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So I found out this past sunday that I am apparently pregnant. I guess that would expalin the nausea and sore breast its not PMS as I thought since I missed my period and the little stick I peed on gave me a positive result for what I was suspecting and fearing. I HAVE A 4 year old boy who is my life and this was totally not in my palns but everything happens for a reason. I am trying to get over the shock and in to excited and all that good stuff but its hard when I feel sick all the time and I know its not going to go a away any time soon. Any way on a lighter note one of my best friends is also preggo and on this site and funny thing; she is pregnant with my boyfriends twin brother lol you know who you are :D. Any way I have my first app next Thursday soooo hello and cograts to all the mommies and mommies to be out the21 '08

Six weeks today yippee still sick and realy having a hard time sleeping. I get up all night long sometimes to pee other times for no reason it is quite strange I was going through this like a week or two befor I found out I was pg. My first app is on Thursday and my bestfriend/sister in law finds out what she is having tommorow. I realy hope this queezy feeling goes away and I can actually get a full night of sleep.

jan 24 '08

I am so happy to say that at least for today I have no m/s what a wonderful feeling, although I will admit that I kinnda just a bit miss the constant nagging of the nausea cause it was an always there sign that I'm preggers but tommorow is my first app so I can tottaly do with out the sickness. Well no worries about not being pg cause my mood swings are out of control omg my poor b/f whenever he is not around I love him and miss him but as soon as I see him I get annoyed and I look at him with disgust I can't even hide it. I love him so much but God do I hate him lol I know it sounds crazy and I know its normal my best friend is pg with his twin brother (wierd right) and she has been going through the same thing, befor I got pg I thought she was evil but I totaly understand I am there and I feel so bad but I just can't help it =(

January 25 '08

I had my fist prenatal appointment yestreday and we got to see the little magic beanit was great and to my slight shock the Dr. tells us that I am not six weeks but eight and thats fine with me that only means two weeks sooner which equals two weeks less of the wait. I had two days sans M/S but now the queezyness is back but not as bad any way I guess thats all for now my next app is Feb 4, at 10 weeks and we get to see the baby again. Bye for now anc I hope all the ladies are doing well

February 2 '08

So It's week 9 and I'm still sick every day all day. I have no appitite and every time I do eat I regret it, I eat only because I know I have to. Any way enough with the complaints, as fearful as I have been about this baby I am starting to get more and more excited about the idea. I have not told my 4 year old and I have no idea on how to break the news I did tell his father and he is very excited that our son is having a sibling. It's nice that although we are not together we are still good friends and we still care deeply for each other and for our sons well being. Well I guess thats all for now Tuesday is my next OB appt and I am hoping to hear a heart beat wish me luck and I would appreciate any ideas on how to break the news to my very spoiled first child/grandchild who does not like babys lol

Feb 6 '08

well I saw my Dr. breifly yesterday one of his patients was in labor and he had to go so we did not get a chance to hear the heart beat but we did see see the little magic bean. The baby has doubled in size and is measuring a week larger. I'm surprized cause I just got my appitie back 4 days ago and I also gained 5 lbs YIPPIE!!!!!!

February 14 '08 Valentine's day

April 29 '08

And 22 weeks. Turns out my second level sono put me a few days ahead> My OB had my due date as September 4 but after reveiwing the 2 level sono He changed it to Sept 2 =] just two days but that is still two days. Funny story... well not so funny then but kinda funny now. I had not felt the baby move in like 3 days and I tried a bunch of things to get her to move so by Sat morning I was paranoid so I went to the hospital well everything turned out just fine , but even ther I only felt her move once!!!! I felt quite silly but rather feel silly than sorry. My glucose test is on May 22 that seems like forever away lol

June 9 '08

Well it seems like time is moving along I will be 28 weeks tomorrow =] my little sister is back from China and she is now 20 weeks it's kinda cool that the kids will all be so close in age just a few months apart too bad she is going back to China for like an other two years , but for the mean time we get to enjoy/hate being pregnant during the Summer in NYC. We went for a 3D sonogram on Sat. She still did not know what she was having well..... it turns out it's a girl =] and we could not be any happier cause here is the thing regadless of the gender they were set on naming the child Kaylen I would have cried every time I had to say my nephews name lol well any way both girls look great I will put up some pics when I figure it out and my worries about not feeling her movements too much have been comforted it turns out the placenta is in front of the baby so it absorbs most of the blows so as long as I feel her at some point during th eday I know she is constantly moving I just don't have the pleasure of feeling it =[. All in all every thing is great I'm getting huge feeling very uncomfotable and my best friend should be having her baby any min now if not definatly on 6/19 so can't wait for that.....

Let the countdown begin...