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Hi there, well im 6 weeks by now and my husband and i are very happy. I have lost a 20 weeks pregnancy this past november. =( my water broke prematurely.Drs never gave me a reason, so ofcourse now im real scared of losing this pregnancy. Im spotting pink every once in a while which makes me real nervous. That didnt happen the first time around. i have my dr's appointment next thursday. It seems Drs don't always rush to get us in.

well Im quite scared today. my dr was not able to get me in the office but when i described my symptoms to him, he strongly felt that i could have an ectopic pregnancy. now im on my way to the er. im just waiting for a ride. so if the sono proves him right then this pregnancy will be terminated inevitably. =(

I went to the ER Last night and i was told it was not an ectopic pregnancy as the Dr thought. which is great news. they coulndn't hear the heart beat yet and since i have low back pain they think it could be a threatened miscarriage. i hope to god they are wrong.

8/17/07

YESTERDAY I HAD MY 1ST APPOINTMENT. THEY DID A PAP AND ASKED ME A MILLION QUESTIONS ABOUT ME AND MY FAMILY HISTORY. WELL THEY CHECKED FOR BACTERIA AND INFECTIONS. IM GLAD TO SAY IM FREE OF ALL OF THOSE. SO THAT IS NOT SOMETHING THAT AFFECTED MY SPOTTING. SINCE MY LEVELS AT THE ER WERE 21100 THEY DID NOT FEEL THE NEED TO CHECK MY HORMONE LEVELS. I REALLY DID WANT THEM TO. I WANTED TO REASURE MYSELF. BUT THEY WANT ME TO COME IN ON TUESDAY AND GET A SONO. THEY TOLD ME THAT WOULD BE BETTER THAN THE HORMONE LEVEL. SO IM CONVINCED. I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE MY BABY ON TUESDAY. I DID GET A SONO AT THE ER. BUT IT WAS NOT A GOOD ONE. THE DR BARELY SAW MUCH.

8/22/07

Yesterday i had my 1st clear sono. it was such a beautiful experience for me. I couldn't help the tears. With the first baby boy I lost, I got to see him on a sono when i was almost 5 months for the first time and it wasn't a great experience because he was fighting for his life. so now seeing my baby at such an early stage and healthy was just out of this world. I only wished my husband could have been there with me but work did not allow him to be there. hopefully later on he will be able.

8/30/07

Does anyone know of maternity insurance??? I tried getting but got denied because of pregnancy. I dont qualify for medicaid which sucks. I just got my ER visit bill and boy was it enough to keep me nauseas. It was $1800.00 Not having insurance sucks big time and not qualifing for anything sucks even more. now I'm trying to get on a sliding scale to see if they can reduce a little, but i doubt it would be much.

1/31/08

wow its been so long since i last logged on. i had lost my password and well just now i was able to find it on some very well hidden papers. everything so far so good. im about to be 8 moths in a few days and im happy feeling my baby move around and about.we are getting the nursery finished and hopefully this weekend i can go with my husband to buy the furniture. i cant believe how close im getting to seeing my baby already, but we had a chance to see him on a 3dsono last weekend we were delighted, he was smiling so much, sucking his thumb and then h fell at sleep. it was so just too cute and satisfying seeing him smile the whole time. at least i know that he was happy. my husbands name is Edwin, so we decided to name the baby Eddie. I wonder who he looks like more, me or him. lol. some negative things going on which are very normal is a little low back pain starting, specially when laying, which means sleeping is disturbed. and some mild low abdominal cramps.

2/5/08

Im so excited, the nursery is finished! My mom, dad, and Edwin, did a great job painting it blue and it looks awesome with the white furniture. All we need now is the little guy to appear. Im a little worried because I noticed he moves a little less. I wonder if thats normal. Maybe it is getting tight in there. I have my third trimester sono in a few weeks, i cant wait to find out how much he weighs already.

2/26/08

WELL MY BABY SHOWER HAS PAST. IT WAS 2/9/08. I HAD A BLAST WITH MY FRIENDS. AND GOT LOTS OF NICE GIFTS. SO NOW ALL IS SET UP IN THE BABY'S ROOM JUST WAITING FOR HIM TO ARRIVE. HE NOW WEIGHS A LITTLE OVER 5 POUNDS. SO MOST LIKELY HE WONT WEIGH MORE THAN 7 POUNDS BY BIRTH TIME. WHICH IS FINE WITH ME. I DONT NEED HIM TO BE 10 POUNDS LIKE SOME WOMEN WANT. INSANE. LOL. EDDIE HAS DECIDED HE WOULD HANG OUT ON MY RIGHT SIDE LATELY, HE STAYS THERE FOR SO LONG ITS GETTING VERY UNCOMFORTABLE TO SLEEP. LAST NIGHT WAS TERRIBLE. I DIDNT SLEEP NOT EVEN AN HR. I HOPE HE LETS ME SLEEP A LITTLE TONIGHT. IM BEAT!

IM SO HAPPY TO SEE MY PARENTS SO EXCITED FOR THE ARRIVAL OF MY CHILD. THEY HAVE BEEN GOING CRAZY BUYING BUILDING AND HELPING DECORATE. IM SO HAPPY IT MAKES ME WANT TO CRY SOMETIMES. EDIIE HAS NO IDEA HOW MANY PEOPLE LOVE HIM SO DEARLY ALREADY WITHOUT YET SEEING HIS FACE. EDWIN AND I ARE CRAZY IN LOVE WITH HIM AND SO EAGER TO MEET HIM. THESE LAST WEEKS ARE PASSING RATHER SLOW COMPARED TO THE WHOLE PREGNANCY WHICH I FELT A BIT FAST.

5/1/08

BABY EDDIE ARRIVED 2 WEEKS EARLY. MARCH 14,2008. 7:58 AM. 6 LBS 5 OZ. 19 INCHES LONG. WHAT A BLESSING IT IS TO HAVE A BABY. EVERYONE IS IN LOVE WITH HIM. HE IS SUCH A CUTIE PIE.