My story

Hey all mommys and mommys to be

my name is kerrii

i joined this website about a month ago as i was confussed and needed advice on some stuff..

As you can tell by reading my blog i was previously pregnant but i tagically lost the baby to a miscarriage, at the time i wasnt sure if it was a misscairrage as i hadnt done a pregnancy test to confirm wether i was actually pregnant i just had the feeling that my body felt differnent i also had alot of the sypmtoms and i had missed a period but it was confrimed at the doctors appointment i had a few days later that i had been pregnant and i had misscarried.

in the blog you will also read that me and my boyfreind were thinking it would be best for both of us to abort the pregnancy but now that we went though the misscarrage we feel if we got the chance to have thought it over a little bit more we would have brought the baby into this world and loved and cared for it. but we were never given the chance.The feeling i had in the short time i was pregnant was the most amazing feeling ever the feeling that we had manage to create a life was wonderful.

the whole experience has change our whole prospective on the sititation and we are now currently trying to conceive a little one to bring into the world that we will be able to love and care for. i understand that alot of people will think we are to young to be trying to have a baby but we feel we are ready and we will be prepared when it does happen.

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July 29th

We currently havent had any luck on the conceiving part but i kinda knew it wouldnt have happened yet as we have only been trying for a couple of weeks. But i cant wait till it happens and i have a lil one growing in side me again.

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31st july

Life is really hectic atm, moving into the boyfriends place so just trying get everything sorted, hes just start a new job =] which is pretty good. life couldnt be any better atm just cant wait till theres a little one on the way to, maybe next month will be our month.

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15th August

Wow havent updated in a long time..well i am still trying to consieve :(, ive not evan been trying that long but im getting impataint haha :0..Well im going on holiday with the Boyfriend tomorrow its a two week cruise around the med, which should be realli nice and hopefully i will have a little surprise when i get back. I hope everyone is doing well!!