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niseybear - Sunday, 24 August
Hello My Friends!

How are all of you? I started school on Thursday and I am SO excited! Only taking one course right now...Psychology, but it should be a breeze and there's no reason I shouldn't get an "A"! Mo is standing now and scooting along whenever he gets the chance! Cannot believe how fast he is growing. I would like to have another, but that may have to wait a couple of years til I get my BA or until I'm further along close to my degree. Would like to have my second and last by the time I'm 42. I'm feeling better about my lifestyle. although it's still hard not having the community. I know we will one day and I just hope it's sooner than later. Tropical Storm Faye TORTURED FL, but luckily for us here in the panhandle, she came and went rather quickly. Lots of rain, more drizzle than anything and she' s moved on to AL. Just wanted to say hello to all of you and hope to hear from you soon.

Be blessed and take care!

Denise

niseybear - Thursday, 7 August
To those of you who responded, thank you, your support is greatly appreciated. In answer to the couple of questions: I only have to fast from sundown Saturday to sundown Sunday, I've done it before, I'm just not "feeling" it this time. I have to have my head covered at all times in public. In my household or in a household that is women only, I can take it off.
And to Tess42~~AMEN! I will NOT be bothered either with a religion just lets me be.
I also appreciate all the comments on Mo, he is such a sweet baby! Even though he refuses to stay down for his second nap at the moment! All you ladies are great! Thank you and again be blessed!

niseybear - Tuesday, 5 August
Hello my friends!

I am not well. Physically I'm fine, even though I haven't had a period in 3 months. I am spotting so to speak and saw some red today, but no real period, and of course I'm not pregnant. I would WELL be showing now if I was. So anyway, spiritually and emotionally I'm beaten. It's hard living the lifestyle hubby and I live without a community. Meredthy0315 knows what I speak of because she lives the lifestyle too. I have a day coming up where I have to fast, no choice, and I really don't want to nor do I care what happens if I don't. I eat kosher and for the last week or so, all I've wanted to do is walk into a fast food place and order whatever I want. There are no kosher restaurants in our area so hubby and I stopped eating out 3 years ago. I keep my head covered as most of the observant woman who follow Judaism do and lately I've been walking outside to put my clothes in the laundry without my head covered. Granted it's out the side door where I can't be seen, but when I exit my house, I'm go cover my head in case a man walks by. I'M TIRED LADIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!! If it wasn't for Mo, I would have kicked it a looooooooooooong time ago, but my son deserves better and so does my hubby. I start school in 2 weeks and I'm ready and excited, but I'm to the point where I'm beginning to not care again. I want to be where the others living the lifestyle I'm living, someone I can call or go see when I'm having problems, go eat in a kosher restaurant whenever I want to, take my son out for his first kosher meal when he starts eating "real" food , and being able to spend time with others who understand. No I'm not Jewish, but I live the lifestyle and my friend who is Jewish tells me that Charles and I are more Jewish than some of her friends born that way because of how we live. I hear it will get better, but when?????!!!!! I just want to feel better.

Other than that, Mo is VERY well! He hates chicken though! Tried it today and for the first time he gagged and then spit it out each time I gave it to him. We'll try again at nine months, it'll hold in the freezer for 10 weeks.

Thanks for being there my friends! Be blessed!

niseybear - Friday, 1 August
New pictures of Mo and a new update. Take care my friends!

niseybear - Sunday, 20 July
Hello everyone!

I just wanted to let you all know that I won't be on as much. Nothing is wrong, I just do better when I visit here every 4 days or so instead of everyday. We are well with the exception of my husband working 6 days a week and not having any family time. Today (sunday) is supposed to be our day together, but he's at work. I'm hoping he's feeling okay when he gets off and maybe if it's not too late, he, Mo, and I can go for a drive and then later him and I to a movie. Work is cool and I'm only one month away from starting school. I know what I want to be when I grow up....A TEACHER! I don't want to be a server when I'm 50. I only need 4 courses for my AA and then I can start my work for my BA in elementary education. I'M SCARED TO DEATH, but I know if it's meant to be, G-d will see to it. Mo is 7 months old now and is an official crawler! He only scoots every now and again. He was standing up in his crib this morning and I just about died! He was more on his toes, but it was so cute! Looks like he may be walking soon. I haven't breastfed in nearly a month and a half and it's odd, I do miss it. What a closeness Mo and I had while I was doing it. We still have that bond, but breastfeeding made it even more special. I haven't had a period in about 3 months now, but I did bleed for about a day and a half last month. I'm going to talk to my OB if I don't see a cycle once I hit the green pills on my BC. Of course I'm not pregnant, no signs whatsoever. And I know what they mean when they say, once you've been pregnant, you know instantly the next time you are. I took 2 tests over 2 months and of course BFN and I'm okay with that. I want to enjoy Mo for a little while longer. And this house just isn't big enough for another little one. Our stimulus check arrived on July 7th and it was SO NICE to finally receive it. Money was low and now we're on the high end once again and I'm hoping it stays that way for a bit. Well, let me go, my little man has been in his activity center long enough watching Baby Einstein. He's such a good boy...even if he does wake up at 2:45 in the AM and doesn't go down again til nearly 4AM! Oh I was MAD this AM because I was SO tired. I put him back in his crib because I was upset and a few minutes later hubby stepped in and took over. I didn't hear him again til 6am and I was okay with that. Got him a bottle and he fell asleep about 30 minutes later and we BOTH slept til nearly 8:30!
Hope all you guys are well. Be blessed and take care!

