5/16/08

so i woke up this morning relaizing that i am going to be alone. Which is fine i am a strong person and can do it on my own. We were never in a relationship anyways. This was just a one night stand that turned into a month long affair. And now it has ended with my pregnancy. Everyone was right i should of seen this coming. He will never changed. Everything will always be my fault and i can handle that. Maybe he will see my child maybe he wont but that will be his choice. I have a feeling that after the newness of the baby wears off he will be on to his next gf. But that is ok i will be strong enough to tell my son why daddy didnt come over when he said he was going to. And i will be fair to him. I will not be one of those single mothers that raise a child just like their father. That has no since of morals or how to stand by anyones side in a ruff situtation all they do is run when someone says something they dont like. My child will be stong and independent (just like my first). And yes he did take care of her too. Untill something better came along. I am done focusing on him and will only focus on the baby. The father will make his own choices and that will be it but i am going to enjoy my summer.

5/11/2008

ok well i went to the doctor's last thursday. He listened for the heartbeat and only heard it for a second so he decided to do an ultrasound just to make sure all was well, and it was, YAY!!!! Of course, i was super excited to see my little one for the first time and so was my daughter. I go for my regular scan to find out the sex on June 6th. I cant wait. well i just wanted to keep everyone updated.

4/10/08

I had my check up today. 9 weeks 4 days. Took my nine year old daughter with me. I just want her to be as invovled in this pregnancy as i am. Anywho, we got to hear the heartbeat. The dr had said it may be to early to hear it, but it was nice and strong and made me really happy. My daughter was super excited too. Just wanted to share

March sometime

Hello everyone. I am 27yrs old pregnant with my second child. My daughter is now nine soon to be ten. We just told her last night that she was going to be a big sister and she of course was super excited. She couldnt wait to get to school this morning to tell all of her friends.

Well, I look foward to meeting many new people so leave me a message..........