(my sons name, jayden rashaun lewis, cute huh:))

My Due Date ^ according to Jayden's measurements due June 22, 2008

Sunday July 6, 2008

Today makes my babys fifth day on earth, i cant believe he is here and healthy and I cant help but love every inch of him. Hes amazing, doesnt cry, loves to stay awake and stare and looks just like daddy. The birth was amazing and I was up and walking hours after the delivery but I think I may have busted a couple stitches from bending and lifting :( I got into a car accident the day I was induced and gave birth to my healthy boy the next day. I love my babys father and baby more than words could explain and I feel like we are a family, i love this feeling and would do it all over again if i had to. My boyfriends family is just as happy as mine and Im so happy with my life now, besides the breasts that are killing me!

Sunday June 22, 2008

Well today was my due date according to my records and u/s but baby is saying otherwise. I havent had any major pains and my mucus plug still hasent come out yet. Everybodys been calling me trying to see if baby came yet but hes so stubborn just like his daddy. Hes moving like crazy though and my mom is anxious for him to arrive, which i think is special because at first i thought she was mad at me for getting pregnant. My parents took me and Juice out to eat at Atlantic Station today and I really enjoyed the time I spent with them. Nothing besides that happened today because baby's still chilling inside mommy, and im still playing the waiting game. At least I have an early doctors appt tomorrow so they WILL tell me some detailed information about the progression of my baby or somebody gettin cussed the f**k out tomorrow. ttyl ladies, labor dust to you soon comers

Thursday, June 12, 2008

Im in my 38th week and 9th month of pregnancy.I have ten days left and all I do is eat, when i wake up, and before I go to bed. I eat all the time. Just eat, piss, sleep and nag lol. I must be the hardest person to get along with right now because im always aggrevated or irritated and the southern heat is just adding to my rage. Jayden's due any day now, im ready but im still nervous and will probably still be nervous when he finally gets here. Ive been spending alot of time with my baby sleeping and trying to enjoy time before Jayden comes. He loves to move every time daddy touches my tummy. I think its so adorable. I cant wait to see the look on Josh's face when he sees his mini me for the first time. I love my babies so much. Anyway enough of the mushy stuff, i feel like a freakin whale trapped inside of my stretch marked body lol. I havent had any changes so far besides him being engaged and all. Other than that, doc says he seems to be really comfy in the position that he's in and we will be looking to induce if he doesnt come by the 41w. Im excited to see what he will look like and just be able to hold the lil champ thats been so strong for mommy over the past 9 months. Im so proud of all thats hes accomplished thus far and hes not even a citizen to the society yet. I just know that what im carrying will be something amazing and it will be worth all the pain, joy, sorrow, tears, and stress that weve been through when I see his precious little face. I cant wait to get back to being just me and being able to move comfortably again. Im so ready to be able to go shopping for my booty shorts and fitted shirts with my converse! Lol. Im just ready to get into the swing of having a whole new life, love, passion for living and responsibility and Im just so glad that its with someone who loves me just and much as I do him. (tear) anyways ttyl

Thursday June 5,2008

Tomorrow is my last day at work until the baby comes and I am happy and sad at the same time because while im away i wont be making money like i want to but I am ready for the rest. I havent been feeling much different besides eating all day and night and sleeping. Im tired from this hot ass atlanta heat and am just thankful i dont have to go through the entire summer like this. I got stretch marks on my ass and my sides now:( I have 16 days left according to my due date and just dont want him to come late but he may end up coming a little after because i havent even dilated a cm yet! I go back to the doctor on monday to see whats changed besides my weight lol and hopefully i would have dilated by then, im gonna start walking this week so i can get ready for this long stretch. Im happy to have baby daddy here with me though, his fam went out to california so they will probably miss our baby's birth

:) Baby just did the dumbest shit, he made me soapy water to drink by mistake lol, gotta love him! lol, now ill be burpin up bubbles lol

