Birth Story!
I went in on december 30 to be induced. They gave me cervadil to soften my cervix and about 6 am on the 31 started the pitocin. I dialated to 2 and my doctor decided to break my water at 9am. My contractions started hurting really bad but i didnt want an epidural so i waited and waited and it seemed like forever and i finally got one because the contractions were coming every minute and i didnt know how much longer i could handle it. Several hours later the epidural machine started going off....and we called the nurse and she walked in and did something to the machine. about 10 minutes later i started feeling pain and i paged the nurse again. This time a different one came in and said the other one shut the machine off and she had to call the anestesiologist to turn it back on...and the whole time im hurting worse and worse...long story short they got the machine back on and put more medicine in it but by then it was too late and the epidural couldnt catch my contractions and i was in severe pain. Labor went on for hours like that i was throwing up thirsty not to mention hungry because i hadnt ate since the day before. Around midnight the doctor came in and said lets start pushing and i start and she says well stop pushing nother later is closer than you are...i was like WTF?!?!?!.....so i can feel Avery in my pelvis and im hurting so bad and the nurse was like well you can push if you want ...i pushed for 2 hours and the pain was unreal...i could feel the baby and he wasnt moving even if i pushed to wear i thought i was going to pass out....turns out his head never turned like the doctor thought it would and he was stuck behind my pubic bone. 3 am rolls around and i get papers shoved in my face for a c-section i scribble my name and i get a c- section...thats was terrible!!! And now im healing because it got severely infected

Well my name is Kristine! I'm 17 years old and wont be 18 until january 1....im hoping to have my baby on my birthday. I had an ultrasound at 7 weeks and i heard and saw my baby's heart beating. I fell in love instantly i think it is so insane that i have another life inside of me. I have my moments, i go between excited to not sure if i will be a good mother. I recently earned my diploma a year early so high school is out of the way. I dont have a job and im getting frustrated because i need one , but i have put out about 30 applications and nobody wants me to work for them

This is my handsome boyfriend! He is so adorable!
This is when we went to the Turnabout dance!

This is me and my stomache on august 7, 2007. Im 18 weeks 3 days

This is the name i want to name my son...if its a boy..lol

Just about the time you think you can't handle hearing one more "when is that baby going to pop?", your baby will decide to make it's appearance. We predict your baby will be born 3-7 days before its due date. Your baby will most likely be born in the morning. Justmommies predicts that your baby will weigh approximately 8.0 pounds and that your labor will be about 11 hours long.

