Hey All...

im now 15 weeks and 1 day pregnant and you will never believe it! last night my hubby was speaking to BUMP for the first time and blowing on my stomach whilst stroking it, and about 1 minute later Bump began to move! i felt my baby move for the first time and it was sooooo exciting! it was kind of like a feather brushing the under layer of my stomach but i new instantly that it was my baby. im a little upset however by the fact that it reacts to his father and not me but there you go... you cant win them all!

belly getting bigger now. pregnancy very noticeable and suprisingly i have bags load of energy and excitement. this is such a contrast to how i was feeling about a month ago. i still feel really ugly and un attractive sometimes, but im plagued with loads of mixed emotions now a days anyway.

just to ask... did anyone else have really bad arguements with their partner in the beginning. we were arguing all the time and i felt really un supported but nowadays things seem to be getting better. i guess it was me dragging the mood down. Oh well, i have to go through the worst of it.

one more question... im really beginning to contemplate the whole 'giving birth notion' of it all. it is scaring me like nobody's business!!!!!! is anyone else feeling similar? ok ladies good luck to you all and i want to hear from you soon. this is lena and Bump signing out.

week 34 update

so ive made it to week 34. not that im not happy but i tell u there are better places to be right now. ever since entering into this week, i have officially felt pregnant! i have been doing so well up until now but now all of this is starting to take its toll on my body. no sleep, plenty of cramping, baby getting lower making me feel pressure in my vagina, heartburn, back ache, thrush (for the past two months!!!) and whatever else u can possibly imagine. i dont even bother to comb my hair or make an effort, whats the point when i look like a tent anyway. sorry if you have had to listen to this moan of mine. well i guess there is one thing to keep me smiling... baby is fine. well thats me done for today, hopefully my next script will be more uplifting. take care to all u mums.