Tuesday June 3, 2008

Everybody thats on my friends list seem to have had their babies already and its making me super excited and nervous at the same time. Im getting ready to leave work on the 6th, friday. Im 37.2w today so thank God i made it term with no complications so far. We went to the doctor yesterday, ive gained 7lbs in 2.2w. Baby just wants to eat and sleep all the time. Ive gotten huge since my last update. The baby shower turned out to be wonderful, we had it on a clear beautiful hot day and everybody came out to support us. I feel like a fat ass house right now, cant wait for baby to come so i can go back to being small. I get irritated by every little thing right now, so im not that much fun to be around. Jaydens been balling up on my left side like every day now, and I found out that the pain i was having was braxton hicks but that i havent dialated or effaced!:( he is moving down though because he's measuring 36w at my 37w check up. His heartbeat was strong as usual, cant wait to see my lil champ! This is alotta baby to be carrying around~! I went from weighing 157 or 163 to 188!! baby daddy weighed me on the scale, it was cute but embarrassing lol. I broke down yesterday because he told me my hair was messed up when we went to the mall yesterday lol. I also had diarrhea yesterday too. I think baby may come a week early because im having symptoms of a 38w pregger. I hope something shakes soon and the pain isnt too unbearable.

Wednesday May 21,2008

Me and my sweetie stayed in a hotel last night to try and get some quality me and him time and ended up arguing for almost the entire night. We were on really bad terms last night and earlier today too but we decided to call it truce and try to start over again with the pointing of the fingers. We love each other so much but sometimes cant handle being in each others presence and thats a really difficult situation to be in especially in this case. Im about 35w3f today and i can be due anytime now, whenever jayden feels its time to make his debut and im still nervous as hell. I know one thing, im so fuckin tired of people acting like kids ruin your life and are just so hard to deal with!!! its all about how you deal with them and raise them, if you grow up respecting them, they will respect you in return. I do know one more thing too, i want my son to grow up with both parents. The 22nd is a very important symbolization for me, it means alot for such an important reason, im glad jayden is doin well and i go back to the doctor on the 27th at 10:30 in the mornin for my 37w check up, hopefully everything goes well and theres no reason for an emergency c sec or anything like that, i love my babies so much and just wanna be happy and see how the things in my life are really gonna change. People can tell you all day what life is gonna be like, but they never know in the end, they just like to hear themselves talk sometimes. :)well thats it for right now. Ive had pressure but still no braxton hicks or menstrual cramping/bleeding, my pee is however still a bit strong. I started back taking my prenatals and iron pills too. My breast are huge now and my tummy sticks out just a lil at the bottom of my shirt. I love it!lol, and i actually have a little bit of beauty marks on my sides. I still catch charlie horses in my calves in the middle of the night but it doesnt even bother me anymore. My nose looks bigger too lol, i saw a clear substance while i was wiping too but nothing alarming, no mucus plugs or anything yet. He likes to curl up and he has the hiccups alot too. Well Update later

Thursday, May 15, 2008

I just squeezed my nipple playing around and fluid came out but it was clear!!!! I cant believe im about to be a momma!! Im so nervous now, but at the same time i cant wait to be able to love someone and them love me back. Im 34.4w today. I conceived on 30 september 2007 and my baby shower is next weekend. Im no longer moving out, i think the best thing to do right now is stay at home with my mom until i can get on my feet for me and my son, my babys father is upset though so right now we're not together:( ive been emotional over that but i know eventually we will get back together but he told me to give myself some time to find myself and in an awkward way, i feel like i need to take his advice. Anyway im ready for it to be over! cant wait!! minus the pain of labor!lol ttyl

Monday, May12,2008

I just came back from my doctors appt with my bf and im 34 weeks and 1 day today. The baby is in great health, he had a very strong heart beat, my blood pressure and glucose is good, got tested for strep b and everything is right where it needs to be and now im nervous as hell. I cant believe in three weeks i could be having my baby!!!! Im ready but im actually scared now! I havent been having any complications or anything though, im still working, and im getting ready for my baby shower next week and my move into my new place this weekend. I stay busy!:) My son should be here really soon, i wonder what kind of mother i will be? I hope a good one because im trying my best to prepare for him ahead of time. Me and baby daddy have been arguing alot lately and im just ready for it to all end. We broke up once before but are back together for the sake of our son. Hopefully we can work things out with that though, other than that, work is fine, bills are still comin, and im gettin bigger by the day. I feel alot of pressure in my abdominal area but the doctor said he isnt in delivery position yet so i still have time. Im excited to have my baby though, just never thought i would have a baby so young, but im so happy now!

