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Hello Everybody
Hope you are all well and happy and enjoying pregnancy or mummyhood. I'm in my 18th week and am so happyyyyy to be here..ecstatic actually (ok-ok, so maybe there are no words to describe how truly happy i am..but those will do for now). It seems like it's taken forever to get to this week but I love my angel soooooooo very much and i can't wait to meet her in person :o) ...she's going to be the best birthday present EVER!!! (my birthday is 6 days after my due date)..YAY!!!
About me:
Well..i'm 31, single and so happy to be a 1st-time mummy2b. 4 years ago i had a brain tumor removed, a few weeks later i was whooshed back to the hospital because i had to have a shunt inserted for my newly discovered hydrocephalus. during that time one of the doctors told me i would never be able to have children..i was sad but took it on the chin and buried the hurt away deep inside.
A few months ago i discovered i was pregnant, i could not believe it! I was happy but i didn't want to get too happy because after thinking for years that you can't have children....you start to believe that maybe that's the way it's going to stay. especially when you hear all the docs saying the first 12 weeks are the most difficult...why can't they just be positive? why do they have to share the worst-case scenerios? hmmmmm? anyways..i'm 18 weeks now and still can't be totally 500% happy. I'm just scared that if i get my hopes up..things might go wrong..i know that's not exactly good but it's scarey!
My Angel.. Jannige Atianui
I'm naming my baby-girl after her mummy :o) actually the whole name covers 5 generations (maybe more). I love my baby girl with all my heart and i can't wait to meet her.
I'm really nervous about my lil angel after everything 'medically' i've been through, so if you could PLEASE cross your fingers and toes, pray, wish or whatever else that will bring positive energy to me and my baby....please do it. Thank you :o)
Take Care Everyone and I wish you all the VERY best!!!
Wednesday, 14 Nov
Saturday, 17 Nov
Yay!!! I'm in week 19 :) woohoooo *does happy dance* 10 days to go before i can see/hear my baby :) *does happy dance again* hope all you beautiful mummy's are well and totally happy!!! Thank you for reading..take care (((hugs))))Wednesday, 28 Nov
*Does happy dance* i've been to my 20 week scan today and my baby seems to be happy and healthy...yipppeeeee!!! however, found out today that the baby boy i 'thought' i was going to have is actually a girl!!! I'm a bit sad because i feel like i've lost my boy..but i'm sooooo happy that my baby is doing great and that's all that REALLY matters to me!!! I know it sounds weird to say it feels like i've lost my son when i never really had him, BUT..for the last few months i honestly thought i was having a boy!..i had his name ready, i could see him and i thought i could feel 'HIM'. but please don't get me wrong I love my baby-girl with EVERYTHING i have/with all my heart & soul! i just hope she knows that and understands my temporary sadness. I wish i could add pics of her but the scanner didn't do a very good job as far as letting me see my baby move or getting decent pics. Well, that's that for now. Thank you for reading. Keep smiling and stay beautiful! (((hugs))))
Saturday, 8 Dec
Yayyyy, I just turned 22 weeks today and am sooooooo happyyyy. My baby's kicking more often and it's the BESTEST feeling..EVER!!! it really is a HUGE peace of mind to feel her moving around. I have my meeting at the hospital this week (not exactly sure why, i think it may be for my hydro) Keep smiling and stay beautiful everyone ((((hugs))))
Tuesday, 11 Dec
Well the last couple of days i've been stressing out!!! haven't really felt my baby move. However!!!.. just got back from my doc and she had a doppler so i got to hear my babys' heartbeat AND a kick (which i didn't feel)..such a relief!!! I'm on 'Cloud 10,089' lol. doc said my angel could just be turned around towards my back. i'm sooooo hap-hap-happyyyyyy! Keep smiling and thank you for reading everyone (((hugs))))
Thursday, 13 Dec
Went to my 1st obste appnt today. everything was going great until i asked about my 20wk scan. apparently my baby 'could' have a hole in her heart. the report said the scan was blurry so they couldn't be 100% sure and that the 'anomaly' in question was very small. I have to go for a scan to be definite which hopefully will be in the next 2 weeks (cross fingers and toes it's before xmas). I've shed a few tears today but am trying my best to keep positive. Please PLEASE cross your fingers and toes, pray or wish (whatever works would be very VERY appreciated!!!) for my baby to be well and healthy. *thank you for reading* ..stay beautiful and take care. (((hugs)))Saturday, 15 Dec
23 Weeks today..YAY!!! So glad to be here but i don't really feel any different. hopefully my baby will be kicking alot more from now on (or at least soon). And i'm supposed to ring the hospital on Monday to find out when my scan is(to confirm my babys' heart condition). I wish it's going to be next week. (((hugs)))) p.s to all the fabulous & Amazing people who have sent me encouraging & supportive thoughts and comments...."Thank You with all my heart!!!" ((((hugs))))
Tuesday, 18 Dec
Found out today that I have my appointment next Thursday 27 to find out about my babys' heart condition. I'm sooooo nervous but am happy and priviledged to have alot of supportive and encouraging comments to refer to for a boost of positive reassurance and a smile on my face. 'Merry Christmas Everyone' Stay beautiful and Be well. (((hugs)))) p.s my midwife did the sweetest, nicest thing today, she dropped me off a huge box of goodies..including some things for my angel..she's been totally Amazing!! but it was such a nice surprise to get her gift.Tuesday, 25 Dec
Your eyes might be brown,Your eyes might be blue,
My imagination runs wild..with images of you.
