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ladyann
	Age: 25 Country: Province/region: City: Partner: Husband Children: Pregnant: Trying to conceive Occupation: Home Daycare Provider
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The photo is me and my hubby!! We both have glasses now -- but no pics of that yet.

It is March 6th, 2008. I am 9 DPO on our first official month ttc since we lost our son. I can test on Monday and I am a mess. I do not feel pregnant at all. . . I just want this so badly. I am trying to be peaceful.
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Today is Friday January 11th, 2008. My miscarriage has been hard. We also found out through some blood work I requested that I have Hypothyroidism. I have been on meds for 6 weeks now and have more blood tomorrow. Tomorrow I would be 25 weeks pregnant. It all is still very sad. As soon as my blood work comes back normal -- we may have to adjust my meds a few times before this happens -- then we are officially TTC. I am hoping it does not take very long and this next little one is here to stay. Thanks for those of you who have checked in on me and I am happy to see many of you continuing in your pregnancies. It makes me very hopeful I will have a chance too.
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Today is October 21st Sunday -- it has been 17 days since we lost our little one. Some times I am angry, often I am sad, a few moments I am hopeful for tomorrow. We want to try to make a miracle again ASAP -- not because our baby Eilian will ever be replaced or forgotten. We are ready. My midwife said we could start trying right now -- no need to wait for any number of cycles. We think I ovulated on Tue (the 16th) -- that was also our 2nd anniversary : ). I guess we will see. I felt a little nauseous since Friday . . . but no need to get my hopes up just yet. I will add more later -- to all who have lost a child I am so sorry and for those TTC baby dust!!!

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Eilian Micha -- an earthly soul from Aug. 4th, 2007 - Oct. 4th, 2007 who now plays among the stars!!! I love and miss you my child.

I also wrote a poem about my son. . . I will share it here with you now:

Shadow of a Dragonfly

As I walked one day I saw the shadow of a dragonfly on the road ahead of me.

I looked to see its beauty, but the creature I could not see.

Your shadow danced so freely, I longed to hold you in my hand

you were meant to be here briefly, but it is so hard to understand

Your spirit was so precious you were intended to fly free

I saw the shadow of a dragonfly and I am thankful for the memory.
by Nichole A.F. (mommy)

We love you and miss you baby Eilian. You will always be in hearts.

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They are cuter when you mash`em! (2007, 08, 26)

Me and my little sisters!! (2007, 08, 26)

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