Wed. April 16, 2008

Ive been having charlie horses that pain so bad they wake me up screaming!! I wake up every morning because of baby and baby daddy but i wont complain. Im still working and gettin bigger by the day seems like. Weve started planning the baby shower and decided to do it when im 36 weeks, on May 24. I hope Jayden doesnt come before then because i still have some saving to do. He moves so much now, he likes to play right when im relaxed too and I pee more often than before, kinda like when i first got pregnant. Ive been very moody and snappy and me and bf had an argument the other day. I had an emotional break down one morning and could not stop myself from crying, I cried so bad, i missed the exit home and almost wrecked the car. My baby daddy went and got a tattoo today and im gonna get him and my sons initials, since they are the same, on my wrist as soon as hes born. Im excited but scared about it all but im ready for the new experience to begin, i think i can handle it. I went to reapply for food stamps and WIC, im trying to get all i can while i can, but they said that im makin too much at my job. Im thinkin of leavin work about 3 weeks before Jayden is due. I scheduled pictures for the 8th of next month and i just hope everything turns out as planned.

Monday, April 7,2008

Im sitting in the tattoo parlor with a classmate of mines bored. Im just thinking about the fact that im about to be the mother of a child in less than three months. The thoughts are beginning to flow now, i cant believe that someones life will be in my hands. I will be someones primary source of survival, im becoming more and more nervous about becoming a mother but im excited about meeting my creation. I just sit and think sometimes what type of parent i will become, will everything work out with joshua and I? will i ever get this apartment situation straightened out. Every thought possible about this new life changing my life is running through my head, I cant believe that its gonna happen soon. Im ready but I hope that i can live up to my own expectations for myself as my sons support system and protector and I just hope that everything falls back in place in my life once Jayden is born.

Wednesday March19, 2008

Alot has happened since Ive last written. I started my first day of work at Walmart on the 5th of this month and it was going well until about two days ago. Im on probation for 90 days before i can become permanent but something tells me i wont make it. I just started my treatment after being diagnosed with a UTI on the 17th when i went for my 26week check up. I go back in 4 weeks. Its given me back pains, lower abdomen pains, headache spurks,a slight fever, chivers whenever im touched, and side pains so far so I had to leave work early yesterday. I also had to cut my hours down at work from 9 to 5 too. I hate that I had to do that but its what needs to be done. I got my 97 sunfire on the 13th of this month so now i have a form of transportation so Im pretty happy about that. Missed school for the 3rd week straight today due to the weather and Jayden is constantly moving now. Im just ready for him to get here. Only 13 weeks to go.

February 25, 2008

Today has been a very frustrating day for me. Im very moody and irritated by the smallest things. I went in for my drug screening for Walmart this morning and ended up waiting an hour and a half for a 5 minute test. I was real pissed and my bf and I have been at it all day about everything today.I didnt go to class today, im 23weeks and 2 days today though.You can tell by sight that im pregnant and gorgeous with my petite belly :) Today has just been a really upsetting day for me, hopefully tomorrow is a better one.

6th month info.

At this point you’ve pretty much adjusted to the fact you’ve got a moving little gymnast inside of you, but now they’re going to kick up the party a notch because they can hear and react to sounds from the outside world. Sounds from your alarm clock, a thunder roll, or that darned car honking at you across the intersection can actually jar their little ears enough to elicit a kick or violent bout of squirming. Of course this also means that their little ears are picking up the sounds of your voice and those near you. So go ahead, sing a lullaby to your little angel—if they start kicking, it’s likely they just want you to stop… or maybe it was a kick of approval? You decide. Your baby's tiny taste buds are still growing and their bones are continuing to ossify (harden), their tiny veins are visible through their translucent yet wrinkly skin. (Think of it this way: they’ve been swimming in the equivalent of a long hot bath for the past 23 weeks, so you can’t blame them for being a little prune-like.)

February 23,2008

Its 12:05a.m. and my bf, is knocked out on the couch, but i just couldnt sleep, im 6 months as of today, only 3 months and 30 days to go, I read about some people who've lost their babies at 20 weeks or so and im just blessed to have made it to a strong and healthy 23 weeks, I cant wait to see my lil man! I'm a little nervous about giving birth but ready to get it over with more than anything. I feel really gassy today and Jayden's just been moving up as storm everytime I eat sugar.I love ya boy and I cant wait for June to come.

