| kristyandoliver | |
![]() | Age: 21 Country: US Province/region: Texas City: Houston Partner: Jon Children: Pregnant: Yes Due date: 03 Jun ,2008 Occupation: currently Nanny of my nieces and student |
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My pregnancy was a complete shock (well tarot cards had forewarned me a couple of months before...) I found out at Planned Parenthood (so lovely) as they do a pregnancy test before each appointment. The nurse took me to a different room and told me the news and I went into shock and then there were tears of confusion and speeches about Irony (from me...I had never wanted a child). After 30 minutes of my hysterics the nurse asked if abortion was an option and Immediately before I had time to think about it my mouth said ABSOLUTELY NOT. So here I am pregnant and in love with my baby and scared shitless. I was living in North Park-San Diego at the time but I moved home to Texas to be able to go to school and afford the babe. His daddy isn't out here yet (he's coming in May about a month before I'm due) so it's kind of sad to not have someone to share this with (OMG i sound so damn domestic)! I didn't ever want a baby because I thought that automatically meant I would have to live some boring surburban lifestyle but it's really not true! And I'm not knocking suburbia for those of you who reside there and love it but it scares the hell out of me and since I'm 21 I'm just not ready for such the lifestyle yet! I'm a Dharma Bum whatcanIsay?!
anyways this has been an extremely bizarre and beautiful and trying journey for me so far! I'm anxious and I'm overjoyed and I look forward to having other people to go through this with which is why I joined the site .I'm especially excited (and f'ing terrified, Not Gonna Lie) about meeting my precious baby boy Oliver.
cuuuuute!!:))there is defenately a baby in there...lol! |
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