BIRTH STORY AT THE BOTTOMOF PAGE

Hey fellow mothers to be. I am a 20 year old about to be 21 single mother to be. I am so happy. I am now 31 weeks. nine more weeks to go. I am open to any advice that the older mothers can give me on what to do now, baby shower tips, and getting back into the dating thing lol.

June 18

Last night me and my baby played for a good two hours every time she kick i touch back guess thats us starting to bond. lol Tomorrow i got my second ultrasound and prenatal visit cant wait to see and hear my baby.

June 19, 2007

Today i went to the doctor for my prenatal visit and sonogram and it is official i am having a GIRL. YEAH. She was 33 cm and count cant not wait to hold her. When i saw her and her heart beat i started to cry. I cant believe i am about to be a mommy. I am so happy.

JULY 2

I am almost there. I can not wait to hold me baby in my arms. I am scared as hell about the labor but it will be all worth it in the end. I still cant believe that i am about to be a mother yet alone a single mom. I am just scared about how to answer certain questions my daughter might have once she is older and here reaction. But for right now it is me and her and i will do what i got to do for her. I am starting that frequent urinating it is a pain. LOL. My heartburn is increase also but i am loving every minute of being pregnant. My and my mom started planning my baby shower and i cant not wait until it. 48 more days left YEAH

JULY 15

Today i and officially 35 weeks. I am just so excited and at the same time a lil scarred. I cam not wait to have and hold my baby. The days are starting to feel longer and i am getting my tired by the day. I wish i had some help so i wouldn't have to still work but i got to do what i got to do so my baby can have. I want to say congrats to all the moms who recently gave birth especially to the single moms.

JULY 18

Went to the doctor today the good news is that the baby is fine heartbeat and he felt her head, but the bad thing is that i still have not dilated. But i am happy she is ok and the doc said that if i was to go in labor now no one would try to stop it cuz we are doing so good do come on contractions lol.

AUGUST 5

Yesterday was my baby shower and i had so much fun. My mom slmost cried when she saw how much stuff everyone was giving me and what they was giving me. Through all my BS that has been going on in my life since i have been pregnant this day made me realize that i can do this single mommy thing. I am so grateful for my mom and everyone that gave. I am going to SIX FLAGS AMERICA today to see if i can walk this girl out LOL. WISH ME GOOD LOOK. I cant wait to hold me baby girl.

AUGUST 7

Well my walk was cut short on sunday due to the thunderstorm that was not suppose to hit until monday. But i did get aleast a hour and a half of walking. I also am still working so maybe me standing on my feet will help. I am going walking tonight after work, tomorrow before work and thursday in the mall after my doc appointment. This lil girl is coming out this week lol

AUGUST 9

I am so happy today i went to the doctor and she said that i am 2 cm and 50% effaced. So i guess this lil girl got the notice i gave her a month ago about being out before the 12 my Birthday. My doc also stripped my membrane so we are on our way now lol

AUGUST 12

Well its 1:39 am and its my birthday and still no baby. I just got back from the hospital with a false alarm. I wish she would hurry up and come

BIRTH STORY:

Well it really all started on the 18th around three am. I was awoken back some real strong pains. At first i though it was just that i had to use the bathroom but when i went nothin came out. So the pain kept coming every 30 minutes. Then at around 5 am they got stronger and i couldnt take it my mom said that it could have been the shrimp basket that i had last night if the pains are not regular so i tried to go back to sleep. NO LUCK the pains started to come every 10 minutes. So since i had already been to the hospital twic with false alarms i didnt want to be disappointed again so i hailed out. I got up with my mom and decided to go to the mall with her to walk. So with every step the contractions came so as they got close i timed we went to a cookout but cuz of the pains i was not hungry. Finally around midnight i could not take it anymore. We went to the hospital and i was not going to leave this time without my baby. The doctor checked me and said that i was 4 cm so they was goin to keep me i was so happy. So i get checked in and the first talk of pain relieve i took it LOL. So time go pass and i hold off on the epidural. Then finally i gave up and caved in. The first time it was put in it didnt work they had to fix it. Around 6 or 7am they busted my water and i started pushing at 8am. It felt like i had to make a bowel movement. All i knew was that i needed to push so i pushed and pushed and at 11:18 am SHE ARRIVED 7lbs 6oz 20 3/4 inches long. I was so happy crying but still in pain cuz i had to get stitches OUCH. But now i am at home and loving every minute of my lil girl. I know this single mother thing is going to be hard but i have lost of love ones that love me and her and F the sperm donor i can and is going to do better THANKS FOR EVERYONE THAT WAS SUCH A BIG HELP TO ME ON HERE I DONT THING I COULD HAVE DID IT BY MYSELF.

March 14

Hey yall i know i havent been on her in a while. I have just been busy with the baby, school and work. She is gettin big and loves to eat her food and urs. She is already a handful lol. She has two teeth too but there is not crawling yet just rolling lol. She spermdonor has came and seen her twice but came enough handed and still spreading hits lies. But i am doning what i got to do for me and my baby. I am so happy i graduate from NCCU on may 3 so i am getting ready for that. I am just doing what i got to do for us so until later bye bye

APRIL 9

Hey ladies i think i have found love again and not my lil girl who is my life and reason for being. He has been there for me since i was three months pregnant and cared more about how me and the baby was then that dead beat ass nigga excuse my french. But he is younger than me by a year and is a marine. Any feedback from you ladies plz write cuz i am still a lil scared to get back in a relationship after my baby's spermdonor. Now on my lil girl who i am about to fight as we speak. This girl is all over the place and is greedy. what ever you have she wants. and not let her not get her way she will fake cry and then start laugh. Thats my heart. She is so silly and is always laughing. I wish her father was about something though but out these last 7 months that she has been living i realize he really doesnt care. He has only seen her twice and makes up excuse the other times he was suppose to come. I am just through with him. This child support ppl making me mad. I put papers in Dec 28 and they still cant find my stuff and it is even more harder cus he is out of state. but watever i am goin to do what i got to do and he put this on his self. My child is my heart and i love her to death. She also hates for me to do her hair but lets my mom do it but i got her lol. Well thats all for now i think next time i will post that deadbeats pic on her just in case any of u girls come in contact with him to know he is no good and a scrub. If u want me to put it up here comment back. Bye ladies for now.

JUNE 24, 2008

Hey ladies how are you i know i havent been on here in so long but me and Tatyana are fine. She is crawling and pulling up on everything. She is tryin to walk a lil bit. She is my heart and soul. Her spermdonor is still a deadbeat but my new boyfriend loves her and calls her his lil one. I has my child support meeting may 13 so i just have to wait til he gets served well i will put more picks up tomorrow now i have to go to work.