Febrauary 22,2008

Only 4months to go before Jayden's arrival, end of 5 months

February 21,2008

I went to work for the first time today in months. Now my body aches a little but I enjoyed it. Everything went better than I thought and we decided to change our son's name for the last time. We changed it from Jaylen Rashaun to Jayden Rashaun. I still like it either way it goes. Anyway, I had some cramping on my right lower side last night but everything else is fine.

February 18, 2008

Today was a good day. I went for my o/b appt at 2 and they told me Ive gained 10 lbs!!! with a "WOW! what have you been eating" from both doctors:( Im at 173 lbs but my baby is fine. My blood pressure was 133/70 and the babys heartbeat was 143bpm so thats normal and healthy. I was negative for any std's or birth defects which is great and they scheduled me for my glucose test next visit at 11a.m. My baby daddy went with me, which I really enjoyed even though we argue about everything, and my baby is measuring 22w2d instead of 21w5/6d. His location in my tummy is measuring him around 23 weeks so everything is relevant to my initial due date on the 25th of June. Im gettin big now and everybody can tell that im pregnant. They keep asking me how far along I am, and when I say 5 months they say "wow you look good, youre tiny to be 6 months." lol. I love my belly and I love my baby. I also got a job, hopefully something better will come through soon too.

February 13,2008

Its the day before Valentine's day and I got into an argument with my bd and walked off for no reason!lol, he was upset for a second but for most part he's excited about tomorrow, moreso than I am, he says he wants everything to be perfect so Im excited about it too. Besides that, im 21 WEEKS today, stomachs getting rounder and harder, more frequent movements, and he likes to kick me in my pelvic area. I love my baby's!

February 11,2008

Im feeling really good today. Im in my last class of the day and I feel full of energy although I still have a couple aches in my body. I feel big!lol, but small at the same time. I definitely have a belly now. Im enjoying my baby bump, and I love rubbing him down at night, he likes it too. Im trying to form a bond with my baby and me and Josh are fine as well. I think im going to look for a job this week. I hope someone hires me although I have this small belly. My baby loves moving now too, I enjoy it, I still get gas too, and my baby pinched my nerve today. I have my third o/b appt. next monday on the 18th, hopefully they will be able to tell me how far along in my pregnancy I am more accurately than I was told the time. I think I may hvae Well, nothin much besides that,so ill update later.

February 6, 2008

20 weeks-Ive been feeling movement and Im eating more now that Ive gotten an appetite back. Im beginning to show now too, and my back hurts!lol. Im happy, but still dont have a name for my lil duece yet!

January 30, 2008

My fifth month begins, 19 weeks end

January 29, 2008

18weeks 6 days-I had my second ultrasound and my baby daddy got to come along. It was at 9 this morning, he was amazed when he saw the baby on the screen. For the first time in his life he was speechless!!!lol, I couldnt believe it, I thought that was so sweet, a tear even came to my eyes because we've been through so much since ive been pregnant. I saw in that moment that he loved his son.:) Im 18weeks and 6 days today but im measuring at 19weeks and 3 days which is different from what my first u/s measured but I didnt get a chance to find out how much he ways or how much he's measuring!:( I did get to see his heartbeat(143bpm) and he was very active this morning which made it hard to get any measurements. I talked to him before we got ready to get dressed for the u/s and I told him that I wanted to see him moving so that I could make sure he's healthy and he's a great listener and he's smart!lol, I love my baby so much already! I cant wait til he gets here. And oh yea, before we got ready to leave he waved goodbye to us and we got to capture that moment, it was so adorable, he's so big!

January 25, 2008

Todat is Friday. I got up at 5:30 this morning to catch the train with my best friend down to Northside Hospital for my first ultrasound. I was so excited, even though it was cold this morning, it was worth getting up to see my baby BOY!!!!! Its just what I wanted, everything seems to really happen for a reason. I am 18weeks and 2 days today but my u/s tech told me that he's measuring ahead by about a week but that its nothing to worry about so my due date should still be around the same, (june 25th, 2008). I am so happy that I got to see my baby boy, he was just chillin, not doing much, just moving his mouth, he has my nose, and sucking his thumb. He's not very active right now but he did get upset when the u/s tech tried to move him to measure his head since he situated himself in my pelvic area. It was so cute, I just know Im gonna have me a bad a$$. lol

January 23,2008

My fourth month ended today, on to the next month ****5months**** 4 to go******

January 17, 2008

I had my second o/b appointment today and they gave me the regular pap, drew blood to test the baby for any birth defects, took my weight, and let me hear my baby's heart beat for the first time. Those were the most amazing 10 seconds of my life. I cant believe that I have another growing inside of me! Its so weird, ive always thought that the baby was actually close to my stomach but its actually below my belly so i guess I havent felt any movements besides the fluttering feelings that occur in my belly/stomach. I also got to schedule an ultrasound for next tuesday so me and my other baby are going to check on our child!lol, im getting excited all over again, and to think, i thought the feeling was gone.