December 26, 2007-Well today i was scheduled to be induced on the 31st! IM still hoping that Avery will make his debut before then but if not...i know exactly when im supposedly going to have him..lol..We have the baby's room almost done...For christmas my mother bought me a rocking chair..:)..i like it very much. The last couple of days it seems like steve is getting excited...he kisses me more and touches me in a gentle way...he is holding my hand again like he used when we first started dating...he kisses the top of my head i think the closer the due date gets the more he realizes that this talked about baby...will actually be here...be able to be held in our arms.....Im not scared but im nervous about delivery....Im afraid that something is going to go wrong and that my son or I will not make it...i dunno why im thinking about it, but its really starting to bother me...As much as i have been unsure about this pregnancy i could not imagine living a life with out my son, nor can i see Steve having to raise Avery alone. I am keeping faith that all goes well, but there is always that what if....I love Steve and this Little baby of ours so much, and I can not wait to start our lives together. November 26, 2007-Yeah so im pretty sure my Avery is going to come real soon because i have had a pinching sensation in my vagina and now im getting cramping in my upper stomache and sides...it kinda feels like gas but it hurts...ill sit down and it will stop but when i get up and move around it starts happening again..so we will see..the doctor said its probably braxton hicks...but..i thought braxton hicks weren't supposed hurt??? She said if they happen 6 or more times in an hour to contact her...mmmkay...im not very confident with this doctor...but im kinda stuck with her now November 17, 2007-I'm getting so anxious to meet my Avery!!!Im hoping he comes around Christmas...that would be a wonderful present!!! I went to the doctors office on thursday to have my NST done and my weight was at 316...At the beginning of my pregnancy i weighed 304 so only a 12 pound weight gain! that isnt too bad. Avery doesnt move as often as he used to but i guess its just because he doesnt have a lot of room! Everytime i try to go to sleep tho, he kicks and flips..lol..this baby is nuts, but i love him sooo sooo much already!!!He is going to be so beautiful i know it!! October 25, 2007-Well today my doctor decided my blood pressure was too high and that i had to go to the hospital to be monitered. I went there because my original blood pressure was 154/98...thats borderline hypertension. WHile i was at the doctor i started asking questions because i want to be well informed and she got an attitude with me and basically asked me what my problem was with taking medication....i told her the last time she prescribed me high blood pressure medicine she didnt discuss risks with me and when i came back i asked questions about it and she told me to hold off on the medicine. I said she was wishywashy and i am not ok with taking medicine blindly...then at the hospital they monitored me and said i was fine but they want me to be on bedrest because when i was sitting there my bloodpressure went down to normal...so im on bed rest now...i hate it im still moving around..i cant see myself just being a bump on the log... October 17, 2007- IM really big and pregnant now..lol! I can barely get off the couch by myself..lol..its funny but it sucks too. October 8, 2007-Tomorrow is Steve's And I 9 Months of being official. We had a rough day today lots of anger towards each other., but we worked ourselves through it. I love him with all my heart and even when im sad and really pissed off i still love him. I hope that we last forever because it would hurt to much to live seperate lives. I decided yesterday that its going to be me and him in the delivery room. I orginally had said his mom and my mom can be there too, but as we get closer i think that this is an experience i only want to share with him. I feel bad we have not bought one single thing for Avery. I think im going to tell steve we should start buying stuff. its probably going to be alot smoother to buy things spaced apart then all at once. I'm excited but the closer we get the more i feel like im not doing this right. I could never have gotten an abortion, and i wont give him up for adoption. I want this baby in my life, but somehwere i feel like i dont want it enough. Maybe i feel like i wont be a good mother..i dont know exactly what it is but im feeling bad. I feel like im the worng person for this job, but at the same time i want this baby with all of my heart. I know im weird... October 3-2007-So i guess everyones(including mine) page has decided to go bezerk and delete random stuff...ERRRR.... August 24, 2007!-Well its official i am having a little boy! i am so in love!!! August 3,2007-- Today me and my boyfriend were cuddling and he had his hand on my stomache and all of a sudden he was like..wtf?? what was that??..lol...i was like what? and he said it felt like something moving around..lol....so he pretty much felt our baby move, im so used to it i didnt get it until he told me what it felt like..lol...i thought it was so funny! July 16, 2007-- Well i went to walmarts today with my friend jhenna and i thought i needed some new bras so i purchased 2 new ones. Since i no longer fit into my 38C and i believed going a cupsize up would solve my problem.....no it didnt...lol...i cant even fit into a 38D.....so now what size do i wear????I have always been confused about bras now...i have no idea what to buy!! July 13 2007- I had a doctors appointment today and i found out i lost 3 pounds...so now i am at 300 even! I got to hear my little baby's heartbeat..it sounded so strong. I thought i would have at least gained some weight because i have been feeling really fat, but i guess not..Steve was like why do i have to buy maternity clothes if your losing weight?..I was like uhhh my stomach is still getting bigger!..lol..he is silly, so for the past week i have been feeling my baby...just small things, like underwater waves it feels like..only every once in a while..but it reassures me that my little baby is doing fine july 10, 2007-......ALL I CAN THINK ABOUT IS SUBWAY!!!..i dont know what my problem is...but i havent really ate anything today because nothing sounds good....except subway..i want it...no no...i think i need it!!!!!!!!!and earlier today my boyfriend said we could go there tomorrow but he didnt want to buy it for me...so i kinda got really mad...i dont understand why i got so mad...i have money so i can buy it....but i just got pissed off.....so i dont know...but im going there tomorrow! June 28, 2007- Well I think i might be starting to show..its kinda hard for someone else to tell because i am a heavy girl...but my stomache is definently becoming round and i cant fit in any of my normal clothes..so Steve bought me 4 new outfits for my ever expanding belly..lol. Well i took the just mommies quiz and im having a girl according to them....but i dont think so..I feel like im having a boy...i have told everybody that knows that i think Im having a boy, but if it turns out im having a girl im going to feel real stupid...Me and Steve havent picked out a name yet..we just cant agree, but if its a boy it gets his middle name and his last name..so why cant he just let me have the name Avery?..He says its ok but his parents think its a girls name..i just feel sad and if its a girl he is dead set on Delilah Rose and i like it but i dont know if i want my daughter being named that...i dont know..arg June 15, 2007 - I had a doctors appointment today and i heard my baby's heartbeat! And when i got on the scale it says i lost 1 lbs.!!! So yay! The doctor says it usually is hard to find the heart beat at 11 weeks with the little handheld thing but she found on the first try and she patted my stomach and said i had a good baby..lol..i thought it was funny! I was thinking the other day...I already love this little person with all my heart and im only 11 weeks...i can not wait to hold him or her in my arms June 14, 2007 - so yeah i was sitting on the couch today,and all of a sudden my mom leaned over and pushed my lower calf with her finger...and the dent stayed...according to her im retaining water...Is that bad? I really don't know. I go to the doctors tomorrow i will ask her. Last time i was there was May 21, 2007. She told me my next ultra sound would be at 20 weeks...i dont want to wait that long!!!! I wanna see my baby again**sniff sniff** June 12, 2007 - I called burger king today i got nowhere. I talked to the General manager and he seemed like he was trying to be rude and in a smart way. He said he would look for my application and if i was who they were loooking for i would get a call.......How disappointing is that???? I am so sick of having nothing to do...im with Steve during the day and when he goes to work at at 4 i have nothing to do! i dont really have friends...just people who gossip and try to tell me what other people say behind my back...and who wants to hear that?. I used to work at Steak n Shake , but i quit that job in february because management gave me the run around when i asked questions and was extremely rude to me ....i didnt expect to get pregnant so i was in no hurry to get a job...now i need one and im really considering calling Steak nShake and egging for my awful job back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....ARG