Wednesday, 5 Dec

Thursday, 6 Dec

Tuesday, 11 Dec

i had a sweep monday i thought it had worked coz i had a really tmi bloody show and cramps all day but nothing at all today looks like i will be getting induced friday 14th i really want to go naturally but i cant see that happening in 3 days time

my birth story .......

the night before i was meant to be getting induced, i had the flu and started toget pains i thought it was a tummy bug, i started feeling pains by quart to 2 in the morningi woke ggaz and he told me stop being silly that i wasnt in labour!! they got that bad i could'nt sleep so i txtd my mum she got dead excited by 6.30 she wanted to come down but i told her get sum sleep coz its gunna b a long day and wasnt i right! i waited till they was every five minutes so by quart to nine i went the hospital they examined me i was 3cm everything was going fine i was bouncing threw my contractions on the bouncy ball and sucking on my gas and air i thought it was going to be a quick labour like my last one 4 hours i was so wrong i got to 7 cm dialated and my labour stopped i waited 6 hours the midwifes kept on doing membrane sweeps on me and i was tired by then they put me on a drip and put it up to the maximem limit my contractions was un bearable by then so i had dia morphine aswell as gas then they examined me and said the baby was face upwards and lying in a funny position it got that bad i was lying with a big yoga ball bear hugging it lol!! and everytime i pushed they had to blow my nose and i must say its the most painfull way to have a baby my last two where a breeze i was pushing for another hour andthen one final big push she came out the midwife said if it took any longer they would have to have done a e c-sec!! she finally came 6lb5oz and called lilly mae and its definatly not true that smaller babys are easier to come out i think bigger babys are easier to come out oh well thats my story x

Wednesday, 23 Jan

thought i would up date my page lilly-mae was born 13 decembe weighing 6lb 5 she is now six weeks old and is weighing 9lb shes the best baby i have had so far she sleeps through the night and has been doing it since 4 weeks my two boys where up all day and night she really is my little princess, my relationship with gaz is alot better i was always saying on my page how much i hated him but i realise now it was my hormones well all i can say to men dont get women pregnant if you cant deal with what women go through for nearly 10 months i had postnatel depression after my second and i was scared it would happen again but it hasnt the only thing ive been feeling down about is my fat on my tummy x

well another update,

lilly-mae is 12 weeks now and i wish she would stay that age forever lol she squeals and trys to talk and smiles even when your not talking to her shes always content and yes shes still sleeping through since 4weeks ols shes been doing that,Tyler is getting use to her now and Cameron loves to help bath her etc i am really happy i have got the complete package now!!!