my blood stream killed my baby and almost killed me. I was in the hospital 5 days and went home with this stint in my arm, my boyfriend had to give antibiotics through IV for 8 dys at home.

Well they removed the polup and say I can get pregnant again, I have said if I was monitored after the first bleed maybe things would of been different.

So now it is 7 mos later and after coming out of a depression and finally getting my head toghether speaking to the peri, meeting a new ob who when I do get pg will give me his cell # e-mail address which goes to his blackberry, so I can always reach him. He told me he knows my story he was in the hospital when I was there and all the dr;s were talking about my case, (JUST WHAT I WANTED TO HEAR) I am ready to TTC.

It is October 3rd 2007 and this past ovulation I ttc. I guess I will see soon enough If I am pregnant. I dont think so though. But we shall see.

It has taken me some time to write this and I just wan to say: IF ANY WOMEN DOESNOT FEELRIGHT SCREAM AND SHOUT TO GET ATTENTION. YOU KNOW YOUR BODIES. I KNEW SOMETHING WAS WRONG BUT IT WAS MY FIRST PG AND I LISTEND TO THE OB.

I TOLD EVERY DR I HAVE DEALT WITH AFTER MY ORDEAL NEVER DISMISS A PREGNANT WOMEN WHEN THEY SAY SOMETHING IS WRONG. IT IS UNACCEPTABLE!! THIS WAS TOLD TO THE HEAD PERI AT THE HOSPITAL AND MANY OTHER DR'S

So now here I am TTC again, I have my life, and the memory of carying my daughter for 14 weeks. I will never forget.

I wish all the ttc'ers and pregnant wome much health and happiness