January 17, 2008

Im 17 weeks today, i think ive felt my baby move a couple times and i believe i can feel when it turns at night!:) Ive started school for the semester, ive gained 6lbs so far, my relationship is progressing and getting better, and i go for a u/s tomorrow, wish me luck. XOXO

December 27,2007

My day went fine right up until my mom came in with an attitude over nothing. Lord knows I dont need any added stress to what I am already enduring. She says that I will have to be gone by the time my sister moves out and that I need to start checking on housing. I honestly dont plan on still living with my mother by the time my child is born. My boyfriend and I have been planning on moving out ever since we found out and she doesnt want him around for some odd reason. I just have to move out as fast as I can because staying here is stressful!!!! Well Goodnite and sweet dreams preggos

December 27,2007

Today has been an okay day. I seem to be hungry alot, my baby daddy spent the night with me and we cuddled through the night after arguing all day yesterday. I havent had any symptoms, Im 14 weeks and a day today and Im in my fourth month now. Everythings fine with life though, just hoping for the best through my pregnancy. I should be going for my second prenatal visit on the 8th, hopefully they schedule me an ultrasound or let me hear my baby's heartbeat, anything to let me know that he/she is doing fine and I should also be starting school on the 7th and getting financial aid so that I can go ahead and get a car so that we wont have to depend on my family for transportation with my appointments. Well I'll keep you all posted;)

December 26,2007

Ive been on this site all day looking at all the happy couples and feeling sad for all the single mothers. Im ready to get my ultrasound done, I dont know anything about my baby, I havent heard a heartbeat or anything and Ive been arguing with my baby daddy all day. Everything seems to irritate me. Sometimes being preggo isnt fun:(.

December 26,2007

Wasup to all! Merry Belated Christmas. Hope it was enjoyable. Christmas was great, got to spend time with the fam but didnt get to see my baby(daddy):( The food was great but the smell of chicken still makes my stomach turn! We got full and everyone says Ive got a little pudge now. Im excited but stressed at the same time and I still have the urge to eat in the middle of the night, but never get up to do so, instead I just drink water. Im still wondering if Im already suppose to be this big at 14 weeks?!lol. I find that Im emotional and moody around this time too. Oh yea...today starts the first day of my second trimester! yay, im ready to get it over with and get my energy back!

December 22,2007

Today is the first time Ive ever written on the wall. I still cant believe that I am pregnant!!lol. I havent had an ultrasound or anything done yet so im still in denial. Im in my 13th week on my 3rd day. I wonder when I will start to feel movement?I created my replica above because thats what I look like on an average day!lol.

November 21,2007

Its two days before thanksgiving, and I just found out that I was pregnant. I took two home pregnancy test and I told my mom that I missed my period so now she's anxious for me to come home and take another pregnancy test. Im nervous about what she and my sisters will think but it shouldnt come as that much of a shock although I only have fague memories of when this could have happened. All I keep tellin myself is that I know my situation so bring on the opinions, judgement, and oh...dont forget the stress;(

Cravings

Do's

peanut butter and jelly sandwiches

green apples and oranges

chocolate

gummie worms

dill pickle chips

cheddar ruffles

cabbage

Noodles

caesar Salad with jalapeno peppers

ranch lay chips

Donts

Hot sauce

Milk

Chicken

Calendar of Events

2007

September 19- LMP, first day of first week of pregnancy

October 3-estimated date of conception. (2 weeks pregnant)

October 18-begin feeling sick. (4weeks1day)

October24- end of first month, 5 weeks

November 20- took my first 2 pregnancy tests, tested positive

November 21- told my family that I was pregnant and took another test- 9 weeks

November 22-thanksgiving day

November 23- saw my baby daddy

November26-confirmed my pregnancy and applied for medicaid

November 28- 3mnths pregnant

December 26-4 mnths pregnant

2008

January 11-second o/b appt. (another pap and first time I heard baby's heartbeat) took my weight 167 and 2nd batch of blood work tested for defects.