Your hands & your feet,How small they must be,
When you`re placed in my arms...Whose face will I see?.
I'm being blessed with an angel....a beauitful girl,
I can't wait for the day that you're placed into my world.
My small baby girl so precious and sweet,
You've been sent into my life ....to make me complete.
Thursday, 27 Dec
Hi to all you beautiful mummy `s. I just got back from my scan and they couldn `t get the `best ` shot of my babys ` heart (she was lying in a funny position) BUT they got a view of the heart and said they couldn `t see any sign of a hole and if there is one it `s VERY small!! She said the babys ` measurements are all great for 24 weeks ANDDDD...it `s definitely a.. *drum roll please*....GIRL!!! I `m sooooooooo happy!! I `ve cried a few happy tears today but that `s good. I go back to scan her heart in Feb. Thank You sooooooooo very much to all you `AMAZING ` people who have sent encourging, supportive & inspiring comments...You truly are the reason for me being so hopeful!.. `Thank You `! Keep smiling, stay beautiful and take care everyone. (((hugs)))
Saturday, 29 Dec
Yayyyyy, week 25...wooohoooooo *does happy dance* only 15 weeks to go!!! I soooo can't wait to see & hold my beautiful baby...I Love her soooooooo very much and I'm so excited!!! **Thank You for reading** (((hugs)))
Saturday, 5 Jan
**enters doing happyyyyy dance** Okay beautiful Mums & Munchkins..so I'm 26 weeks and `wooohooooo! ` only 14 weeks to go. Can't wait to see my beautiful lil angel...I Looooooovvvve her sooooo very muchly!!! I haven't bought any baby stuff yet, will start next week! My baby's moving way more and it's difficult to express but it's the most 'AMAZING' feeling Ever!!!!! **Thank You for reading** Keep smiling, stay beautiful and take care Everyone! (((hugs)))))
Monday, 7 Jan
Hi to all you beautiful Mums. Just want to say "Au revoir & all the very VERY best!!!" I'm no longer going to have access to the internet as of tomorrow afternoon.
I've had so many 'AMAZING and BEAUTIFUL' mums send me inspiring, hopeful, thoughtful, caring, supportive comments...and to those people I will never be able to express how truely thankful I am!!! You gave me so much Hope! Comfort! Confidence! and reassurance!...especially when I needed it most!
I wish ALL of you beautiful mums a safe & easy labour and most of all that your lil munchkins are delivered into this world happyyyy & healthy - ready to live a long, happy, healthy & prosperous life!!! With all my heart & soul... "Thank You" Keep smiling, stay beautiful and take care ((((((hugs))))))
Tuesday, 8 Jan
** Last Message **
Keep smiling, stay beautiful and take care Everyone
((((big hugs)))) .... **leaves doing happy dance**
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niseybear - Sunday, 6 Jan
I always did my counts at night when I was sitting or lying down. Baby was more active when mommy was still.
lilmami8508 - Saturday, 5 Jan
hi... how have you been? hows the baby? i feel my baby move every night! remember when i was scared because i wasn't feeling him move? well i feel him move all the time now! i even feel him kick! my boyfriend can feel him kick too. it makes me feel so good when my boyfriend gets excited when he feels the baby. because we had alot of problems during the beginning of my pregnancy and its just amazing how things changed. but thats a whole other story for a whole other day! anyway... i hope verything is good with you and your pregnancy :)
youngstudentandmom2be - Saturday, 5 Jan
congratulations!!
staceyp - Thursday, 3 Jan
Happy new year to you too! and what a great year its gonna be!! im soooo excited! my boys are doing great thanx riley is bein a lil wriggle worm! lol soooo cute i love him soooo much! I just brought a new bassinet mattress for his bassinet. I had an older one that the bassinet came with but i didnt trust it so got a new one and its great! u been buying lotsa cute pink stuff?
staceyp - Thursday, 3 Jan
Hay gurl how r u doing?
ladobruk - Wednesday, 2 Jan
NZ, I would say you are lucky, but I guess you wouldn’t feel that right about now, haha. I am from Canada and it is a balmy -25 right now (Celsius)….guess that translates to -13 Fahrenheit for you. Just imagine it and it might cool you off a little!