niseybear - Monday, 7 July
Mo turned 7 months on the 4th of July! Where the heck did the time go??? He's such a BIG boy now! Although we had trouble in the Walmart buggy today. Don't think mommy had his little belt placed correctly. He fell to the side twice, but luckily never hit his head. He's in his new Britax car seat and it's SO much easier getting him in and out. I wanted to buy myself something for my birthday on Friday, but Walmart didn't have the DVD I wanted so I purchased some more clothes for Mo. If I can't buy for me then I will ALWAYS buy for Mo. I got him a puzzle that makes sounds when you put the pieces back in. It's so neat. It's called Farm Animals Puzzle. Got it for $10 at BELK'S.
I hope all of you are well. Take care!

niseybear - Friday, 27 June
Just wanting to say hello to you all. I hope each of you are well. Mo is no longer in an infant carrier. We moved him to his big boy car seat this week and I LOVE it! It's a Britax Diplomat and it's one of the best investments we've made! I went to the Sheriff's office to have it checked out and was told to follow Britax's instruction on forward and rear facing. I'm going to be turning Mo around VERY soon. It says to do it when he's over 20 pounds. The officer told me at first to keep him rear facing as long as possible but when his assistant read the side of the car seat he said nevermind follow Britax's instructions, they know that they're talking about! Took Mo shopping at Walmart yesterday and for the first time he got to sit in the buggy in the front! WOW! Such a big boy!! He reached for everything on the shelves. Even got a loaf of bread down when mommy wasn't looking! I had one of the buggy covers in it and it has toys on there for him, but Mo was more interested in what was on the shelf.

Well, I hope all of you are good. I haven't received messages in about 3 days and I hope everything is okay.

Blessings to you all!

Denise

niseybear - Monday, 16 June
New pics of Mo on my page! I hope all of you are well!
~~~PARGY---CONGRATS on the birth of your little angel! Can't wait to hear from you. Thank you Paul for updating!

niseybear - Monday, 16 June
Automatic update: niseybear added a new blog: Father's Day

niseybear - Wednesday, 11 June
Just wanted to see how well this works! I've been looking for this feature for awhile now and Dirk finally added it!

I hope all of you are well and I really enjoy getting your messages! Be blessed my friends!

niseybear - Wednesday, 11 June
Automatic update: niseybear added a new blog: Nothing from Grandma!

niseybear - Tuesday, 10 June
Hope you are well. Haven't heard from you in awhile.

Cryptic304 - Wednesday, 14 May
I know its late but...


Cryptic304 - Saturday, 3 May


lil-ole-me - Monday, 10 Mar
I just don't understand it. He came home around 9:30 - had been drinking whiskey with his work buddies, strategising about work, of course... And he conveniently doesn't get phone reception at Lowell's desk, so he didn't get my calls... When he got home we got into a fight, and I went to take a shower to cool down. Well, he was gone when I got out of the shower. He said he was at his dad's, and then he sent me a few apologetic text messages, and I was ready to forgive him and forget it. THEN, he didn't come home until after 2:00 in the morning. He just thinks that it is perfectly acceptable. He did nothing but justify his actions, and try to make it all my fault. He was drunk, of course. I was so upset, I was hyperventilating, screaming at him - and it got me absolutely nowhere. What sucks the worst is that he does finally acknowledge that it was wrong, a few days later, but he still won't apologize for it. I told him that next time it happens he won't get a call from me, I'll just pack up my stuff and the baby and leave for the remainder of the weekend. Maybe that would be a wakeup call for him. I love him so much - and he is such a great man in so many ways. This is just an immaturity issue - and I don't know how to get him to grow out of it. Maybe he never will. In any case, I told him over and over again that I won't live that way. So we will have to wait and see.

Thanks so much for listening to me vent - I just want to have nothing but happy thoughts right now, I'm so excited for the baby... Its a shame that we have to deal with the crap along with it. Emotions raging right now don't help things either....


lil-ole-me - Saturday, 8 Mar
April 2 - YAY! How awesome to know when it might happen! I've actually been really good, really excited that it could be any time. Then Friday night comes around, and it is 8:30, and my husband isn't home. Which means that he stopped off to have 'a drink'. I made a big deal talking about how this was going to be our last weekend together alone - because my mom is going to be in town from Thursday until the baby comes... and he has obviously decided that going out drinking is more important. He hasn't even bothered to call. I'm so upset I can't even stand it. One day I think everything is great, and the next he pulls something like this again. I'm sorry to vent, but I don't really have anyone to talk to about it.

lil-ole-me - Wednesday, 5 Mar
So are you doing okay? I hope that things are a little better... :) I'm SO ready to have this baby! I'm trying really hard to be patient, but it's not easy... :) I hope that all is well with you and yours!!

Cryptic304 - Tuesday, 26 Feb



lil-ole-me - Thursday, 21 Feb
Yep - my hubby is 30, and sometimes I wonder what it is that he wants. I think that he still revels in dreaming about the high school days - like he still wants to be the one who can handle the most licquor, and is mean enough to win any fight... I honestly considered this pregnancy to have sort of 'saved' me. I wasn't in any trouble, but I was drinking an awful lot, more than I should have, and I can't imagine any better motivation to stop. It is high time to graduate into being adults, and taking the next step in life. There is fun to be had without a case of beer... That's not to say that the transition wasn't tough for me too, but I'm with you! They need to grow up! And it doesn't have to be such an awful thing... There must be lots of other people out there with the same issues - they just probably don't want to admit it. You are the first person I've talked to about this, I'm sort of embarassed for anyone to know about it, really - and that's bad too.
Yes, we were in Montana, we went to Broken Arrow Ranch and took a 100 mile horseback ride. It was AWESOME! It's so beautiful out there - we would love to live there one day!

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