January 20-23- believe i began feeling movement (18 weeks preg.)

January 25-found out its a BOY

January 29- went to second ultrasound with ****Josh****( baby said hi), baby measuring 19 weeks 3 days, at 18 weeks 6 days, due date could be June 22, 2008.

January 30- five months preggo, beginning to show

February 6- 20 weeks pregnant, half way done

February 8- feeling back pains

February 18- 3rd o/b appt. 2:15pm

February 21- WIC appt. 1:15pm

February 23- six months preggo

This is my first baby!Im definitely nervous but excited about this entire thing!

Pregnancy Survey
About the mommy!
Name:	Rockelle Smith
Age:	19
First child?:	Yea
About the daddy!
Name:	Joshua Lewis
Age:	20
First child?:	Yes
Finding out!!
What day did u find out?:	November 21,2007
How did u feel when u found out?:	I was excited but in denial
Who was with u?:	My bff Jaleesa
Who was the first peson u told?:	My boyfriend,the father, Josh
How did they react?:	My mother was just running her mouth to everyone and my sisters didnt believe that I it was true, one of them were upset for a while, but they were all still supportive after the shock. My best friend was excited though.
How did the daddy react?:	He was in disbelief just like I was.
Telling the grandparents!
How did ur parents react?:	My mother told everyone
How did his parents react?:	Shocked...
Are they helping with baby names?:	we havent started searching for names yet, we kind of talked about it before and have names in mind already
Have they bought anything for the baby yet?:	Not yet...dont know what it is plus the babies ahead of mines still have their old things
How often do they call to check on u?:	I see my mom everyday!
About the pregnancy!
When is ur first appointment?:	at 11 weeks, december 05, 2007
When is ur due date?:	june 25,2008
How far along r u?:	Currently 12 weeks,(3months)
Pre-pregnancy weight?:	167lbs
Weight now?:	157lbs
Have u had an unltrasound?:	had my first one on january 25, ITS A BOY!!!
Have u heard the heartbeat?:	yes, finally!!!!
What was the heartbeat?:	143bpm
Sex of the baby!
What do u want?:	at first i wanted a lil man but now it doesnt really matter as long as i have a healthy child
What does the daddy want?:	he thinks the same as me
What do u think u r having?:	im unsure because i just started having symptoms of a girl when i started my prenatal pills but before i thought it would be a boy
Have u had ur big ultrasound yet?:	had it on january 29, 2008
If so, what r u having?:	Im having a little man!!yay
Are u happy with what u r having?:	im ecstatic!
About the birth!
Do u know what u r taking with u?:	my slippers, a puzzle book, bottled water, music, slippers, my pajamas, my head wrap(if i dont have braids), my baby book, and everything for baby
Who is going to be with u?:	my family and my baby daddy
Are u going to videotape it?:	maybe
Natural or medicated?:	bring on the meds!!!lol
Do u think u will need a c-section?:	not sure
Will u cry with u hold ur baby for the first time?:	of course, ill be so nervous about being a mommy
Do u know what u will say to the baby when u first hold him/her?:	hey mama big man!lol
Are u scared about the labor?:	kinda, not really
Names!!
Do u have a name picked out?:	not yet
Girl names...:	~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Boy names...:	still dont know
Is ur baby going to be named after someone?:	maybe his father
Other random questions!!
Where was ur baby conceived?:	in the bed?~!
Have you felt the baby move?:	yes i started feeling him move around the middle of january
What race will your baby have? From you and daddy?:	100% beautiful, one of a kind!lol
Do you have stretch marks?:	nope
What was your first symptom?:	abdominal pain, tired,emotional, and change in appetite and habits
What religion will the baby know? And from what side?:	christianity
What music or interests do you want the baby to know?:	sports
Will ur baby have godparents?:	yea
Who will the god mommy be?:	not sure
Who will the god daddy be?:	not sure
What is the baby's room theme?:	ABC's since the baby before him already painted, its still fresh
What was the first thing u bought for the baby?:	nothing so far
Are u ready to be a mommy?:	im gettin there, ill never be 100% ready though but im excited, it'll be fun!;0