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I am a stay at home mom of two gorgeous little girls. My oldest is 4 and my youngest is 3. I am pregnant with my third child. Only 8 almost 9 weeks along and in the tired faze of the first trimester. I am amazed at how my belly is already rounder and i definately look pregnant! I know that for each pregnancy you get bigger faster, but i look 5 months pregnant already! I definately dont feel it thought! I definately feel like im in my first trimester with the tiredness, nausea and boobie aches!

3/13

I am feeling tired and a bit anxious. When i first found out i was pregnant they took my hcg levels and progesterone levels. They were low and i had some bleeding, so the doctor put me on progesterone. When i found out i was pregnant i was very excited and happy. After a few days of being on the progesterone i changed my mind. I became so tired and very moody. Kept thinking what am i doing having another baby. What did i do? I became very emotional ( and im not an emotional person ) and cried alot. I just didnt feel myself. felt very depressed and even had thoughts of abortion - and i have never ever agreed with abortion, so i knew something was very very wrong. I was on the progesterone for almost a month. Something told me to quit taking it a couple of days ago and now i feel so much better. Im still tired and a little achy in the breasts because, well i am pregnant. but my state of mind is so much better and i feel happy again about being pregnant. Its amazing the turn around ive had in such a short period of time. I am worried that i quit taking the progesterone and i havent told my doctor, they wanted me to take it till week 12. but i fear what i would have done to myself if i had kept on taking it.

3/14

Went to the Doctor today to have my progesterone level drawn. hopefully it hasnt gone down and i wont have to take that horrible pill anymore.

3/17

Docs nurse called today. My progesterone went from 36 to 13.8. But she said that was normal since i was no longer taking the progesterone pills. Anything above 11 is good. But im still worried. She said if i have any spotting to take the pills again. I went ahead and took a pill yesterday cause i was worried. Made me so tired, i hate taking it, but i dont want anything to happen to the baby so close to week 12. So i dont know...