Sunday, 16 Mar

Hey all,Just signed up.Found out today im 5 wks gone.It was quite a shock as id had a m/c at new year !Excited, worried, shocked, happy, all the usual feelings.I dont really think its all sunk in yet. I had to keep checking the pregnancy tests (both of them lol).

Tuesday, 18 Mar

Im starting to feel proper pregnant now.Was sick first thing this morning, eating non stop and must have wee `d at least 20 times today - lol.Booked my first doc appointment today for thursday !Yip it feels real alright !!!!!!Wish I could tell everyone i know right now !!!

Thursday, 20 Mar

been to the doctors today to get my pregnancy confirmed yipeee im pregnant it starting to feel so real now but i did have to have a E.C.G as my pulse was racing but that came back ok but do have to go back on wed for blood test for my thyroids.this is just like a big dream to me im just waiting to wake up...

Saturday, 22 Mar

Rang the midmife friday to book an early scan, she `s gotta phone me back with a date.Although this is supposed to be my happy time, i just cant help being nervous ; hopefully the scan will be okay, and then i can relax a little !I cant believe how tired ive felt these last few days, Being really enjoying my afternoon naps LOL.

Sunday, 30 Mar

had to go out fri night to wish my cousin good luck with his round the world trip, first time in my life i have ever had alcohol free beer. lol. It tastes similar to the real thing but whats the point when at the end of the night your still sober, one bonus for it ya dont wake up with the bad head. lol.

Monday, 31 Mar

Went docs today, thyroids fine, blood count fine, iron low, gotta take preg-a-day tabs.*** E A R L Y S C A N *** booked for saturday morning !!I really cant wait !! This will be just the longest week ever ! Lol !Ive got 5 days of being like a kid on xmas eve !!My partner, Mark, is trying to overdose me on fruit and fibre products. Ah Bless !!

Sunday, 6 April

Well i had my early scan on saturday morning and dunno how i should be feeling right now ! The sonogropher cud clearly see the sack and yolk, but said it measured 'just over five weeks'.

I thought i had my dates right, and i was sure i was 7w+6d, but now i wonder if it was a 'proper' period i had 8 weeks ago or just the after effects of the ERPC. I just really dont know anymore. Im still suffering with vomiting and i havnt had any spotting or bleeding, which i suppose are good signs. Im back there for another scan on the weds 16th April. So ive got another 10 days of not knowing, worrying, hoping, panicking, wishing, praying, fearing.

Wednesday, 9 April

Had my booking inn appointment with the midwife, nothing much else to report. Just counting down the days till next Weds and my second scan. Just 6 days to go. Fingers crossed !!!!

Wednesday, 16 April

Well went back today for my my second scan, Embryo measures 'about six weeks' unfortunatly tech couldnt find the heart beat just yet, so back again next weds for another one. lol. Got a pic today just to keep me smiling for the next week.

Wednesday, 23 April

Third scan today, no heartbeat, hasnt grown since last week, its another miscarriage !!!!!!!

Why does this keep happening ! I wont be here for a while, good luck to all of you, but as arnie says "I'LL BE BACK"

This hasnt put me off, it has just made me more determined because it has shown me just how much me and mark want our baby !!!

Hey all this is mark "we are going to have the most gorgeous baby the world has ever seen really soon, it wasnt meant to be this time, but hey, it'll be our turn real soon" dont worry we wont be away for very long !!!! Take care of those bumps until we see u all soon !!!

Monday 15th September

What a way to start the week !! Just did test and yes you guessed it

I'M P R E G N A N T ! ! ! !

Y E S S S S S S S ! ! ! !

Friday 24th October

Hi everyone, just a quick update, Im now 11+2 and all is well, Ive been spending a lot of time on babycentre, so if you happen to pop in there add me as a friend, my username is GizmosMummy !!