Thursday, 6 March

My Spring Break starts tomorrow. Normally, I would be all tanned up, at the gym, looking for bathing suits and drinking a Bud-Light. Not the case this year : ( This year, I'm white as a ghost, fat, and could care less about a bathing suit. It's one of those times you wish you weren't having a baby so young. After my post last week, I cussed out my boyfriend and room mates. It was pretty bad. I was on a rampage or something. I popped out over the weekend. I feel like I have a hard time breathing. Even my boyfriend noticed I was breathing heavy. I wonder what that means. I find out next Tuesday if it's a boy or girl. I already know its a girl. I can just feel it. If it were to turn out a boy, I would be super stoked! I have always wanted a boy first. I feel all kinds feelings down there and I have no idea what they are. I can't tell if its the baby or what. When I sit hunched over too long or in a car, I start to cramp and have to stretch out for a little while. The sun is finally starting to come back out and now I wanna go outside a lot more so hopefully exercising will be in the future. Hopefully that will help with my breathing. OH YEA, my back KILLS me. I really need to go to the chiropractor.

Tuesday, 26 Feb

My mood has done a complete 180! I am happy, excited, and energetic! I was so used to being mean and always tired. Now, I wake up and sing in the shower! I started making it to all my classes on time (including the 8 AM). I have started back studying and trying a lot harder in school than I did whenever I never felt good and really tired. I still go to bed around 11 every night but I am in such a good mood. Jim has been the nicest he has ever been to me. I get mean and he gets nicer : ). I think he is starting to understand what is actually going on and that I can't help my little mean spells. I can tell that my tummy is bigger but no one else can. I have dreams every night about the baby and it just makes it even more exciting!! Jim's mother and my mom both randomly texted me and Jim with the name Ava. It is starting to grow on me. I have had my mind set on Jovie and Jim nor my Dad like it, which kinda hurt my feelings at first. But I am starting to open up to more names. Hopefully we will be finding out VERY soon the gender of our baby. Then I can start.. SHOPPING!! : ) I have a really bad back from dancing for so long, and around every two years it starts to act up again (because I never keep going to the chiropractor like I am advised to). One of my mother's first concerns with the pregnancy was my back. And sure enough, it is definitely starting to hurt me. It's my lower back around my hips and this is only the beginning of me getting bigger. I don't feel pregnant anymore. My hunger has stepped back up again and I am eating more again.

Tuesday, 19 Feb

I haven't updated in a while and Allison complains that she looks at my page and never gets to see an update : ). Well, I am strictly on maternity clothes now. I feel like the biggest fatass in the whole world. I feel as though my body is getting wider and wider every day. I went to the doctor last Friday and let my mom and boyfriend hear the heartbeat. It was 162. I had a papsmear for absolutely no reason. I was told to bring a medical record from where I attend college showing that I had had a papsmear within the last 6 months. I brought it to the doctor and it wasn't until AFTER the papsmear they actually looked to see what I had brought them. I go back again my spring break, second week in March, and HOPEFULLY we will be able to determine the gender. My mom and boyfriend's mom are extremely excited. My dad is starting to come around and acting like his old loving self around me. My boyfriend's dad tells my boyfriend that he should go out and party as much as he can (since we are both in college) before the baby comes and then asks my boyfriend if I keep him from going out with his friends. That is a sore subject. Pissed me off and we will leave it at that. I only get nauseated if I eat too much or don't eat at all. I can only eat so much before I get to the nausea point but then I am hungry again within just a few hours!!

Tuesday, 29 Jan

I am 11 weeks today!! yyaaayyyy! i went to the doctor in my hometown this past Friday and did the normal paper and blood work. I go again Feb. 15 and my spring break, the 2nd week in March, is when I will HOPEFULLY find out the sex of the baby! i had a dream it was a boy last night and i kept forgetting it `s name. hehe. it still made me excited though! My symptoms have dropped dramatically and I am not near as tired as I used to be. I actually might be able to go karoaking with my room mates this weekend! : )My jeans are extremely tight and the doctor says I have gained 8 lbs since September which is 5 months ago but still.. it hurts my heart. : )

Friday, 18 Jan

Ok. Since yesterday, I have been in a lot better mood. I talked to my doctor and told her about the coloring. She said she isn `t worried and doesn `t think that I should go to the Emergency Room. She said that they noticed lose fluids in my ultra sound and she figures it was just coming out. I haven `t had any since Tuesday and that makes me feel alot better!I `m EXTREMEMLY tired. MWF I am on campus almost a full 7 hours. Out of the four semesters I have been here at UGA, I have never taken as many classes as I am now. I maybe would take 1-2 classes a day. Now,trying to get school over with faster, I am taking four classes a day. School requires a lot of time. Time that I would much rather be sleeping!!

Thursday, 17 Jan