Definitely no humidity issues here, but it is going to get very tricky finding a winter jacket that fits around my belly in another month or so!
RLS sounds frustrating! My little darling has been so active lately that it is waking me up at night. Not the worst thing that can keep you up that’s for sure!
Hope you get some rest soon!
noel - Wednesday, 2 Jan
I'd be happy to send you some snow from West Virginia, USA, if you can send me some of your heat. LOL Take care of yourself!
staceyp - Sunday, 30 Dec
Hay chicky how r u u have a good xmas? hows baby going?
kerriberri74 - Sunday, 30 Dec
Hope you had a nice Chrismtas as well, and a very happy New Year... best wishes.
irish-cat - Saturday, 29 Dec
Hey there Janna so glad to read your updates thats great news about your scan. Yeah its pretty unreal being in week 25 all ready isnt it . . . its going so fast. i love all the movement im feeling from my little man its so special for me. I had a lovely relaxing Christmas and I hope you did too x x x
shellbz - Saturday, 29 Dec
Thank you! I'm sure your little one will turn for you. Keep enjoying whatever position you can find comfortable for you. It's what I've done this entire pregnancy! I can't wait to be able to sleep on my little tummy again:)
shellbz - Saturday, 29 Dec
Congratulations on your pregnancy! I myself slept mostly on my right side or back throughout most of this pregnancy and my little girl is and has been head down for over a good month that I know of. I hope that helps ease your worry.
moonsmom - Friday, 28 Dec
That was soooo cute, thanks. I hope you had a wonderful Xmas and are feeling more confident. I've been feeling my little one move a lot more in the last couple of days, it's either because he's getting much bigger or it's from all of the sweets I've been feeding him lately!!, lol.
div77 - Thursday, 27 Dec
Thats great news!! So happy for you! :)
mamasmacbabies - Thursday, 27 Dec
YEAHH!! Congrats on everything being great with your baby girl.
dawnp - Thursday, 27 Dec
so so happy for you~~~~~~!!!!!! YAY GIRLS!!
suzi - Thursday, 27 Dec
im so happy for you, I knew it would be all ok. take care of urself and the munchkin.congrats!
preggers31 - Thursday, 27 Dec
Wonderful news about your scan today! Ya know, even if there was a hole, it's amazing what doctors can do to repair little hearts these days. Keep up your amazing and uplifting attitude! It's obvious your little bundle is much loved!! :)
heathershreves22 - Thursday, 27 Dec
HI MY NAME IS HEATHER. MY SON IS DUE JAN 25 TH AND HE HAS SOME HEART DEFECTS HIMSELF, HE ALSO HAS 2 HOLES IN HIS HEART AND i WISH THAT WAS THE ONLY THING WRONG WITH HIS LIL HEART CUS THOSE ARE EAISILY REPAIRABLE THANK GOD. SO ARE THEY DOING ECHOCARDIGRAMS ON HER HEART TO SEE, ALSO MAKE SURE YOU HAVE A CARDIOLIST REVEIWING THE RESULTS. i FOUND OUT ABOUT MY SON AT 22 WEEKS IN FACT i GOT SENT TO A HIGH RISK OB BECAUSE OF SOMETHING ELSE AND WHEN THEY DID A LEVEL 2 ULTRASOUND THATS WHEN THEY DISCOVERED HIS HEART PROBLEMS THE THING i ORGINALLY GOT SENT UP THERE FOR ENDED UP BEING NO BIG DEAL.I GUESS IM TELLING YOU ALL THIS BECAUSE WHEN i FIRST FOUND OUT I FELT SO ALONE AND I WANT YOU TO KNOW IF SOMETHING IS WRONG I HAVE SO MANY RESOURCES FOR YOU WELL I HOPE TOMORROW EVERYTHING TURNS OUT GOOD AND YOURE FEARS ARE PUT TO EASE BUT IF NOT GET A HOLD OF ME
Aussiemumof2.5 - Thursday, 27 Dec
So glad to hear all is well. Must be such a relief. Congrats on it being a girl too. What a blessing. Take care xxx
kerriberri74 - Thursday, 27 Dec
Glad to hear everything looks good... That is great... and congrats on the girl.
dawnp - Wednesday, 26 Dec
good luck to you and your lil angel...I pray that everything is fine!!! fingers crossed too!
timmielouise - Wednesday, 26 Dec
My best friends little angel was born with a hole in on of his venticals. He had heart surgery at a year old. They wanted to have him very healthy for it. He is now 7 and one of the biggest healthest kids ever. But I do hope that you don't have to go through all that. Good luck at your appointment!
suzi - Wednesday, 26 Dec
I think you and your baby will be just fine!!! let me know asap. xoxoxo
suzi - Wednesday, 26 Dec
good luck, i will pray for you and your angel. let me know what happens!
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