Hello! I am 37 .....many days feel it, and on the good ones, don't :o) I last had a child almost 14 years ago! I remarried almost two years ago and this will be our first child together and his FIRST altogether.

I have 2 children at home and one is grown and out of the house. My birth experiences are as different as each of my children! My first (20 years ago) was a completely natural home birth. It was an awesome experience and everything went perfectly. My second (15 years ago) was an emergency c-section at 37 weeks to save the life of my precious son. A year and a half after that I had my daughter VBAC in the hospital with an epidural....so I can say I have tried it all :o) LOL. This baby will be a c-section. My old doc retired and my new doc doesn't do VBACs. I like him alot and trust him.

I also have an beautiful 1 year old grandson. He is a joy and amazing to watch!

We were pregnant in 2006 but miscarried in December. I have found myself worrying a bit too much....about m/c again. I have to keep trusting God for this and all things. It's good to know He is in charge and knows all the details :o)

April 14th, 2008

I am just counting the days til we go to the doc again. Last Tuesday, I felt some definite kicks up near the top of my uterus but nothing really since then. It scares me...I was hoping that was the beginning of feeling my little one every day. I hope and pray constantly for a healthy, living, thriving strong baby. I know God can see directly into my womb and knows what is happening. I trust Him with everything....yet am human and still get scared.