Ok I figured I should finally add something here. Well I have a daughter who just turned 5 on June 20th. After having her I was very traumatized about having more kids and really didn't want any more. From the time I was 26 weeks on I had to go to the docs twice a week because my stomach stopped growing. Then I was induced at a little over 40 weeks. and giving birth is what made me not want to have anymore. I was in labor 23 hours thinking I was going to give birth to a baby under 6lbs. Well long story short my body isn't meant to give birth naturally and I had to have help with dialating to the point where the doc had to put her hand in me with every contraction to get me to 10 cm. Also I ended up having a stage 4 tear with over 30 stitches. Well after all that I told my now ex husband no more. And now with my new fiance we weren't trying but accidents happen so to speak and I am pregnant again. We just found out we are having a boy. I am excited but I am scared to death to give birth again. This birthing thing seems to be a hereditary thing because my mom tried delivering naturally and had to have 3 csections because she never dialated.

Also my fiance is so excited about this baby especially since he is having his boy, and that there is a good possibility that the baby will be born on his bday. He is the best guy in the world. He has been around since my daughter was a little over a year old, her father called it quits when she was 6 months wasn't ready yet for the whole family thing. And my fiance stepped up and has raised her as if she was his, everyone is shocked when they find out that she isn't his, and he reasures me that nothing is going to change between him and his Kenzie when this baby comes, just more people to play with. I love him so much.